Hope To God You See My Face
Truly missed. I miss the simple things like meeting my friends, miss the busy period and stress of being in a production, miss seeing those faces. Yet, I'm thankful that my dad is still alive, that Allah put us through quite a bit of a challenge that we could overcome. Being blessed is an understatement. It's hard to put it out in words what I'm feeling. I don't feel stressed, maybe just a little tired and also sad(?) Is it alright for me to feel as such? I mean why should I feel sad when my dad is recovering? Other people are going through worse and at least I could still see my dad everyday. Why should I feel tired of waking up early, get ready and be by my father's side daily till the end of visiting hour? Other normal working/studying person has to wake up at subuh on a daily basis only to return near midnight even. So why am I feeling as such? Is it okay to not feel THAT okay? Oh the power of social media and the art of sharing. Every tim