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goodness! today is super tiring! woke up at 6. bathe and got ready for FLAG DAY! took 187. SMSed with nurul and listened to mp3. reached there around 7.30. then we warm up first. did a cheer. me and su min stationed near the tapping mrt place. ok larh. some kids were showing off their stickers. i was like I GET IT YOU'VE DONATED. then there was a family. the mum gave each of her kids a coin. there were 3 kids. 1 put in my tin and the other in su min's. one more dont know where to put. he was like here or there. so cute! rested at KFC. ate shrooms. they first thought of changing but we still stayed. back at my corner. there was dunman group. after a while they gone for their lunch. then the leader said, "she so happy sey. bye!" only could afford a smile and a wave. saw some kranjians. waah¬ they know im from kranji but still never donate. HMPPFFF :P swap place with nurul. that one super hard. it was noisy. so everytime i asked if they would like to donate. they acted l

very late for school today. walked. faced here. ms ng infront of me. face there. luqman behind me. GAWD!! ran for taf. played captains ball for P.E. had to do nothing. there was mostly boys in my team so they do the job with farah. ()m() HOM grouped with wanyi, albin and basyirah. folkdance. new teacher, ms sofia. suddenly farah was saying aTq like luqman. then mabel said aTq dont like luqman. aTq like fahim. row 3 and 4 was laughing to that. i think it was the situation that made it laughable. learnt new dance. side jump.side jump.side jump.side jump.gallop.gallop.gallop.gallop. cross.open.cross.kick. recess was total stressness. english was totally boring. we had to do some pointers for some words. my group used luqman's name but we made it luqmano. gilers! 16, 24,25 and 26. hit 16. i must say it out. luqmano used to be in express class but influenced by friends and all dropped to normal academic. failed for his 'o'levels went to ITE. worked hard and went to polytechnic b

taf must run school perimeter and be back by 3 MIN! liar! nobody timed us!! then had to do 20 PUSH-UPS, JUMPING-JACKS AND SQUATS!!! blaahh :PPP malay had to do some kind of test paper. i cant stop laughing during malay class. there's too many things i laughed about! biology. did some of my maths while ms vanitha marked our bio class test paper. 16/20 :) very smart hor! LLAAAMMMEE! recess. searched up and down for sham,hafizah and shirin. at last found them at one blocked place! haizz :3 drama! jamie and me played as dawan as halima didnt come. oookkk~ then had to act it out! sham's grp went first. took 20 min? then it was my grp. just OK. then it was basy's grp. waah~ this one damn funny!! kept on laughing until i got tears in my eye. first was about wesley with the broom shooing anisah away. then it was okay already, aTq forgot where they stop. it was like (wesley)"...(his line)..." (aTq)"hmm...(loud whisper)where is it huh?" everyone was like AIYO ATQ!

2 days didnt post. not lazy. cant play! 1st bro used 24h. when i can use at night, 2nd bro want to use!!! i let him use, he use until 2am. HOW?! haizz. so okay. dont remember much for monday and tuesday. but i remembered. it was going to rain. so while waiting for the bus, i said, rain larh. dont just flash!! in the bus on the way to school. it rained so heavily! even with my umbrella, my skirt was wet! serve me right! i was wearing my new specs. white!! :) skippyskip because i forgot. geography! had to present. ms chen was asking who can be the timer? nobody replied. then she suddenly said, sufyan and najihah. i was half dreaming. so i was quite shocked. duh! i was like hmmmm...WHAT??!! first it was wanyi and jamie. then it was james' group. then it was my group. everyone was like "pity Conan seyy" he was the only guy in our group. it was okay. aTq was dreaming halfway i think. lol. skippy-skip. home econ. everybody got a rubric except for me!!! had to use my own money t

heyho. KRANJI FAMILY DAY!!! had to run 2.6 for interhouse road-run. before the run, the dj open spongebob squarepants song. *wateva, wateva* under the sea, SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS! school spirit! L0L. ran alone. HAD TO CARRY BAG SOME MORE!! ppl on duty no need to run. so good!! then went with fairuz to search for amirah. hmmph. fairuz and hafizah wearing long pants didnt tell me. pffftthh :P then walked around the booth for awhile. rhino+albatross= JAGUAR!!! that guy is in jaguar. but he reall does look best in albatross. seriously. not wanting him to support albatross larh. i think i saw kak leana. i think but i dont know. the one taking care of the all free stall. then took some photos. aiyo! everytime i want to take amirah's photo, something must always block her. ">_<" then had to assemble. no wonder kestrel's the champ. so many students in it! watched some boring performance. really! felt like going to sleep!! had to sit in houses some more. so i got jing han

it's my life. i can be too sick in love. but im that kind of person. NOT MUSHY!!!! im just expressing my love so it wouldnt be bottled up you know.

