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3rd day of orientation. Orientation was fun! Learnt cheers and mass dance! Woo, crazy! Then received a message about getting a place in H2 Malay. So met up with the other girls and meet the teacher. He make me regret my choice. He make me feel so damn depressed. I don't even know if I'm making the right choice. ): F. Ruin my mood. Patah semangat aku. What are you trying to do seriously? D:

Hello! So internal FAC just ended. Super tiring! I want to go and sleep now but I feel like I must blog first. So, came around 9.40am, looked around for ShY but she was nowhere to be found. So went into SJ room to help. Moved here and there. Slacked and changed. Eventually the whole event started. The walkietalkie that home nursing got was so suay. The battery died on us. So we used phone instead. Ahh, technologies.. Home nursing started a bit late. But I guess, everything was smoothly done? Hahah, need to help in clearing up plus video taking. It felt weird to be there. My heart was really racing fast due to excitement. Hahah. After ended, clear up. Helped in serving refreshments. Then, prize presentation! What happens next? NC1 got best in home nursing! I was so damn proud of them that I cheered loudly alone. Lol. Of course, seeing everyone at least got something for the team makes me happy too! Even though there's exception. :P Had meeting after that. Shifted everything back to

HELLO! Posting results out today. And at 7.20 am, I was informed that I will be going to PJC . At first I was quite disappointed. It lasted about an hour or so. But, I'm alright with this result now. From my HML class, there are 7 out of 18 being posted to PJC. Like woah. Have been refraining myself to go to JJC website. Haaaaa! Oh well, trying to choose subject combination. I don't know, I don't know. I want to take Malay and Literature. But, I already have enough H2 subjects. Which are important for other courses. I don't know, I don't know. Wait, if I want to become an architect, I have to take Physics. If I want to be involved in medication and stuff, Chemistry is needed. Economics help me to know about the world career and stuff. Maths is just so super important. So, I shouldn't take Malay anymore? :/ Just wait for tomorrow aye? Gonna go to school later. I mean Kranji. #Last day of waking up late. -though, I have to wake up early these few days to send Lydy

Hey, I spent a whole day at my bro's house today. Got to play with the babies and I'm so damn glad I've made the right choice to be out of house the whole day! Know why? BECAUSE I CAN'T STAND IT IN MY HOUSE ALREADY! It's no longer because of jealousy. It's more than that. This kid is too much already! She even say she want to be on wheelchair when she's perfectly fine! Bloody shit lah! And now my mum is like under some kind of her spell. Freaking irritating like shit! I'm so bloody freaking pissed off with her! Maybe it's in my family's blood that we all have this anger in us. She even caused me to shout at the top of my lungs. Her cries are mostly fake and she over reacts. Like swipe in the eye, even if it hurts, it's not that painful. But she, she shriek and cried. It was as if she could bring the whole house down! IRRITATING *deep breaths* Okay, thank you blog. The only place I could rant to. (: Please give me the strengh to be patient wit

Hey. Let's talk about yesterday before I rant. So yesterday, went for training. Blablabla, training was as usual. Went home and played with Aqilah. She talked to me, ahh, cheers me up! She went home awhile later and we all prepared to go Johor. Met Aniyah and off to Johor. Eat, eat. Realised I have this toilet phobia. I don't like going toilet elsewhere other than my house toilets. :P Next, went pandan. Bro bought me a bag. (: Eldest brother got me a watch, youngest brother got me a bag. Now just need to go out with my middle brother to get a ....pair of shoes? :P Reached home around 3am then off to sleep. Now, rant time. I have a little sister now. Well, her mum passed away. So we take care of her, since her father needs to go to work. I'm damn irritated please. I'm not used to not being the youngest child in this house. Now she's calling my mum like what we call our mum. I just feel like crying ah. I keep telling myself, she's partly an orphan so I cannot trea

HELLO!!!!!! I've hit the 1000th post! So this is the 1st after 1000th post! Yay, I don't know why I'm happy with the 1000th post. It's not an achievement. Yet, it took me 5 years to make it to 1000th. SO WHOOPWHOOP! And yesterday, my sister and I massaged our mum! It was so freaking hilarious! One of those loved moments. (Y) Oh, I meant yesterday's yesterday. LOL! So yesterday was Lydya's first day of school. After we fetched her, we fetched Aniyah. Then went to IMM. Lastly, home! :D

Hey, and I'm back to blog again. I was tired, and I still am. Just that I'm so stubborn that I don't want to sleep. Feel like I must finish some business first. :/ Hahah, I have nothing to do actually. Went bloghopping. Yeah, I'm jealous of their wonderful English. They could have it written so perfectly. Amazingly, intriguing. And mine? Just "SUCKS TO THE CORE". Yeahyeah, nobody reads this so? Haizz, screw insecurities. D: Okay, don't be sad because I'm awesome. Everybody's awesome! Just need to believe! And yes, I really can't wait for 29th. and 4 Feb. Plus 5 Feb. Hopefully. Jangan buat stress sudah! (: Oh yeah, 27th. School starts. They will tell us what to bring right? :/ Why our plans changed? All went down to the drain. Oh well. Now, I'm sleepy. :O

Hello! I went back to SAPS today with family. Wanted to get Lydya to school there. The security didn't let all of us in but we sneak inside. :O She don't even know who's the Principal. -.- So, when I went there, the kids were having recess. What's with the Prefect school crest ironed on the PE shirt? And with random kids coming into the General Office? Hahah, I miss that school. Though, I'm somehow glad to be out! If not my PE shirt would need that crest, not nice! :B Oh yeah, a girl went up to my mum and said, " Cikgu, dah lama tak jumpa cikgu! " (Teacher, I haven't seen you in a long time!) LOL! My mum never became a school teacher nor those she look like any of the teacher in that school. So cute! Then went to Hong Kah since SAPS got 20 kids waiting for their spot in that school. Recess just ended for them. Aww, my sister's student came running to her to hug her. So sweet, like daughter meets mother. And there was a boy on wheelchair. He kept lo

How ironic. My mum don't let my sister and I watch Channel 8. Now she's watching it. Hahah. Anyway, watching Oh Yeah! Waiting for the 13th episode to be out. :O I love these skits from Oh Yeah! :D And yay! Aniyah and Aqilah coming tomorrow. I hope no change of plans! :D

Hello! I went back to training today! Was in charge of footdrill. Shall not comment here. After lunch, had talks with my former team. Just don't give up girls! I love them so much lah! Yay, can't wait for my date with them. Hopefully they don't emo on that day. (: Then did a case with them. I totally forget everything and got back in the don't-know-what-to-do-state I used to be. Lol. It rained heavily so had to wait till 5 plus. Was in the room with my two old babies, Reminisce about the old shows with ET while ShY was engrossed with games. LOL. So cute! Got home and slept. Woke up to pizza because mak is sick so ayah gave her what she wants. Ayah sent mak to the polyclinic, super sweet. Hahah. Now, watching listening to Tom & Jerry. Their characters don't even talk -.- Hahah. But after watching it so much as a child, I still can remember what happen. It's just a bummer that Jerry is a male mouse. I used to think it was a female. So pretty and cute! Okay, r

Yesyes, look at Cik Nasj (: She's chubby like me! Weee! :D Hello! Aqilah slept over yesterday. I got too tired after the open houses that I couldn't take care of her. Well, I did once in while. Aww, she's so darn adorable. Anyway, watching Oh Yeah! now on youtube. Then I went to search about Nabil and Irma. I find it weird though, just because he hugged her, they got the entertainment headlines. I know it was a long time ago but it still bugs me. Well, in the movie produced, actors and actresses have to dress half-naked just to be in the "bad" scene. They do worse than just hugging okay! How come they were still allowed to have the movie without any criticism? Then Nabil and Irma just hugged like normal couples can become a gossip. I know it's wrong in my religion. But half of the people who are criticising them do that too with their other half what? -.- Get my point? Hahah, sorry. I'm just wondering why the big fuss? And there's no fuss at all about

Submitted. Whatever happen, terserah kepadaNya So now, Aqilah sleeping over. My mum keep going "kesian". My mum is weird. She wants her granddaughters to sleep here. When her granddaughters do sleep here, she say the parents want to enjoy themselves. If you think about it, if the parents don't want to enjoy themselves once in awhile, her granddaughters won't even sleep here in the first place. -.- How to leave my babies in the future? Hahah. Okay, random. BYEEEEE!

I guess my father is bored cause he seems to irritate me now. Well, I don't know, might be because of my results too? I seem to be irritated by everything. I feel like, FEEL ONLY AH , like throwing my phone away, shouting at everyone, just wants some silence. My results are okay lah. I mean, it used to be alright when it wasn't O Level. If this was my Prelims, I would have been very elated. Now that this is what I get for my Os, I don't know if I should be satisfied or disappointed. Blogging while eating is really diificult. Hold on. Okay, back. I got 19 for L1R5. 1 A1, 1 A2, 1 C6, the rest are Bs. Thank goodness for bonus points. If not. Facebook really makes me stress. Graduates are keep updating their facebook about how happy they are with what they got. Just like rubbing it in my face. Irritating. Seems to be my favourite word. Hopefully I get into JJC. That's all I want. Amin. K, bye. Peace out!

Aww, so dreamy. :D

I'm back from Batam. Well, went there to visit my sick aunt. After losing her younger daughter, she fell very ill. Struggled with health for 2 weeks. She passed away on the day of my visit. Didn't imagine her life would end so fast. It was so tragic. And, 5 more days till results. I hope it will be good. No, it will be. :D

Channel 5 premiered Aladdin today as a New Year show. I think Aladdin and Jasmine is like the sweetest couple of the Disney cartoon show by far. Well, I only know Cinderella, Rapunzel, Snow White, Mulan. I haven't watch Beauty and The Beast yet but Aladdin is currently the ♥. Sho shweet larhs! :D Oh yeah. Winnie The Pooh was shown too! Yet, I only watched 20 minutes of it. So sad ): Went to town in the afternoon. Rained heavily. It's all worth it, I guess. Because I finally got my CORNERY! After Garretts(?), I've been missing Cornery. Always asked Ayah to bring me to Ion whenever there's a chance to. Finally! Aniyah and cornery! Well, it's all finished now! HAHAHAH! Large packet and finished in one day NIGHT! :DDDDD Bye!