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didnt sleep. did hmwk which was supposed to be handed up on thurs. OMG!! anyway. there was a malay test. quite hard. when cikgu went through some of the questions. OMG!!! losing lots of marks. FAIL??!! NOO!!! then it was english. talked about those gays and les. their stories was quite sad. then atiqah was doing a faraway pose without herself realising. me and wan yi was decribing her pose. so funny. "the sadness, loneliness..." anisah's bday today. so we sang for her a song. not really. there was one msg. somebody was trying to sabo luq. writing.. Happy Birthday <3[up way] Luqman. he was so angry seii. lol. then it was bio. ms vanitha came late. so wan yi flip through her teens mag. i kept saying everything was atiqah. was bored. then it came to one sexy girl. i said it was atiqah. then she was doing her stretching. so funny. she was like stripping. lol. even now im still laughing. then atiqah threw smth disgusting to wanyi. lol. jayne lost her wallet. which containe
oh heyys. so im supposed to post this yesterday. but i fell asleep yaddayaddayadda. just read on. so in the morning. no taf cause it was raining. thought no p.e. too. but it was in the hall. p.e. we played games. jumping games. some kind of musical chair. everytime he blows for the second time. we have to find a house. a house more than 8 people inside. all of them had to do push ups and sit up. at my last house. those people who came late had to do those two ups. and there was one more extra. so we just point to each other. but other nine still dont need to do in the end. and then we played the evolution. from egg to chicken to gorilla to man. i became a human at last yay!! then it was maths. we went to 1a's classroom. cause our classroom's it things was sick nearly to death. so we played with those graphic calculators again. okay..quite fun. then during recess. shirin sprayed herself with perfume. and everybody who entered the class was like. "what's that smelly stuf
back to school. yays. can get crazy with wanyi and atiqah. monday morning. that exercise. that malay guy. wow. really know his steps. and he was doing it with all he got. the choir members dont have to be in class today. hooray for them. english. had to do the summary points. and the class was so dead. monday morning. duhh~ geography was okayy today. had to workbook. recess totally sucks for today. maths. okay but i was quite blurr today. ms yap too. she wrongly finalised 30*30. she thought it was 9000. lol. malay. cikgu kept talking abt the test he's giving us. on wednesday!!! and kept asking about halima. found out that halima fell off a swing. then they all joked about it. lol. home econ. kept explaining abt coursework. got back my test paper. 25.5/40. haizz. hoping for coursework.***** wah~ so many tests coming up seii. getting headache. haizz. okaes buhbye for now..
kaes. so my mom is home. [blablabla]
just called my sis. she was crying coz she wasted her time. i was trying to calm her down. at the end of the chat. she said, " i love you!". i was laughing cause never thought it was real. but she said. "why are you laughing?why you never say it back??" so i said i love you too. made me cry for a second. she never ever said those three words to me. im not crying like a baby till a tear drop larh. just cry in my heart. so touching. i always said i hated her. it wasnt true. i love her. but of course i was sometime irritated by her actions. hehe. but wadeva it is. a sister will forever be a sister right?? i love you too kakak...<3
so today. woke up by sis. need to buy food for home. NASI!!! havent cook yet. OMG!!! went to madrasah. okaeokae. met sahra who escaped from woodbridge. blablabla. went out with shereen. wanted to watch movie but change my mind. so we went to walk around the mall. okaes. so now im here. not at home. bbCC. ..................
so it turns out... no vivo.. my "far" grandmother just passed away.. my mom and dad is going to malacca.. so its just my siblings and i.. dont know if im going movie tmr with sher.. dont feel like going.. i rather go after school... hmwks still not done.. lol.. buhbye~
so early in the morn.. nth happen.... woke up at 8.5+.. watched tv.. then had mee goreng.. finished one hmwk only.. haizz.. my leg very pain.. every step taken hurts like a mushy phrase.. but it was abt my leg.. lol... cannot sit properly leh.. maybe it was yesterday p.e... who knows? going vivo with mom as soon as i finish my hmwk.... anybody want to tag along?? hahakz..