yesterday watched cili padi!! . so funny! especially taufik. watching the continuation today! then did all my homeworks. not exactly all. saw lots of YISS. erm... walked to school. then chatted for awhile. thought there was taf. had to run 2.4 for P.E. last one as usual. not sure if i've passed. HOM was traded with english. went through with the informal letter. then it was folkdance. haas~ remind me of malay dancing. always doing the best. with sher and afida[sometimes]. recess. changed from 9.45-10.05. then drank milo. gazed again. became messenger again. then must escort jannah to somewhere. halfway done. on the way back to bench, our eyes met!! i'm so into him!! then chatted with aTq and shirin. back to class. three periods had to do comprehension. haizz. so stressful. thank god farah asked us to hand in summary on monday. FARAH YOU RAWKS!!! assembly time. tried as much as possible to take a peek at him. his class was beside mine! then stayed back with hafizah for C.E. one

dadada ->>>-_-3. dead!! hahakz sewel!!! dont know why. heeees :D. just shoved my mother out of the way so i can blog. L0L. today had to run 1.2 for taf. malay did peribahasa . was asked one question but i didnt know the answer. then physics. had worksheet to be done T.T recess.as per normal. now it's either with aTq or amirah. you won't understand. haha. gazed and talked. drama. got our scripts. had to act scene 1. it was so funny when it came to aTq's group. i kept laughing all the way looking at aTq. dont know why. then it was IT training. did our shoot. going to be done soon. yays. C.E. aTq was so moody. then one teacher called her. wanyi and me teased her. saying the teacher is asking her out. L0L. then aTq had to leave class for i bursary thingy i think. suddenly i was bored. went home with amirah and shirin. took 188 with amirah after that. talked and talked. then i went down. went home. blogging now. just found out my cousin, kak fauziah was pregnant. and th

waah~yesterday didnt post. busy sleeping ZZzz. hahakz. i was studying too okayys!! lets talk about yesterday first. the day before i woke up at eight night. so i didnt sleep. studied for geography. slept for 30 min at three. keep having that same dream. i was in a van/lorry. there was group of motorist zooming past me and made me terrified. then it came to one turn where we skidded and almost hit a big rock. my heart was beating fast while i sleep. then i woke up by my alarm. did notes on some geographic stuffs. then watched TV at 4++. wathced SCRUBS. love that sitcom!!:D bathed at six. went to school and that guy still wasnt there!! school was okay. not for the first two hours though. had to run 3 rounds for taf around school compound. 2.5 km for the family day route for P.E. but i didnt run much for P.E. ran and stop and walked the whole way with farah. she couldnt stand it after running 3 rounds around school compound. she starved herself! i couldnt just leave her behind right? what

boohoo!!! that guy didnt come to school! i wanted to be back to school just to see his face! boohoo!!! okay i'll stop it. so went to school with kaka but didnt walk together. placed our bags in the class. went to hall. no! parade square. blablabla. grooming check. and oh yar, amirah showed me *him. all the way i've been thinking of who. that's the right person i thought of. Yayness. then it was english. for the first time in my life~ no sounds were made from anybody. total quiet!! when i talked to wanyi, i reqalised then we were the only ones talking. the others were like zombies!! geography was abt natural vegetation. ms chen was asking question like what is natural vegetation? what do you mean by natural vegetation? and all that. HEADACHES!! we have to do a presentation of some sort. blablabla. she took our recess time for so long! wanyi and me kept laughing, making aTq turn to look behind. she was damn bored i can say. there was once wanyi and me said exactly the smae wo

madrasah today. forgot about last week's exam. had to take it today. ">_<" quite easy and i missed arab!! not that i was happy or something. then we combined class with 1C. class so packed!!! learnt sirah. then went to macs with afida. thought of asking shereen to tag along. but she wasnt home. so we went to macs. ate mcchicken+coke+fries= $5.30!!! afida kept talking about her life. then went home. asked about that azmir+aznil=azmil guy. blablabla. home. read my book for book review. stomach hurts!!! slept for awhile to ease the pain. did my homework. not done!! cik rohmat came. maryam's beside me now. feeling so wierd. buhbye~

