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Tralalala. Crazy idiot. I'm not asleep yet because of darn graph. I hate graph. The most complicated topic that requires me to think a lot. Giving me headaches so I cannot sleep. So now, taking time to relax. Stressing myself with class video. 2C has been bugging me for it. Yeah, what I've said.... Won't upload fully. Duper irritating. Hahah. This is such a random post. Just like today. (:
Yoohoo! I'm back from 3 day 2 night camp at ST JOHN ISLAND! It was so much fun! Love 3D! Or shall I say, HOTSHOT! First day, YL and I find it a bit boring. Especially with the waiting for the bus which took almost half the morning, the icebreaker and flag decoration. Then after that we were off to the first group race. I was in group 6 SHOT! Whereas, YL was in group 5, HOT! My group consist of Esther, Song Jia, Tasneem, Farhana, Vera, Venus, Jacelyn, Kang Long, Chin Guan, Jing Xiang, Qin He, Kennard, Darrius and some others I forgot. Our instructor was ZHI HAO! Then we had some riddles to get to the destination and we had to do several task. I only remembered the Pyramid, Sit on lap for a few seconds, Charades, Image puzzle, Run under 20 seconds and creating our cheer! My gosh, so fun though it was tiring. Then 3D got second or third! Hahah. At night, we had another event. They kidnapped each person per class and Jonathan was kidnapped. So we have to find several places, do a task
I know what I did. I know what I intended. I'm sorry. I truly am. It's not your fault. I'm sorry for the silent treatment. I know, I'm wrong. I'm sorry. Today was bad. Not awfully bad. Just super bad in the morning but it got better in the afternoon. Let just say I was mad at everything. I felt so whatever. Especially recess. I needed the time away from them. I didn't even want to face them. I was scared to bear the pain. I tried my best not to get too emotional. I guess, it was the only way. This is getting too emotional again. Hate reminiscing this. Skipping to good parts. I love YiLing! I'm so glad we're in the same class. Not in some different class. :D Also went out with Aniyah! Ate till stomach close gap. She wanted to follow Kakak all the way. Hahah, fine. Shall upload this cute video of her. [:
Treat me like I'm a nobody. Don't care what I'm feeling. Thanks a lot. I thought we could all be close friends till the end. Just like I thought we would never lose each other last time. Guess nothing like that exist in this world, does it? I'm so glad at least somebody listened to my sorrow. Thank you so much Jnh. Today I felt I have lose something big. I've lost friends that I couldn't just take good care off. I'm sorry. If there's anyway I could just get them back, I will try to. For now, it hurts me just to be with them. Just to look at them keeps me in pain. I've once been in this position. This position when my close friends believed in lies than me. They just ignore the fact I'm there. Now I'm back to this position. Hope tomorrow will change. Though I can guess not much will change. Oh it tears me up I try to hold on, but it hurts too much I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay You can't play on broken string
SEC 1 ORIENTATION IS OVER AND DONE! Shucks, I still don't know my juniors' name. Anyway, my shirt got wet just after 4 minutes of running. Hahah. Have to run around the school to organize everything. I ran from 1st floor to the St John room to the Spin room to the St John room to the Classroom block to the Spin room to the St John room to the Spin room to the Basketball Court to the Spin room to the Basketball Court to the Parade Square to the Basketball Court and back to the Spin room finally. [: Yay, K said hello 3 times to me. Hahah. Jigsaw puzzle was messy but well, alright I guess. Couldn't watch COUPLE PARADE! Freaking irritating! Been looking forward to it and we cannot watch. Shall put matters aside now. So random. Hehehs. Sometimes I wish I know what you're thinking. So I know why you do what you do. So I know what is your motive. So I know that I should not hold on anymore. Shall stop this addiction. Don't. Go, leave. It's all part of friendship isn
Thanks for the sweet card Shereen, the sweet wish Amilia and Jayne. I kept getting headaches out of nothing. Sometimes I think it's because of the flu. So it's like I'm hyperventilating. Or maybe because of the lack of sleep? I don't know. Hahah. Alright, whatever. What do I want to post about now? Hmmm,... Okay, been an hour since I last typed. Lol. Life is not so interesting nowadays. Shall go and do SS now before Aw strikes. Smile some more, keep me dreamy.
