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Anywhere I Would Have Followed You

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I've been trying to do it right Now as the summer fades, I let you slip away All I knew, this morning as I woke I know you inside, you're feeling so hollow Love that once hung on the wall I stared up at the sun Written in this walls are the stories that I can't explain I was left to my own devices Baby when they look up at the sky Say something, I'm giving up on you It's so surreal. 2013 is ending, in about 21 hours, wow WHERE DID THE YEAR GO REALLY?! And every time Channel 5 starts talking about The Wanted, I'm just urgh so flustered inside because I couldn't see them live in Singapore, AGAIN! Anyway, I'm doing my annual round up of the year. Probably too early in the day but who cares heheh. So 2013, it's somehow the year I get to terms with myself. I mean like really think about life, what's my main aim in life. Blablablabla things like that. Hahaha! And I guess calling myself lucky is an understatement. What

Until She's Broke Inside

It's 3am and time for another rambling session. Yes, I have nothing better to do when I should go out and look for work because my money is clearly depleting. So, listening to Story Of My Life by One Direction now. What's the story of my life? Probably nothing yet. It's sad that I used to remember so much about my past. And I used to think that it was great, that I've actually accomplished quite a lot when I was in school. Slowly, I'm forgetting. In the past, it didn't require much effort to think about what I've gone through in life so far but now, I need awhile to remind myself, that "Hey, I've done that before!" kind of thoughts. Maybe my insomnia is the cause of it and I should probably sleep now... OMG DO YOU SEE HOW I'M JUST RAMBLING ABOUT NOTHING REALLY! I don't even know what the point of this post. Hmm, goodnight. Anyway, here's an interesting short story taken from Tumblr. “If a clock cou

But First I Gotta Find Myself But I Don't Know How

So I was just randomly listening to Dream On, Glee version which features Matthew Morrison and Neil Patrick Harris and I just love it when Neil got to his verse, such an amazing job right there! Then I looked through the suggestion list in Youtube and thought maybe I should watch the 2013 Tony Award's Opening hosted by Neil Patrick Harris too... BLOWN AWAY LIKE FAR OFF AWAY! Like how amazing is Neil Patrick Harris? And after that all these memories start to flow back into my head. And I'm back thinking about those days on stage. I mean it's like if you give me a choice, without having any restriction, I would likely choose to be a performer. There's just a simple joy to be on stage. Besides the applause or having audience, there's also a moment where I feel like I'm at my very best even though I'm not. I put every ounce of energy to every step, every line and every move and I could really feel passionate to what I was doing. I didn't think

Could Have Been A Princess, You'd Be The King

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They say you don’t get over someone until you find someone or something better. As humans, we don’t deal well with emptiness. Any empty space must be filled. Immediately. The pain of emptiness is too strong. It compels the victim to fill that place. A single moment with that empty spot causes excruciating pain. That’s why we run from distraction to distraction—and from attachment to attachment. -Yasmin Mogahed So it's been 2 days since I got back from China. And let me just say I already miss it very much. Not that I don't like being here. I just miss having to meet people every morning till we go back to our own room in the evening. I miss having things to do, like there's a different plan for every single day. I miss having the breeze and fighting the cold, putting my hands in the pockets to keep me warm. I miss not having to care about messing up the bed because there's always someone to help me clean up. I miss feeling the excitement of a new day because t

I'm Still Alive

I'm going for my holiday today. But I haven't pack. And I'm still scrambling to look for things I still don't have. HAHAHAHAHAH! I don't know why this time I feel like I'm not prepared at all. Like how did I manage myself 2 years ago. Probably because I'm going with my family this time. Like I'm more concern that they don't have the necessities to withstand the cold there. What if it's not that cold...... \ Shall update about Dec when I get back!!!! And I'm looking forward to meeting my friends when I get back! :)

It Feels So Wrong Doing The Right Thing

I'm a messy neat person. I like to make a mess. But then I like things to be organised. And in my head, to start organising, I need to start from scratch. So today, I took out every folded clothes in my closet, with the aim to organize it better. I've refolded a few and the rest are still in a huge pile.... In front of me. Hahaha, I'm so horrible really.