got SJAB today.thought i was late.I WAS LATE!!paiseh~saw sir shen yang ">_<" but glad i wasnt the only one.rui ting was later than me ()m() had to stand still!!!! after about half an hour or less[although i felt like an hour or two],sec 1s and 2s were assigned to go 1G for first aid.sec 2s had to do 6 push ups.sir kenneth thought us.then we had to do some short forms.he asked for a volunteer from sec 1s for one of the short forms.nobody wanted to.suddenly nurul raised my hand slightly!!! ">_<" avpu- alert, respond to voice, respond to pain, unresponsive~ hon man and one sec 2 guy need to help in some position.so funny!!!!another 2 sec 2s were sleeping behind zzZZ then we had to go bck to the SJ room.FOR NOTHING!!!we had to go back down again. first aid lesson.by sir choon kiet.quite boring.then we did something more fun.PLAY WITH BANDAGES!!!sir shen yang and choon kiet.so fun!!!first i partnered with shirin.but then she went home early.so i partnered w

woke up saw my sis getting ready for school. so boring everyday school, school, school. did my homework but pen no more ink!!! so relaxed, watched kidscentral. looked my diary. realised that today is azwan's bday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZWAN!!! at last he got a true girlfriend[could be just a make up story??] he used to be a playboy in SAPS. shereen, afida, rina, shereen, afida, rina. [skippy-skip] then had to do nasi goreng. first time!!! HomE got partner and we did macaroni goreng. too oily- burnt garlic- no fairness--- gosh!needing more practice!!! -~-!!! going VIVO with mum!!! yayness~ :)

woke up at 10++. CSM Christine called. she pronounced my name wrongly. nahija. L0L. my name is so hard to pronounce!! she wanted to tell me that there's SJAB this sat. 7.50-1.00. yay!!! then sher called to ask me out. said no to these weekdays. want to finish my hmwks. 0:)[angel] and want to go out with my mummy. but we're going out at sat. yay!! watching movie: Stomp The Yard. anybody want to join? visit a house at 2nd storey. somebody died. and that smells again. freaks me out everytime. went to NURUL with mum. then ate icecream!!! been a long time since i put those thing in my mouth. changed my blog url. www.nahhqrius.blogspot.com nahh=na ji h a h qrius= a q ua rius FYI ppl :)

there's maths class today. at first i relaxed for awhile. then i thought i was gonna be late. then i saw jayne so i went with her. then i saw atq in the bus. then jayne kept on reading my bio file. until she hits the leaves of one tree. SO FUNNY!!!! then assembled outside the class. talked abt our PPR results. got back our CT2 results. 18/25. not that bad larh. then did some filing. then it was free time. NOISY!!! handphones out~ didnt bring my phone cause i'm sharing it with my father. i only get to touch it when he's not working. i listened to one MayDay song. quite nice leh. BIO TEST!!! ok larh. but i didnt bring a pencil. so i had to use a pen to draw. after the test was over. everybody was crowding to check their answers. NOISY!! then walked with hafizah and yiling. then in the bus with mabel,atq,peiwen,shirin,shiying,aishah,amirah and hafizah. i went to lot 1 for awhile. then i decided to drop by at my couz's house. so fun. but very wild one!!! kept tickling each

looked at my knees. remembered when i was small. that was the most attacked part of my body. even had my niece burning it with firecracker. when i was small, young, naughty me!! when i still got a car. red in color. love it!! my sister and i were playful back then. we make up any games in that car. put our feets at the window. there would be a hole under the car. any rubbish would be thrown from there. still remember the chewing gum stuck on some parts. and those time if we both wanted to sit at the front. one of us would duck our heads down when we come to the part. near the army camp. i would be the one cause i was younger. naughty me. i put an eraser in my nose. cost $30 to take it out. pee on the grass cause i was too urgent. bitten by red ants while catching after my father. caused a big mess with my neighbours. play dj with my sister while my gran was asleep. we would record and play and rewind and record. i would eat cucumber whenever i have the chance. play with the typewriter[