heys.. uurm..today.. the latest time i took.. got my bus at 6.38... at least i wasnt late.. reach school at 7.09 farah went in with me.. my class was still doing our homeworks.. the lit Mother's Dilemma... ms tanfg clearly said in the blog not to do.. she'll be going through was what i thought.. and no taf for today.. because of temp taking exercise.. my tep was 3.70... fyi:: p.e... no running at last!! whee.. but we need to do standing broad jump.. arhh.. i cannot jump!!! but i zlmost reached the point when i tried.. erhmm... nvm larhs.. others get to play.. those who cant jump have to practise.. first we have to do the jump.. touch the chest.. then we had to do kneel left, right.. then we had to carrry weights and push down... so heavy... then after that with the whole class.. we had to do push-ups.. then it was HOM.. managing impulsivity still... then we had to do grp work and present.. my grp choose by eenie-miiny-eenie-more.. i was the one... haizz... then it was folkdance
hiieze.. just woken up from my nap.. ok go to do a fast one cause havent finish my hmwk.. in the morning went to school with jing han.. i was walking behind her larh.. she was walking with her cousin what.. at the traffic light.. we saw a very small frog.. how on earth did the frog get there i dont know.. small fuss about themometers.. then the taf went for a run.. you think not tired haas?? sweating real hard.. dont feel comfortable to sit on others chair.. but i was dried by the fans.. lol smth happen i think but i forgot... next was bio.. because we go through biology finish.. we didnt have to study for that one period.. so we talked abt disection... real yucks!! recess... nothing out of odinary happened... drama... ms eileen said luq's hair was like chicken little.. then luq said smth.. ms eileen kept teasing luq abt the chickening.. then we discuss abt dawan five years later.. wesley kept saying puberty.. cause he havent got it thats why.. IT training.. okayy i guess.. got to
i thought it was her time to go. i asked her to say a prayer but she didnt want to. she was breathing har as it was her last breath. that was what my mom said when i asked her why everything moved once i was awake. it was my grandma. for one conclusion i made is that. when her children fight. that is when something bad would happen to her. for that, i pity her. i held my tears. restraining myself from crying. i went to school, in fear of her going away. far away where im fearful for my god is there. back to normal post: so the day started with me walking 1.2km for taf.. but before assembly, the whole class chatted abt the holidays... i walked with aishah... as soon as we're done... the 1c taf talked abt their holidays.. aishah and fahim talked abt the ghosts or something.. fahim acts.. hahakz... so funny.. then it was mt... nothing fun happened... we had to mark others compo.. i marked for hafizah... anisah marked for me english... well ms tang got worked up at first.. because some
hahas.. hmwk still not done.. but i get to work at night.. at least im done with what im supposed to handup tmr.. me- last minute girl.. do things at the eleventh hour.. lol.. oh gosh!! todayy... my poor grandma got attacked by one BAD insect.. itchy scratchy... here and there.. pity my grandma.. she kept wailing.. "gatal. gatal!!" meaning itchy larhs.. so my mom... renewed everything.. in just one night.. moms.. are like superheroines you know... they do things so easily.. and there was a flying cockcroach... so big.. at first it flew near my sis.. she screamed.. then it flew near me.. i kept screaming and screaming at the top of my lungs.. my mom was kind of scared to but she didnt screamed.. super mom what~duh.. lol... then cockcroach invaded our house.. cockcroach everywhere!!! euwww bcause it was going to rain larhs.. not because my house is dirty.. lol anyway.. im just here to blog abt that.. so sleepy.. still havent finish my homework... yadeyada.. toddles~
lol.. okayy today would be a short post.. cos nothing happpen.. only that my uncles and aunt of my mom's side came... and something disgusting happens just now... oh you wouldnt want to know.. it's too disgusting... okaes... wanna finish my hmwks.. buhbye~
