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So, this is my very last 2011 post. Well, every single year has its own ups and downs. For 2011, I guess, it has been a lot of downs, With my family, with Singapore (so many bad stories and stuff had happened) and life. I guess, the only thing that made 2011 really awesome is that I got in PJC with my great close friends (especially Atq and Jnh!), got into the most greatest class ever - 11S13 - with the most incredible classmates and crazy awesome pw groupmates (Izza, Lava & Nat) and met the crazy super fun people from MCS, especially my clique of 7! So, I used to feel so dampened that I got into PJC and now, I'm so glad that I was put into PJC. Without it, I would probably cannot wait to leave 2011, but actually, I really don't want 2012 to come yet. Haizz. I feel scared that 2012 is coming. A Level year! ): I bet something big is coming this 2012. I hope not much will change. But who am I kidding, life will always surprise you. Always will, and you will just

So, I'm finally half done with cleaning up the room. Will continue with my own "Make-the-room-nicer" mission in March or something. Yay. And I haven't touch my homework. Just printed important stuff that will hopefully help me to do better for next year. Yay. Hmm, so I had a crazy idea to go search for people's blog. Awesome. Plus, read my old shared blog with bffs. HAHAHAH! Couldn't stand it! Didn't had the will to read everything. Silly girls back then :P Okay, that's it. My mundane, average life. Hmm. Hope things get better at home today. I thought it was over, but they got a little crazy fight and it's beginning again. Stuck in between. Feel like Aria in Pretty Little Liars. Trying to save my family. ): InsyaAllah, Allah will help us through this. He got this. I just need to pray and do my best to help around. :/

Hello! So had a great celebration for daddy! (: That was a longggg shopping with kakak for his present. It was difficult to buy a gift for a guy. You know, we can buy just about anything for girls but for guys, the only options are bags, shoes or tees. Talking about guys and girls, what's up with the relationship stuff in Facebook? Not that I'm generalising people, just certain people. First, with that " I'm dying cos you're not here and I'm missing you so much ): " HELLO!~ Your boyfriend just went across the border to somewhere in Malaysia okay! It's not like he's going there for 2 weeks or something. It's just bloody 3 or 4 days, can't you be patient?! And it's just in MALAYSIA okay, not like he's fighting in a war in Taiwan or something right! So, you don't have any friends is it? No friends to hang out with while he's away? Are you that lonely, dear girl? GOSH! And talking about friends, when you

HEYYO! It's good so damn awesome to be back at home! But I have 3 bad ulcers in my mouth ): Anyway, supposed to come back on the 25th but sadly, the car tire went flattttt~ So yeah, got back yesterday instead! (: So the trip was normal like any other normal kampong trip. Slept at kampong, shopped at the malls of Malacca. And got a taste of horror too. With my aunt constantly telling us the ghost stories. Even one with the new road. My cousin told us about the ghost story while he was driving through the road. I bet he wind down the window to scare us. LOL at the scary effect and our reactions! We practically jumped when we heard the window screeched. Yup, that was the interesting part of the trip. Oh my, it's been a really long time since I typed this long. It's almost too awkward to type. Okay. So it's my daddy's birthday! Haven't got him a present yet :/ How how how? Hmm. Dah lah, need to kemas the room. Kbye.

Running a little temperature today. That's what happens when you don't sleep for the last 27 hours. Hmm, I don't even make sense now lorrrrr. My brain is just tired. Feeling lethargic ooooh................ Hmm, firstly, I couldn't get my 2006 SYF video ): Really wanted to watch it. But oh well, it's all memories for now. Haizz, I really want to eat ice-cream or something sweet and soft now. Foods that you don't really need to chew. But the condition of my taste bud now is horrible. D: Now, my stomach feels like it's going to let go of the dirt in it. BRB. HAHAH! I still feel sick. But I ate nuggets with Macs curry sauce! Yummeh~! :D

As I sat in the middle of the dance room alone today, I thought to myself how lonely I am right now. Maybe because I'm like anti-social. Hmm, I'm always wondering who to share my sadness with whenever I'm not feeling too good. You know, it's the feeling when you want to share with people you are closest with but you don't contact with them that much at that point of time so you are afraid that you are just using them. Always like that. If only. ;/ Ahhhh, watching Cut Amirah last episode now. Aduhai, Hisyam's smile is haaaaaiiiiiiiiii~ (: But he got a wife and 2 kids already. :/ If only I could find a guy just as dreamy as him. Well, he is dreamy, that's why he's my dream guy. Okay lame. Sorry, I'm just so in love with his smile right now. ~~~~~:D

