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Going to the hospital soon. Trying to control my cough. Trying to stay awake. I'm so tired. Okay, bye.

I was bored so I went to facebook. I was sad so I went to you. I wanted to find happiness so I went to youtube. The question is, will it work? Blaaa. I was bored so I went there. Then it got me sad. Stupid choice again and again. ): No. Shall laugh! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! Anyway, going to the positive side. Open house was tiring! Yet, I had fun, especially coming to the end of it. Polyshrink(?) I'm so going to find you. Then after slacking for awhile, went to Lot 1 with Jannah. Hahah, she recommended me so many movies to watch! Next, went back to school for K Productions Drama. Hilarious! Matt was so cute in the first part. Then I knew why Sham agreed to play that role. Hahahah, the Sham I know. Dell was so cute! "I want 3 kids! I want a boy, confirm cute macam bapak dier!" LOL! Farah's mother role. Hahah, she do that all the time. Naomi and Richard. Hahah. Ridz's "mati dalam iman" and "Babyyyyy!" SUPER FUNNY! Okay. Tomorrow is my last madra

Picnic? I'm not sure about that. Though, it may work? Yet, it's the guys. Well, picnic and all this are kind of girls stuff. Guys are looking for more action, opportunity to show off their talents. I'm so going crazy in one night. I don't know what to do. Why can't guys do the planning? Well, girls always follow whatever guys plan. Guys complain when girls plan it stupid or lame. 2 more weeks to settle this. No Jannah, why did you leave me againnnnn? Hahah. I'm not excited for Pahang already. Hahah, okay, I'm lying. Shit lah. Can go study now, don't want to study now. Yay, drama tomorrow. Bebual random. :D

YAY! I'm loving this image so much! HOHOHOHO! No, Christmas is not here yet. I'm just very happy. Happy post! Do comment! :D

Hey blog. I wish I could just tell the world what I'm really bothered with right now. Yet, I'm such a coward to just run and let people know. I'm such a fake. I can't stand that about me. Well, I think I am. I'm losing my senses. I don't know anything anymore. I should go to a library and borrow a romance teenage novel tomorrow. Go drown myself with sadness. Make myself more depress. At least, I can think that I'm not the only one depressed. Cos the characters in the books feel depressed too. Well, every book needs a climax don't they. I'm sure they do. I don't know where to begin to make a website. I've forgotten how I started with it. No passion, no inspiration. I'm doomed. Thanks O's. Oh well, parents who wants to make their children nursery compulsory for all.. Just give your child some life first. You can save up the money for their upcoming education years. It's going to be a crazy ride, especially for their time. Everything

I wanted to take up the job because I know I had the passion for it. It took me 1 whole month to finish a draft which others were still not approved. I looked at it again and I felt disappointment. It was ugly, not what he ever wanted. Then O Level came by when my marks dropped like a bomb from the sky. I couldn't be on the computer and just have to work with it. I couldn't touch it for a full 3 months or so. And now that I could touch it again, my passion is gone. Great. I lose everything I have.

Life sucks now. My nose, my throat, me. All sucks. I want that baby seal from my dream. I want to talk to somebody now. I want to go out and just walk around. I want to go and create new blogskins. I want to design a tshirt. I want to write a poem. I'm lying. The truth is, I just want you.

Back from prom. Thank you Amirah's parents for the ride! What a wonderful 4 years in Kranji. It kind of ended(hopefully, not coming back for another year of lesson) in Kranji for us. I guess, best class of the year, not in terms of being so united and all in one, but being such a fun and making the most impact on the teachers, would be 4D`10? I don't know. Though, I always never liked how the people in the class would do their own work in terms of class stuff, like being in-charge and boss people around, have their own groups and dislikes, whenever we agree on something, there's just some spark that made us totally all for one. How we love 5C mentors so much that we always bully them in class, how we love the class' prodigy so much that we will always be so supportive of him when he gets called up, how we will just end up looking like the most united class ever. Heyhey, this is just a way to show my appreaciation for my class I graduated from. I mean to me, 2C08 was the

Me: Mak, kejut kakak! Mum: Kaulah kejut, dah dekat.. Me: Mak kejut boleh bangun. Adik kejut *sister walked out of room like a zombie* Me: Oh mak terkejut! The best thing ever, getting shocked early in the morning. Anyway, having prom in the evening. Can't wait! Hopefully, I will take a lot of photos. Pleasepleaseplease.

Hello! Just came back from Johor with Bro and family. Had been coughing and sniffing non-stop. I'm afraid if Aniyah will get sick because of me! She was already coughing in the car just now. Monday, monday, who can I go to prom with? Well, I can go alone but feels kind of weird if I go alone. Haizz, loner. I'm missing so many people right now. That makes me moe. [Please don't tell me what I think it is.] We are like so far apart right now. I don't even know her anymore. Well, I do but it kind of scares me. Lalalalala. Okay, I have exam tomorrow. Have yet to study. Diediedie. Want to sleep first. Nights!