heyys.. went out with rina todayy.. fetched her.. her mom said she dont want these crush crish all.. hahakz went to lot 1.. no shop open!! glad the arcade was open... can take neoprints!! jel kept smsing me.. she wanted to ask for neoprint.. anyway.. sher with rina.. afida came!! at least im not that lonely.. hahakz.. rina kept talking and talking.. about those people i dont know.. and she kept saying "cute".. lol.. she's cute.. we ate at ljs... she said something about the way i eat.. until my fork fell!! hahkz.. then we went to the hill.. so many memories.. and i lie down on the playground.. SMSed afida to ask them to look behind... btt they look behind.. i was sitting down alreaady.. but the figured out what i did.. hahas..yes.. then went to 7-11.. then went home.. lol.. so tired... ps: yay!!! gonna get a winnie e pooh soon!!! thx kak aisah!!! and my hmwk is still not done yet.. shd i sleep first?? very tired.. okays maybe i shd... feels like a sunday.. wth. b
read STTD.. quite touching... added my own drama.. i felt like crying.. no wonder some actors can let their tears out.. they really felt like their own character.. anywayys.. tomorrow.. going out with rina & sher & probably jel.. afida confirm not going.. haizz.. i wish jel and afida could go.. then it would be like old times.. the five of us.. hehs.. those were the days.. wish i can have another outing with all of them there.. hopefully during hari rayer.. maybe.. i dont know.. but HR is too far away.. when harhs?? okies.. got lotsa hmwk to do!!! buhbye~ lol XD
my past post.. feels so stupid.. last year.. running after shafiq.. posting about his every hates of me.. my every love of him... erkkk.. i was an idiot then.. confessed to him i like him?! whatever for?? stupid idiotic me then.. he's a jerk kaes.. all my dares.. there was once i was double-dared.. to say something to ismail while holding his hand.. euwww.. disgusting you know.. but.. he's cute.. funny.. gentlemanly... so many +ve points.. i miss him larhs.. he actually look like one actor.. fyi:: anyways.. i miss girl talks.. but girl talk was all our problems with saps malay boys.. hehs.. i really want to change all the times im clumsy.. and all i did wrong.. kept posting i'm gonna be ban till psle?? just my thoughts.. not true.. hahakz.. nutzy me posting nonsensical stuffs.. giler seii me..
was reading my sis blog... came to one post about the disappointing results of her test.. she said thank you abg pian. and i remembered.. abg pian always defended her.. when my mom trying to scold her or something.. there's somebody to defend her.. but me.. only having my sis and bro laughing at me.. tears trickled down always.. why am i so unlucky?? i was named when i was small.. bad names... crying was all i can do.. everytime i try to defend myself.. i cant!!! "disrespecting the elders" different rankings.. such a luck to be the youngest.. and being the youngest.. have to show others you're better than your siblings.. ... why all the sudden abt siblings?? haizz.. talking crazy.. DONT TAKE MY WORDS FOR REAL ALWAYS!!!
are you ready??? okay i think this post would be long... in the morning.. went to school with jamie and regine.. jamie kept calling me anthonio cause of anthonian... halima asked for geog assignment 2.. i gave mine to wanyi.. and she didnt bring it.... !¬!!! ms chen kept asking us question of when to bring it.. haizz.. then the chemical weathering thingy.. whole group was kind of scolded.. but not really scolded lar.. just warning.. class decoration.. did but we did not win.. at least we did as a class.. fashion parade.. did not win too.. but the only sec 1 class in.. the performance was okay... there was a dance.. i really wished that i could join malay dance[saps] again my mom came.. so i went home with my mom.. ............. went back to saps.. met up with lots of people.. mallory.. azwan.. ridzwan[u know he'd gone bald!!]... chun ting.. easy to say.. all my classmates.. except for some.. .......................... went to westmall.. just rounding.. and got sher's mp3 back..
