I just came back from a funeral. My paternal grandmother passed away today. She's gone, forever. Saddest thing was, I couldn't say goodbye. Even worst, my last visit was last month. D: So here was how the day went: Met with the other Sec2s, Sec3s and SzeHim in the MRT station. So off we went to Lavender. I SAW FIRDAUS! OMA! I couldn't believe it, he replied my wave! I think he is the first external guy I waved to. Lmao. The Sec3s chiong-ed for their AFA exam. On the way to HQ, saw this fat/pregnant cat and SiYing was terrified. Lols. Reached HQ and we were 'hot'~ Counting money wasn't as easy as it seems. It needs a lot of perseverance and mental help. Like duhhhh, you mind will just screw up at a point and make you lose count! Oh yeah, most got excited over that $50 donation. Grrrrrr, Bukit Batok defeated Bukit Panjang! Exited HQ around 1pm. Sent RuiTing to the BBCC. Bought my food and went home. Reached home, on the computer. KakWiyah was home. I wondered why
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Ouchhhh! My body is aching from top to bottom. Had to stand from 7.45am-3.45pm. That is like 6 hours of pain[Exclude 1 hour approximate] BUKIT PANJANG! Morning business wasn't so good till 10am came. I'm too tired to elaborate. Kept thanking people who donated. Some people who don't want to donate couldn't at least smile. GOSHH! Lunch was the first food I had for the day. After lunch business wasn't that great as before. Wow! SJ from other school donated! Chestnuts' were really nuts and irritants! Went to TMJ with Mary and Ooi. Walked to Phoenix under the rain. Amazingly, we got in the same train as the other. So that was the main point. Quite too much huh? Heard Jnh received $50(?) Or did I hear it wrongly? Maybe I heard it wrongly...? OUCHHHHHH! SOMEBODY MASSAGE ME PLEASE? Oh yeah! Tomorrow I'm counting $$$$$ ! I think I'll drop dead after that. Like from too much Maths.
I've finished my homeworks. Now I have nothing to do. My other options were to study History or watch teevee. You can see why I chose this. ADDICTED :X Anyway, I knew James was gonna upload a picture of his trophy. I need it for the video. I want the camp pictures! Ask from MsYeo? FYI, I wish I was James. Trophies and Medals. But I was made to be me, nothing special, I'm happier that way :D &yeah, Mak told me that I was originally planned to be named ZARINA, after a badminton player during 1994(?). Well, there was also a naked celebrity with that name. So my name is Najihah. I never knew other people had as a strange name as mine :S But last year there was a serial in RTM with 'Najiha'. Now, there's a 'Najiha' in 2A`08. Gahhs, she is active. &everytime you can hear her name, how I wish it was mine instead D: I know, this post is really meaningless. It is more of 'FYI' post. Background knowledge :D Oh yeah, I've decided to aim for Double
Up with second post and a new GREEN blog piece. Those who feel like puking at the sight of green, do leave yeah? I don't want to be the cause of your sickness. Too bad, I will try to come up with other colours next time. I badly want photoshop ): But yet, I'm still contented with photoscape :D Guess this will be it till MYE ends. Hohoho! I haven't yet open my books and revise and study. In the end, bad results again, pinches and cries will be useless. &I'm still addicted :X Blogging is a drug. Stay away before you get totally high with it.
Got 2 tins for tomorrow. Bukit Panjang, quite secluded. How can we win?! Goshhhhh! &Jannah drop out from the candidate list. It's between Amirah and Atiqah now :D Then it was History. She just made up the quiz to scare us. PHEWWW! Next was P.E. Had to run 2 rounds because of punctuality. Played Monkey Frisbee for a while. Then enjoyed the disgusting Truth or Dare. I wasn't playing, I just listened. It's for my background knowledge :D Got people to support me during recess. Hahah, at least I presented a speech to thank them :P Then it was all normal. Amirah so slow! Haiyoyo! Cikgu donated :D He even gave a lecture on St John! =_=!! Atq was trying to collect as many stickers. Nak action jer.. During English, YK and Matthew donated. AHHHHHS! Matthew donated $2.30! OMA! Hahahh, that's the biggest I received! :DDDD &I haven't even donate :PPP Assembly was funnnnnn! Of course, James and Fahim won the Humanities Quiz for 2C :D Just on Wednesday, 2C won second for T
I got the courage to find out the truth! Hooray for me :D Kesian dia sakit D: Super happy to get to school. I wasn't moody for the day. [at least I think I wasn't(?)] Atq came early! Happens once in a blue moon. I forgot what happened during lessons. Nothing interesting in school nowadays. Goshhhhhh! I only remembered Literature was quite intriguing for me. I only remembered RECESS was when Atq freaked out. I only remembered History class was laughable and enjoyable for me. I only remembered Chemistry was boring for me. But somebody is darn happy during Chemistry huh? Too bad Atq missed the whole thing! Good for her, or she will get paiseh . Had chocolate after school. Ami and I were 'sad' . Oh yay! Jannah finally wants to make me happy! Lols. 188 bus ride with Ami. Gahhhs! There's nothing to talk about nowadays. Haizz, somebody just start a story or what please? Lmao.
