For Now
Most days, I just want to quit and drop everything. I don't want it to be something I have to do in a short amount of time. I don't want questions to be directed and having to come up with answers with uncertainties. I don't want to live. Nor do I want to die. I just want to not exist for a few days. Falling behind. Falling apart. And is it even worth it in the end? I'm doing so little and complaining too much. My gosh. I'm just horrible in every possible way. Is it too late to quit? Is it too late to try? Why do I keep telling myself it's too late. I just need somebody to talk to. Before it's all too late.