dun u think im such a nut to write early in the morning?? anyways.. yesterday no taf!!! cause there was assembly abt total defence.. okay larhs.. quite funny... i kept thinkin if i watched it with my mouth open or not.. doesnt feel right.. anyways.. farah was asked by the performers what she like abt SIN.. she anwere high-rise building... like what? ESPLANADE!!! esplanade high-rise building meh?? she actually wanted to say high-rise building AND esplanade.. after that people kept commenting on that.. and made jokes on it... then go back to class and it was CE.. we did about total defence.. things needed to survive.... i was grouped with wanyi, jayne and hafizah.. i brought nothing.. but still some things brought was counted.. like my lip balm.. and calculator[the batteries in it]... but wesley's group won.. halima's group won second place.. then it was physics.. CLASS TEST!!! and i forgot to bring RULER!!! shucks.. at last i used the formula paper.. for the calculator.. but i
erm today... quite scolded for being absent for taf... my stomach very pain okays... trying to stop the pain... anyways in malay class.. atiqah quickly commented on somebody's hair.. so pointy in the middle.. lol... we learnt abt writing malay poems.. ...... ms tang came today.. declared she got diarrhoe[dunno how to spell; heck care] told us stories abt japanese occupation... there was bio spelling test... forgot the answer to one Q... !!!!! ans: chromosomes.. haizz... almost the whole class didnt do that Q.. 9/10 - 8/10... that would prob be the score... ms yap didnt come.. went to hafizah's place do some hmwk.. but nvr do anything really.. because i kept talking to jayne.. about ehem-ehem/ehem-ehem-ehem.. then i went back to my seat.. but jayne asked me to trade with wesley... wanyi and jaynee fought over me.. result of jayne sitting at atiqah's seat... then we keep talking abt ehem.. ms chen class.. she went through the CT paper... then she got some problem with the lap
haizz... everybody i know so happy.. cause tomorrow is VALENTINES DAY//FRIENDSHIP DAY... i'm so not happy.. cause shereen is busy tomorrow!!! i'm celebrating friendship day okaes.. not valentines like as if im a les... haizz... tomorrow go shopping alone.. haizzz again.. i hate it... cause i would be thinking to myself.. and laughing alone.. worst enough.. people would think i'm crazy... anyways.. i havent tell you.. i got 16/30 for geog.. eurgghs.. wanyi got 18.5... wish i could get at least as high as hers.. so far here's the result of all my common tests.. ENGLISH : 16/30 MATHS : 27/30 SCIENCE[PHY] : 11/16 SCIENCE[BIO] : 12.5/15 GEOGRAPHY : 16/30 really need to study geog and english... in fact all subj.. gtg to sleep.. zzzzzZZZZ
urm today... sianzz... 2.4km run... failed by 1 SECOND!!!! hafizah pass on the dot!!! haizzz.... next p.e. need to do standing broad jump... ARHGH!!!! maths.. we can play with these graph calculators... like those of my sister's... so fun.... play with fish.... ms tang didnt come today... heard from hong giap she got diarrhorea... wish her well.. although she dont read my blog.. lol.. nobody does.. except for me... i love my blog you know!!! ... physics bore me.. i fell asleep quite a lot of times.. but after ms ng bolded the word "aluminium"... i woke up fresh!!! but james was sleeping... so obvious.. but still ms ng didnt see him... home econs test was okay... quite easy and quite hard... i studied for it okay!!! i remember things that i dont need to remember.. eurgghh.. gtg.. dunno if i want to make a class blog or not.. we'll see..
have i state abt yesterday??? well... madrasah... afida came at last... but diyanah nvr.. lol... in class... was better than last week... but the aircon control was spoiled!!!!! berbahang seii dlm kelas!!!!! omg.. anyway sahra was the usual crazy with me.. .... today... monday aerobics... that guy sharif or what his name.. so enthu... hahakz... then there was once the patner didnt know what to do.. then we all watched this sharif guy do alone... hahkz.. so funny (0= .... class was normal as usual... but i kept yawning during maths.... ms yap really dunno how to make her class fun... seriously.. i cant keep my eyes open fully!!! malay was better than usual... cikgu told us stories abt the life in kampong.... seem so fun.. altho i got kampong.. and i know how life is in there... but i wish i was born in a kampong.. like my dad... i would want to experience life being a sibling of one of my parents... their life seems more fun.... seriously.. hands on thingy.. me like that!!! //\\swinging
