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Heyyo! Blogging all the way from school. People would think I'm doing pw now. HAHAH. K, whatever. Sigh, what's wrong with today? It feels so different. Today. Ever since morning I already knew. Is it because everyone havimg the "Monday Blues" in school? I don't know. Something is just so very wrong. Have been trying to figure this our from 8am today. Well, yeah, a big fail. Oh yeah, have been waiting for Lava from just now. Now she's backkkkk! Woots, I can home now. :D K bye.

Hey blog. I've abandoned you for so long, I'm sorry. I've been having a bad weekend nights. I just don't know why. Everything seems wrong. Must be due to such a great Friday I had. I felt so happy, nothing was wrong. Walked to Lot 1 with the lovable dancers, Laughing and going crazy under the rain. Hmm, Chem is stressing me out. I don't want another s or even a u for promo. I don't want to get retain. I don't want my parents to know I've failed everything for mye. I know it was my fault. And I'm trying so hard to do better. With a start like this, I'm just depressed. Well, I'll be fine. (:

Hello! Today was quite a boring Sunday. Well, it was sure a fun and amazing night though! (: Bro is back from Africa so the babies were here. So were my other brother and sis-in-law. And Aqilah was so freaking adorable tonight! With all the crying because she wanted some food! :D And I think I'm pretty tired now. Physically and mentally. Hahah, not because of any studying to do. Well, because, because, because, I couldn't stop thinking about you. ): Sometimes, I hate being me. I hate feeling all so emoish. I hate the fact that I get hurt so easily. I hate that I'm fragile. I hate that I feel insecure easily. When others asked me if I like anybody now, I just reluctantly say no. I want to deny the possibility of me liking you. It's just a stupid crush. Nothing but a crush. Get over it, Naj. (: I love talking to myself on twitter. And on blogger. So random. Okay, have fun partaypartay people. (: