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Let's leave a mark here, 10 years of your life published for the world to see, Naj. May you never forget all the wonderful memories and let go of the past that left a scar on you. And when you're 32, come back here because knowing you, you will always love the past. Please don't leave me, even when I'm in my sixties.

When you look at yourself in the mirror, what do you see? I just spent the night watching The Danish Girl and The Theory Of Everything. Both movies were starring Eddie Redmayne as the main lead. I started to gain interest ever since Fantastic Beast. Well, I've first watched him in Les Miserables but he was just that guy with very freckled face to me. But he was pretty fantastic in Fantastic Beast. His ability to portray the shy but intelligent Newt Scamander has got me swoon. Then Sha told me that he was the guy who played a girl in The Danish Girl and I was just taken aback. All these while I thought that was Jennifer Garner and it was just another movie about sisterhood. Boy, was I wrong. So that's how I spent the night watching two of his movies. And I ended up with so much thought. How could a straight cis-gender male made those raw emotions so believable? And then still be amazing as a guy acting like he really lose control of his muscles?? Oh how I adore hi

I haven't posted since forever. Anyway, just got back from Freshmen Bonding Camp by SIM MCMS. I'm just disappointed in myself that I had to leave early but I guess it's for the best. Best for me to recover, and that I wouldn't be a burden to my group members or the committee of fbc2k16. All I can say is that I feel so blessed. That the people there are really caring towards me. I kept thinking, why did I even feel this unwell? It's not the worst I ever felt but it's definitely not a good feeling. To be sick and then feel so weak when other people are losing sleep but they still take care of you. Anyway, on Friday, everything was fine. I had my breakfast and lunch with the kids, then dinner with the campers. I was alright, I could participate in the activities without a problem. So we had a game of tic-tac-toe and also a night walk after. Then we got to Masjid Taqua in the east, washed up and sleep. Eventually slept close to 2am. Didn't tak

What day is it and in what month? Oh yes, it's already the 7th of April of 2016. By now, I have two more addition to my list of babies since my last post. And I've turned 22 plus I also went to Korea for the second time. Yes, alhamdulillah. My wish to be in Everland again was fulfilled! When I first started this blog, I was 12 and posting anything that I could. 10 years has passed and believe me, I've always wanted to post something at any chance I could get. The problem is now, there's either too much or nothing at all happening in my life. Yet, today, well recently, I've been getting all these flashbacks in my head and imaginations that made me think what the heck is wrong with me? Probably the month has come or probably it's just me. Sometimes, I can't even differentiate reality and my dreams. I have had dreams that felt so real, I think I've been to places I have never been to before. And these thoughts are making me a heck more emot