i was having sjab today.. i came late cause.. i woke up and got ready late... anyway when i got there.. confusion surrounded me.. we had to fall in.. then we placed our bags in a room.. and activities started.. first we had to know each other's name.. people had a hard time to pronouce my name... "najilah....hahijah...?" hahakz.. anyway.. it was fun.. first we had to play this game.. make a circle.. inner circle sit down.. outer circle stand.. call a name from the inner circle.. outer circle had to help and call others sitting.. outer never make a call.. inner bombed by water.. quite a lot keep shouting my name eh!!! cause my name was the hardest.. and they keep trying to remember my name.. and my name stick to their mind.. but my partner.. helped me.. there was once i was bombed.. my skirt was FULLY WET!!! eurghh.. played the game.. and after it was done.. the organizer asked... anybody not wet??? hahkz.. BOMB!!! the we played the chicken lead.. dress up our sergeant lik
yozzie!!! today i'm thirteen!!! it was fun with some misery... let me tell you...[uh oh] firstly... my father gave $20 to me in the morning.. -finally ms chen saw me taking 188... she acted like she didnt know me at first.. but when we reach the interchange.. she smiled and said hi and all.. then we got separated.. but i met her in school... but like duh... she's my teacher.. no lah... i bumped into her again... she gave me a smile again... and i went to sit down... chat chat chat... hafizah realised wesley wanted out of her group... and that we have to do scripts for the role play... i know she was a bit stress... but dont have to be mean to me... everything i said was wrong although it was right... anyway.. anisah was the first in school to wish me... P.E. ... i dont know what have gone wrong with mr yeo.. but he asked us to do push ups... felt like crying cause i was forcing myself... i cant do push ups.. nor pull ups... my whole hand was shivering... at last he asked us to
yay!!! turning 13 tmr!!! hahhahaha... wnder why some part of me is feeling scared... probably because we HAVE TO RUN TOMORROW!!!!! gosh... isnt that just a lovely present??? anyway i got 12.5 /15 for bio!!!! one of the tops... but that is the second lowest top... if you know what i mean... the top scorers, both with shi infront are.......[drumroll] SHI YING AND SHIRIN!!!! [hahahhha lame seii me...] drama lesson was okay.. we have to do an advertisement... my grp.. shamima, jannah, albin and perry... did on shampoo called _____ ______ forgot!!!! then we had to act out as the lit book.. i had to become the mom... need to let out my feelings.. but i was too nervous i forgot what i wanted to say!!!! PAISEHLEH!!!! anyway i think i better start reading the book now cause... i don't even know what happened!!!!! IT training... we have to do a short clip... still don't know about what yet... but we were supposed to log into the internet to look at some short videos... but most of the
urgh!!! still havent finish storyboarding.... and still need to do researching!!!! OMG!!!! don't know how to rush through storyboarding tomorrow... i set out three ideas.... and drawing the boards for them.... maybe rush through recess... OMG!!! i'm soo tired!!! gtg and rush to sleep... buhbye~
. erm... today, today, today.... gd news... lots of them... our class got into the fashion parade... the only sec 1 class!!! nurul was so happy... ..... got in sjab.... okay but SHIRIN GOT IN TO!!! at least i got company... gd news end ________________________________ not so good news.... -lots of hmwk to do!!! -geography is killing me!!! -IT need to be in by tmr!!! -we all havent done anything yet!!!! ends here _________________________________ no story for today... because it was such a dull day!!!! serious bout it!!! ..... counting down two more days.... sjab is on sats... hurray!!! shout for it!!! lolx... am i getting crazy??? since im seatting beside wanyi maybe... hahakz... atiqah-kaka wanyi-yiyi najihah-haha basyirah-mini bus... mine is the worst!!!! hahakz... laughing at my own name.. lame la me.. i want more friends on friendster!!!! for crying out loud!!! watever it means.... yay!!! tmr there's drama!!!!IT!!!!!!!CE!!!!!!! i love drama but i dont like the actings.... hahak
i miss being an anthonian... i miss being a dancer... looking at those dancers performing.... i cant help to feel like dancing... i miss having mrs liow teaching me science esp.... i miss mr soliman lame jokes... i miss seeing afida flirting with mr soliman... i miss seeing the boys plaing catching during recess.... i miss eating with my girlfriends... i miss cik odah's cooking... i miss EVERYTHING!!!! if only i can go back... there's a lot of thing i want to change.... the mistakes i've done.... i miss being clumsy in saps!!! the most embarassing time of my life can still be remembered... i pee-ed in the hall during p.e. when i was p1.... 0_0!!! that time after oral... we discuss the time when we pee-ed somwhere else except the toilet... and teasing ismail a lot of times... uztad/abg ismail.... i still can remember.. every single thing i went through still can be remembered.... (: counting down....3 more days...
