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Freedom Will Rise

Ahhh, so long since I last blogged. 1 week of papers down. Still have 2 more weeks to go! The first week was quite awesome. I hope 10 and below, please. Supposed to chiong Physics and Geography today. Sucks. Hahah. It's alright. Just two more weeks and see everyone scream and shout for joy. I can't wait. Freedom baby. Gonna meet my babies and friends again! (:

Don't Give Up

I'm not well.

It's Over Even Though It's Not The End

LAST DAY OF OFFICIAL LESSONS IN KRANJI! Had Physics mock first. Blearghs. Then our last lesson with Mr Teo. It was so sad. I felt like crying when he was like "It's the last day of school" Then Mr Tan came in to brief us on our chopstick aims. He kept saying how great Mr Teo had done that our msg aim was low. And I couldn't agree more. Can't believe how in one short year, we all improved as a class. For Maths only.(: Then had English. Reminisce the times we had. Hahah. After that, the sec 4s gathered back with their classes. Took photos and 4D guys went crazy. Raping Llama, photos with Charlie, teasing Shaufy... LOL! So jealous of how the boys bonded so well. Next, had lesson with Ms Nat. Best! Hahah, macam friend to friend. Dragged our consultation time till half-an-hour. Hahah, Atq and her yellow notebook. Lastly, class with Cikgu. Cikgu's "heroes" ponteng class! Lol. Everyone talked crap, especially Farah. Then photos! OMG. Can't believe my fo

The Problem Is Me

Why K why? Why do you want my mum to come to school again? Can't you just give the talk and don't involve her. I don't want to her to know what I'm getting. I want to prove it to her that my results will change. Just don't meet her, please? Teachers look at me and tell me to persevere. Tell me to work harder. I have improved but I need to improve so much more. I'm thankful that they didn't gave up on me. Yet, sometimes, I just don't want them to approach me. I feel so pathetic. After all this while, I still haven't put in my best. Still haven't prove to them that I could do it. 25 for prelim 2. Even with all the bonus marks, I can't get into a JC. Sucks like shit. Less than 20 days left. Is there still time?

Out Of Hand

Have to stop. Stop all this nonsense. 22 more days. 3 more weeks. You only have those times left to make it right. To get a great score and not to put yourself down. If things are shitty now, just remember, 6 weeks countdown to the end of shit. Then, freedom emerges again. You can let your hair down again. Okay, alright. Should go and focus(hopefully), haaaaa!