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And it's 3am again, and I'm not asleep, thinking of who you're dreaming of while you sleep peacefully........ Cos I think I'm able to be a songwriter HAHAHA! Anyway, I was just like thinking out of a sudden while I was halfway doing an essay, I've only had 1100+ post for the past 7 years of blogging. I really don't know which issue to address. I mean not like there's any issue at all but for awhile, I've been wanting to delete all the past and start anew. Like still use this blog but make it more neat and easier on the eyes. Well, it's not like anyone reads my blog, my blog is basically about me talking to myself. Like getting these useless thoughts out in the open and whenever I'm feeling messed up, look back at my life and know that I've had worse days and I can get through it. So I think back, why should I ever delete my past. Even though I'm the type of person who remembers a lot about my life for now, And basica

YAY! I'm the champion of Chocolate Barn can you say whoop whoop! Hahaha! Omg, somebody please slap me cos A's is in 12 well, 11 more days. I tried to do my math paper and I still don't know how to do the questions I don't know, my stats, chem and physics are all over the place and urgh, what the hell is wrong with me. Wait, let me dig a hole and bury myself in it okay. Bye.

Hello. So my life just got interesting overnight. Well, not interesting but I just have all these thoughts in my head I just got to let it out. First, why must there be ants around my netbook? I think if I just open this thing up I would see a colony of them and be all freaked out. Two, I may have insomnia. I'm not sure but I have trouble sleeping at night like I only slept at 8am and woke up at 12.30pm just now like how bad is that? If I screwed my body clock then I would understand but I wonder if it's my body or my mind that is not letting me sleep. At around 6am just now I tried to put myself to sleep but I just didn't want to close my eyes when I really want to sleep for whatever reason and I just couldn't Get To SLEEP! Or maybe I'm just afraid of sleeping at night, trust me, there's a lot of weird thoughts in my head that I literally cried because I thought too deep and I scared myself. Do I have fear of sleeping? Oh the weird questions in

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! So after so long, I'm finally back! (not like anybody cares ha ha) Well, not only I'm back to blogging, I also just got back from Bangkok! It was fun, out all day with kakak to shop around, Walked from one end to the other just to check out better deals on the same thing. And getting back to the wonderful Berkeley Hotel and just ahhhhhhh, sleep. So anyway, I've had fun meeting my friends for the past two weeks that not meeting them for this week made me miss them so much. HAHAHAHA. I'm serious. That's why I can't wait for December!!! I don't think I'll be able to meet my friends anymore like I'm rushing for timeeeeeee! (Ok if I'm rushing for time, why am I here ho ho) So another big news, my sister (InsyaAllah) will get engaged next month. I'm so happy for her but at the same time, I'm gonna lose a friend at home. Plus a room. I'm like thinking of where I could place a partition