Hello! It's going to 3am in 21 minutes time. I'm still not asleep yet. Well, I believe I can go to sleep if I just close my eyes. But, I don't think I can with the work I have to do. So yeah, I'm still awake. Doing Drama now. My gosh, my language is shitty now. I forget all the beautiful words I once knew. Even my friend who didn't take Malay for a whole year could write a beautiful essay and ironically, I'm the one who's suffering from a bad language. Pfft. :P And my thighs are cramping up now. Whyyyyy! I did my stretching yesterday. I feel like I fractured my leg or something. Haiyo. Complained too much. ): Hmm, I want to watch New Year's Eve. Can't watch it alone right? Or can I? (: LOL. Sigh. Confessions of a loner. :/ Hmm, read her blog. It's so sad that you know, you once knew everything that's happening around your friend. And now, you no longer do because you're drifted away. Just bec

Holla~ So after a long weekend of deciding between Metro or Dance, I choose to go for Dance instead and of course, I'm so glad I did! :D Well, Mr Azmi was starting on the positioning and all so who can afford to miss that? He don't see you for the day, he just won't include you. It's no longer about being a good dancer or having the height or not like it used to be in primary school. And talking about primary school, I swear I'm missing my girls from SAPS! It's like I badly want to meet up with them but except for 1, the rest just couldn't make time. In a certain way, I'm angry for them not making time but what more can you do? And yeap, so I'm glad with my decision. Even played 3 games after dance. And had a shoot-off with Aizat for Wild Wild West. Yeap, I'm competitive. Now you know. HAHAH. Oh, jumping back to today, I had lunch with Iffa. Great talk by the scenery of the LRT. Who knows how our lives will exactly unfo

Hello~ My phone is officially not perfect. I have to call with the speaker now. Yeaps. Anyway, today had Metro CIP. Hmm, it is such a tiring job. :/ I think it is due to the day before. We all didn't have enough rest. So tired. And I'm heartbroken again. ): BTR's Elevate is out of stocks once again. Lalalalalala. Oh I miss my primary school friends. Saw one of them today. His smile, yikes, melt-able. Hehehe. Nahhh, that's nothing. Really :P Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.1

.... All I want for Christmas is.... No. I don't celebrate Christmas. :P Okay, still wondering what's wrong with Izza. Hmm. She haven't tweet. It's like so long already. Hope she's just fine. Anyway, I have class tomorrow. And I have yet to read the novel. Have been watching Pretty Little Liars. And oh my, how interesting the storyline is. And watching Glee too. Urghs, Glee's next episode is next month. That's so long! Dumdedum. Gonna get back to my episodes! :D

Hello! I didn't get my Elevate today. :( Went all the way there to find out that it was already sold out. Sad isn't it. Haizz. It's okay. Gonna get it still. Just trying to control myself from listening to their songs. I want to fall in love for the first time by listening to the songs through the album. Oh well, I really need to start reading Restu for real. Really do the Beijing assignment. And really start on my homework. :/ I'm trying so hard to push away this feeling. And I think it's working. Yet, I know, deep inside, I'm still frustrated when I see you and her. And I know she like you better than I do. I should just stop. I should.

Hello. Just ended dance. Now sitting by the grand stand, taking some fresh air, cooling myself down. Getting blisters all over my feet! And I didn't even finish the dance fully or perfectly. Unlike Haris and Shaffiqa who have done the routine so many times (like at least 7 rounds or more) and their soles are still fine! Okay, maybe a few blisters but lesser than what I have. Lol. I should stop complaining and start stepping up. I need more stamina if I want to do my best with dance! Heheh. Wonder what's taking them so long inside. Hmm, it's so quiet outside without the hockey people. Heheh. No wonder this is Firzanah's favourite place! Now I understand better. Oh my, have I become like anti social or what. I prefer some quiet, peaceful time alone to sitting around with my friends and talking about random stuff. My feet still hurts a lot. Well, it's okay. Gonna get my BTR album today! Nyehehehe! I don't care how far the place is. If

22% is taking forever! In any case, Today is okay, I guess. Just more tiring than usual but I'm getting better. Hahah. I'm crazy. I'm so gonna get Elevate-d tomorrow! Heheheheh! So exciting! Hope it won't be too expensive though. :/ If only they sell it at Popular or something. Yeah, can't wait! Urgh, can't get to 79% eh? Kan, baru aku cakap, dah 79%. Tak boleh naik 80% eh? HAHAHAHAH! Merepek!

Hello. Well, I've been away. TO BEIJING! But, really, stories of what happened in Beijing is just like too much to share. So, let's just keep it as memories in my head. And now, the aftermath of going away. Hmm, every school trip has its own drama, I guess. *Roll eyes in bewilderment* Haiyo. I just hope it won't be awkward. Seriously. Forget about the whole thing. Lol. It's a "you know, I know, they don't know" kind of situation :/ Tomorrow is going to be a normal day, alright! Dance practice in the morning, drama planning in the afternoon, a little bit of shopping after that and study in the evening. or maybe study in the evening . HEHEH :P