Now this post is specially for me. Hahah! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAJIHAH! May you have a great life, get what you wish for and start to change to a better person. Hehehs. Yeah, finally, I'm 15 [: Soon to be over that is. Hahah. So now, I would like to thank: My family members for those * Ka-ching! * and birthday treats. People who wished me happy birthday, (according to how I remember) Nurafida, Ameera, Sabrina, Hafizah, SiYing, Geraldine, Nurul, Halima, Shirin, Farah, Basyirah, Rani, Debbie, YiLing, RuiTing, Amirah, Atiqah, ShiYing, Tasneem, Jannah, Aishah, Shamimah, Asyiqin, Anisah, Dellysda, Shereen, Laura, (Laura's friend), Sufiana, Juzaisyah, Solihin, SirKen and again, Ameera. Hahah. Yay! I received birthday hugs from Aishah and Dellysda! &Pooh mugs/cups from 4 people. Hahah, Poohbear, poohbear, poohbear. Thanks to CK too for making the most disgustingly hilarious mistake. HAHAH! Plus, I promised YiLing that I would change. I will start now. Though, if only. Oh, never mind. Sh
YAY! Alhamdulillah. Know what? NC1`09 MADE IT! Best in Footdrill [: 2nd in First Aid medium Case (: 2nd in overall Nursing team [: Meaning NC1`09 is going for FAC! Big yay and shucks! Reason for shucks is because FAC is like so scary! Especially home nursing. Like just now, first group for home nursing and screwed up a lot. Still, whatever. YAY! Then go watch INKHEART . The story was great! Super cool to get what you narrate come to life. Dangerous too, though. Oh, didn't get to say goodbye to Sir Choon Kiat! So sad, no more of my favourite Sir! What a big miss. Yeah, today was too rushing. Till I got so stressed and scared that I just cried. Stupid reason to cry but the fear I had was too extreme. People thought because of results. Hahah. See, even forget about my bottle and EZ-LINK CARD! Good thing Kakak had extra adult card or I couldn't go home. Now I feel so stupid for crying. Well, what to do? I just couldn't control those thoughts. NC2 and NC3 don't be dishearten
I'm starting to get this heart beating fast again. Yeah, I'm scared. Today is the day, I have to prove what I can do. Shined boots, Uniform ready. I'm just not ready for what's after. Plus I have to leave early. I think it's better so I won't know what's our results. Hehs. &yesterday, thanks yeah! If you weren't there, I didn't know what to do. [: Wish Khaliesah a very happy very belated birthday [: Alright, shall go now. STUDY LAST MINUTE! Hahahah NC1`09!!!!!!
No longer. First, I want to countdown before I start ranting. Yes. 1 more day to SIYING'S BIRTHDAY! 2 more days to yadayada! 3 more days to GEOGRAPHY TEST ]: 4 more days to INTERNAL FIRST AID COMPETITION! 5 more days to normal life 6 more days to 15! [: 7 more days to GERALDINE'S BIRTHDAY! Yay! Now I shall start ranting. Rant 1: WHY IS MR.K IS ABANDONING US?!! He could teach the 42 of us before so why must we split now? Grrrr! I'm getting a new retired teacher for Chemistry. Preditions: I WON'T LIKE IT! Why? Why? Why? I want Mr.K to teach me for Chemistry! Nobody from odd group is happy with this.. Goshhhh! Rant 2: Firstly, SORRY! to 2C. Seriously, sorry but know what I have to go through? I have to wait hours just for the video to be uploaded. Still, it won't upload fully so what am I supposed to do?! I keep trying for days already but I still fail to get it uploaded fully. So just wait, please? Now, I just realised that I forgot about exercise 2.4! Gosh.