get ready for a real long post~ **WARNED** -9march_10march- so our journey started at 11+. the car was silver..i like!! first had a fight. then at the checkpoint, abg wan, driver. couldnt get off his seat. funny giler!!! i fell asleep while listening to my mp3. although i didnt want to, what to do??? we stopped at machap. ate a really spicy mee soto!!! super spicy until i was breathing for air real hard!!! then all the way back to kampong. tried not to sleep but was too tired!! but halfway only. try to understand erhs~ down and up hill we go, bump bump bump!!!YAYNESS!!! still the same old kampong. but there's triple lightings. Abg Eddy tersalam-ed me..L0L. 3++ slept in the room. -eventually_10march- bathe but i was uneasy. lots of makciks in the kitchen. paiseh a bit~ had to help to fold tissues. then ate. food's okay but a bit bitter? cik rohmat came. maryam didnt want to come out of the car. she was wearing "seksa"ly. then we watched "panggil namaku 3X" af

so i missed 188 latest bus. so got to take 985. then when reached school. talked,talked. p.e. boys want to vs girls in soccer. quite a no. of girls never play. got some boys too larh. HOM talked about listening and hearing again. then ms tang and xr played a role. xr said without energy so they switched roles. folkdance okay. recess supposed to stay back for drama. but nobody stayed back. and atiqah didnt know i was wearing specs. what was i wearing on my eye all the time then?? cause anisah said i looked better without specs. then atiqah was like," you wear specs??" L0L then it was english. talked about body things. literature okayys larh. then stayed back for drama. had to write for them. so at least i did something. then skipskipskippy. on the way to my school. my mum kept nagging and nagging. saying that she shouldnt come. she was the one who wanted to come. moodswings all the way____ got my report book. failed english!!! haizz. C6 for geog and lit. got A1 for maths and s

didnt sleep much yesterday. i took 188 today. super damn cold!!! took bus with amirah, atiqah and anisah[all A] but then me and amirah walked together. anisah and atiqah walked faraway behind. talking abt boys probably. taf need to run. jing han and aishah didnt come. i run a bit and walk too. malay talked abt comprehension. and abt the racist fights. cikgu said it with lots of expression. atiqah kept calling her "darling" jannah. L0L. then it was science. supposed to have a bio test. forgot that today's science is bio. the whole class said she didnt inform us. so postponed to wednesday. during our extra class. recess. we went to toilet then we played with water. halima threw lots of water to mabel. shirin started to throw water at me and atiqah. so i threw back at them. so funny!!!anisah wanted to play with atiqah. she acted to spill her drinks. but the drinks really flowed. so atiqah's blouse was wet!! drama. the outline was all wrong. and just found out that jamie

went to school with amirah again. this time atiqah was there too. we kept smiling and smiling like siao. L0L. then me and amirah kept talking why aTq come so early today. the earth seems to be revolving back to normal again. taf we had to run 1.2. but me and jing han just walk. malay was usual. english had to talk abt the smiths. then wanyi and aTq was playing. i forgot what wanyi did until her bottle cap fell outside. and stuck between the longkang. hahakz. then recess. saw him. still dying to know his name!!! bio abt pollution. my ppr mark was 66 i think. B3!!!! maths as usual. geog was okay but i was happy for once i didnt fail my assignment. i think my ppr mark is sure low for geog. haizz~ went home alone. so many people stayed back for drama or cca!!! glad fairuz didnt stayed back. at least got someone to walk with. but the bus was late. reach home went to sleep. with my uniform until 8!!! then rearrange the files and watched Danielle. so sad until i cried. and shereen's in ca

woke up at 4. did physics then got ready for school. watched scrubs and simple life interns for awhile. then fell asleep. woke up at 6.15 and went to school. then saw two kitties. playing hide n seek probably. lol. then took 302 with amirah. kept discussing abt secret admirer. taf had to do 60 PUSH-UPS, SQUATS, SIT-UP, JUMPING JACK!!!! p.e. had to do 10 SIT-UPS!!! RRRUUUUUNNNN!!!! then we played captains ball versus the guys. nobody scored. the guy had a foul 2. then the teacher asked me to send those unwanted newspaper to general office. got nobody else is it??!! maths was okay. had a short quiz. confirm 1Q wrong. recess ate with shirin, hafizah, fairuz, amirah, jannah, shamimah, nurul, anisah and aishah. shamimah became the commentator for shirin and hafizah. nothing to do~ english. ms tang gave back our lit common test. glad didnt fail. but it's a just pass!!! gonna cry already larh!!! my mum kept scolding me for getting a just pass. even if i say others got 1 digit result. she&

damn!!! just shouted at my mom!!! now i feel regretful!! she kept looking to say im chatting!!! it's my turn to play what!!! IRRITATING YOU KNOW!!! THEN SHE SHOUT AT ME!!! ACCUSING ME!!! VERY ANGRY SHOUT BACK LARH!!! NEEDING SOMEBODY TO CHAT TO!!! OR I'LL BE INSANE!!! AAAARRRRGGGGHHHHH