didnt sleep yesterday!!! did all my hmwk.. but still havent finish some.. ran 1.2km today.. didnt pass though... too tired maybe... this friday need to run 2.4km i think.. OMG!!! it's on my BIRTHDAY!!!! that won't be a good present... not good at all!!! haizz.. i dont even wanna run 1.2km.... my bro will say i'm just plain lazy... half true... maths was okay... but i still dont understand the new topic!!! ggeography... okay but i was more alert... as today we would have our geography common test.... !!!!!!!! english was fun... need to solve some riddles... and ms tang didnt ask for the reading compre book!!! literature was okay too... we need to get in groups of four... it was the usual wanyi, atiqah and me.. without hong man... so yoong kang wanted to join us.... so many boys group he want to join girls group.... flirter... but nobody wants him anyway... hahakz!!!! but he didnt do anything... just copy and show other people his work... -_-!!! physics was boring!!!! i was h
so today new workout!!! i prefer the dance better than this aerobics.. almost the whole of 1c didnt do it... english was okay.. need to solve 3 mysteries which i dont know what's the evidence to it... maths too.. but i dont quite understand the fraction thingy now... haizz... home economics!! OMG.. we need to prepare sandwich/snack for practical test.. im doin snacks... it's so hard!!!! i went home and did my maths... too sleepy i fell asleep... woke up and played comp.. wanted to post on blog.. but need to switch to new blog.. made me go crazy!!!! and at last the personal things i need to know... and i cant figure out at first was actually what i knew already.. i know you dont understand.. still got physics to do.... MINDMAP!!! go now and do.. anyway sister's turn now... PS: i scored the highest in the maths test!!!! but not many pupils have done it... haizz..
yo!!! i went to madrasah juz now... study,study,study.... suddenly uztazah zainab got irritated by the noises.. took a pole that was on the side of the class.. and keep banging the tables.. remy[i dunno how his name is really spelled as..] was day dreaming... and shafiq[who sat beside him] was making so much noise... that uztazah bang the tables and remy was ultra-shocked!!! his reaction was so funny!!! then uztazah exchange classes wit with another uztazah... that was better.. that uztazah[uztazah umi i think] was very entertaining... great enough for me who was getting bored... then after school.. diyanah,shereen and me.. went to westmall.. i wanted to drop some books that was supposed to be dropped yesterday but i forgot... so i drop it today.. and we all were hungry so we went to eat at kfc.. walking back.. i realised i didn't have my ez-link card with me... i panicked!!! really panicked!!! i went around and when i wanted to tell my mother i lost the card... i cried!!!! i kept
yesterday i rushed to finish my hmwk.... and halima told me, we need to hand in our geog... i havent even finish anything fully!!! so i rushed to do geog.. but ms chen so nice, she let us hand in after skool... phew.. but i still did my lit anyhow... lit was hard ok!!! totally gonna fail!!!! ok mulut jgn masin!!! my lit collage was in black and white.... haizz... then after skool... quickly finish my geog in the library... while searchin for geog.. i saw one disgusting book in the library!!!! a naked woman drawn for the cover!!! and the person really draw the .[malays know this] SICK!!! and at last im done with the geog.... so i went home.. quickly took a bath n chosed what i wanted to wear... finally i wear a green blouse with green scarf.. and jeans... so i went out early and i arrive too early... i went around lot 1 first.. after a while, amirah called... so i went down and we went out of lot 1.... and shirin arrived exactly at the right time... took 302... long queue for that bus!!
?YAY!! finally finish my english.. except for some questions.. i'll ask shaz tmr.... 1 more hmwk to go!!! LIT COLLAGE!!!! omg! don't know where to find pictures!!! ARHHH!! can't prnt out coz printer not installed yet and printer is in BLACK & WHITE!!! i want colours!!!! not those that i have to colour myself... haizz. how ar???
aiyo!!! today there's not a lot of homework... but the homeworks are hard!!!! literature collage... english compo corrections[still not done!!!]... and hom journal E3... haizz.. gtg now... think i'll start with the journal first... then the corrections n lastly the collage.. still need to find pictures!!!! if only my print has coloured ink.. it's only black and white!!!! how to find village pictures??? better go now!! fyi: i saw shereen on my way back. she was with pebbles.. ok GO NOW!!