Hi. I extracted my fang yesterday. No longer a vampy. Though I'll still be a vampy at heart. Lol. It's wasn't as painful as I thought it would be. The extraction, that is. I never thought the aftermath will keep me up all night. I feel like pulling my teeth out. Those in pain now. Grieving of the loss of their buddy, Fang. *Looks at how long it is* Yeah, I brought it home. Don't know how long I'll keep it here. Anyways, watching HPATHBP. I seriously have no idea what the Half-Blood Prince got to do anything with the story. Okay, so Snape is the Half-Blood Prince. Didn't got to that part yet when I last blogged. Hehehs. Watching Deathly Hallows Part 1 later with SJS♥. Later, gonna sleep. Or I'll sleep in the theater tomorrow. Hahah. Something don't feel right. Or is it just excitement? (:

Yay, 14 November and I became auntie to another kid in the world! Presenting, NUR QAISARAH ANIYAH AQILAH! Okay, don't forget the ever cute sister too. Nur Qaisarah Aniyah! Today extracting my tooth! Yay! Okay bye.

Suddenly remember how fun chatting used to be. HAHAH! Loving it. Chatting with toyol and Rina now. Awesome!

A lot about life has changed now. I used to remember a lot of stuff, get more creative to design stuff, be more enthusiastic to make something new, something I knew people could appreciate. Now, I'm just like one sad lifeless soul, getting moody from time to time,bored so easily with what I do, no motivation or excitement to do what I was passionate in before. You can thank the 10 years of education for that. They just reap me off my mood, my belief, my passion, my everything. I get more and more forgetful these days, often mad at myself for not getting something right, mad with the world cause I can't get what I want, blaming everything on the ever-aching stomach. I just want to put a stop to this and get back the old me. The me I used to know in 2008, being happy for people, only expressing my feelings with you, then tries to be fine again. The me I used to know, knows how to laugh at the lamest joke comedians made. The me I used to know love to do web-designing, write my hea

WOOHOOOOOOO! Finally, free, finish, end! Can't believe it, it's over already.. For now, till the results. Just be positive and not think about that until January... Now, what do I want to do? PLAY! MEET FRIENDS! KARAOKE! GO DENTIST! CELEBRATE! YAY! Okay, that's all. Awaiting for the dates. For now, still have to stick my nose into books for awhile. Some exams aren't over yet. ):

11.11 Tell me when did I start believing in that. In fact, I don't. I just like to catch it whenever I can. It's so darn fun! I had a weird talk with my bear yesterday... (Oh yes, it's late at 2.30am. My only friend who was awake was bear :D) About everything that happened in my life eversince I got to know that kids have to go to school. The memories of being a teacher's pet, making new friends, knowing your enemies, figured out how the person you think as your 'enemy' turns out to be a great friend after all.. And the weird thing is, it came as a cycle, twice! The things you know and the things you knew. What crap am I talking here. It sounded much better when I was talking to bear yesterday. Now, there are so many blanks and pieces of words of "wisdom" missing. Okay, I just wanted to catch 11.11, since it's the 11.11. I wanted to post it somewhere when I catch it. Facebook is so publicized. Truly, bloggie, you just let me fill you in best! (:

My stomach condition is getting from bad to worse. I have no appetite to finish my food, keep visiting the toilet plenty of times, just resting in bed like I'm not able to do anything at all! This is so not me. Hope I won't fall sick and feel terribly cold tomorrow. Or else, I'm gonna screw malay like I did with ss. This is bad, very bad.

In the morning, stomach was aching so bad. I didn"t know why. Then went to madrasah, felt lethargic. As I reached home, rested. Then, fever): As high as 39.5 degrees celcius. Aniyah came but was too sick to play with her. Now, my temperature is 38.3 degreed celcius. My body feel so weak. I need to study Social Studies dude! Ahh, bye.

I'm supposed to be studying for SS. Again, I'm still not. Anyway, yesterday night had a great time with Rani till 2am. Wonder if she sleeps again after that. Hahah. Mum is colouring her hair. Gonna be brownish or something. My sister gonna try too, I still can't. I won't anyway. I'm just so bored. I'm trying to think of something fun to do right now. Haa, nothing rings the bell. Or something. My brothers are evil. I wanted to follow my dad to look at cars. They just won't let me.. )): Okay, bye.

Why do I always get frustrated with such great dreams? Because, it won't happen. Just too good to be true. Anyway, should be studying for SS. But I'm so freaking in no mood to study. I need to get out of this house, go to a library or something. I just feel too sleepy at home. ): Help me. It's too boring to study at home!