get ready. take your pillow and blanket. ">_<" in the morning. last minute do my recipe. and went to school. took 302. with halima. put my bag in class. madness. then did the workout thingy. then went back to class. for one whole period. there wasnt any teacher. ms tang didnt come. so me, wanyi and atq talked and talked. damn bored!!! then atq and wanyi played the most tagged. not tagged...poked. i was one of the victims. so shocking larh the pokes. geography. recess went to library to finish my HE research. then amirah fell at the long kang ridge i think. injured!!! maths. hmt. got the result. not so good!!! -_-!!! home econ. practical test. finish quite fast. so i did extra works. then on jamie's sponge got magggots. euuWWW!!! atq one so nice. ppl say rani's one is nice. i nvr taste. !!! then must present. i was like just say calcium and protein stuffs. thx rani!! then stayed at school for awhile. hafizah, anisah and fairuz tried my "tuna cracker". i

today is so unlucky. first i went to madrasah. headache sey!!! during recess. the drinking machine wnt accept my coins. so paiseh!!! then i left masjid. went out with sher and afida. werent the usual noisy ones. so quiet. lol. went to kfc and library. then went home. afida kept SMSing her bf all the time. then while waiting for the bus. saw adi. at home. able to finish my maths. YAY! realised i left my geog in my madrasah's class. rushed there. went down the bus. there were 3 BIG DOGS!!! so scary. at masjid. glad the doors werent locked. nobody there. just some men. rush out. went back home. somebody came. thought somebody lost their way. but it turns out to be my father's cousin?? need to finish so many homework. ok buhbye~

oh hello. so the day starts with me waking up at 6. so rushing for st john. thought i was late. turn out i was early. nurul was there already. SORRY!! -_-!!! i followed nurul to buy 1.5 bottle. then by the time we came back. it was the right time to fall in. like siao. don't know what to do. first we went to 1i. for introduction by ma'am ai lin. then learn about first aid by staff kai lin. so boring. kept yawning. lol. then we went for footdrill basics. learn the senang diri, semula, bersurai, sedia, pandang ke hadapan pandang and ke kanan diri lurus. sir kenneth and sir shen yang taught us. when it was pandang. the sir said pandan. lol. that was the end. then we had a debrief[i think it's spelt as] with ma'am ai lin and sir choon siong. asked about the day. then we all just kept quiet. lol. i saw atiqah and mabel[badminton] luqman[ncc; nvr see hg] perry, conan and xiang ren[badminton] went home. and slept until 6+. so tired one. lol. sher called me i think. but i nvr

okaes. so gonna puke~ dunno why. anyways. i woke up from my dream. about i dunno what. consisting of my kranji friends. lol. probably the latest time i got to school today. morning nth happened. had taf. more fun. no running for P.E. yays!! instead we played captain's ball. aTq and mabel so good. at the last minute. i got the ball. so everybody was infront of me. aTq esp. until i have to bend so low. so she wont get the ball. lol. 6-6[my class!!!] was the score. HOM. have to listen to some noises. then got distracted by other classes' noises. folkdance. revised all the dance. then play follow the hand. we must keep following our partner's hand. so hard. need to follow shirin's hand. she was like going here and there and everywhere. recess. did nth. just kept remembering those days again. english and lit. find it VERY boring today. i almost fell asleep. conan was sleeping. found out that we will be having ms nur jannah. then everybody talked about jannah. lol. assembly

okay so today. raining so assemble in class. more fun!!! so we got another malay test. much harder than yesterday. physics. anisah, jayne and pei wen all so smart. got 9/10 for reflection. recess just ate a bun. shirin was doing her work so she didnt eat. she was to be in detention for that. so she do during recess. i suddenly remembered about saps. last year on thurs. after recess was MT. all the girls would be fighting for the first place. so they dont have to sit beside a boy. and there was once shereen kept pushing me to sit nearer to my ex-crush. lol. so funny. there wasnt any drama today. cause both teacher didnt come. so i did nothing in the class. didnt have the mood to. IT was a disaster!!! did nothing because we all didnt have any idea. fahim cried cause too stress probably. he wanted to do school's advertisement. but we all wanted to do a film. so much better. me and atiqah took the snails. outside our class. so cute and disgusting. C.E do PTM. 1-22 2-23 3-24 4-... when