I want to be HYPER! I must be HYPER! I will be HYPER! I am HYPER! Make me HYPER! Ahhhhhhs, some crisis attacked. This thing had been trying to kill me for days, CONGRATS! It's like finally, I broke down or something. Oh well, continue with the day? Took the bus with Ami and MsChen. Not much to talk about? Hahaha, thanks for the continuous comforts. &MsChen approached us. Hahaha, left Ami in awe. Lols. Went to the toilet as usual. But RNB wasn't there! Super sad, even tried twice. &sorry Ami, just tolerate with my crappy stuff. :DDDDDD First was Jazz! Double tiring because of the faster movement needed and getting to our positions were quite hard! Totally love it! Made me forget everything. Then dreaded in English. At least Matthew came so I wasn't so lonely. Definitely there's something on between them. I will keep on disturbing 10! Felt like puking during recess. Food didn't digest well today. Futhermore, she smiled. Flashbacks.. Didn't had the mood to
The tears that I have been controlling finally flow. Extinct from my life please? Go away! Shoo! I HATE YOU! I'm trying to. Thanks Amirah. Thanks Atiqah. Thanks Rani. Thanks Basyirah. Crying right now, will stop when I'm caught. Today was great. Double Chocolate and Éclair. Thanks Shirin for the Éclair. Double Choc was too heavenly that Ami forgot every thing. So meaning you can't share with her, or she will finish the whole thing :P
Oh no! I need Ami and Atq and Jnh! I want to get over him, share with me too, can? Lols. Updating for the sake of somebody missing my post *PUKE* Yeah, I know, can ask me to update then you never right? Very good! Anyway, school was normal(?) But I was duper sleepy. GRRRR! I feel angry for no reason! What is wrong with me?! Stayed back with the 3 candidate. 1? 2? 3? Amirah had 6 votes. Atiqah with 4 votes. Jannah with 4 votes. So bad, don't want to share with me! ARGH! I hate you! I'm trying to~ I don't know! I like you, and my heart beats louder everytime you walk past. I get jealous when I see you with somebody else. I feel all the pain you wouldn't know. Maybe, I just need your help to forget you? YAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYY! I'M SO FREAKING HAPPY! D:
Yesterday! Went to HQ, sat with Shirin. Reached HQ, I felt this stinging pain around my left hip. Couldn't even walk. &more, I felt like vomiting. Nurul said my face was pale. Went to toilet, Rachel said it is because of breakfast. :PPPPP How come every time never eat breakfast also can? So had Chrysanthemum Tea. Felt much better after a while. BNCO course, about MEETING . It was a 2 hour course. During 5-minute break time, we all started playing! Then lesson resumed till 11.20am. Next was CPR lesson. Halfway through the lesson, girls left for uniform. In the end, we waited for the Sec 1s and Jannah. MissV had to repeat what she was trying to say 3 times, about holding a great responsibility. LOL! After they were done, Had lunch with Jannah, Nurul and Azimah. That place seemed to be freaking Nurul and me. Then we went to the Army Market. After they were done eating, took a taxi to VT. We reached the destination at 1.14pm! Darn early. The others still probably haven't reache
Second post ): Back awhile, I thought I was fine. But now my other personality comes back again D: I regret viewing his profile. I regret listening to these sappy songs. I regret everything. Going to draw/scribble on my hand/paper later. If I do it on my hand, have to scrub it away. Gahhs! Slashing is really freaky and such a foolish thing to do. Like what Anisah said, "RESPECT YOURSELF!" Hahs! Nobody is here to entertain me. But I don't feel right, emo-ing. This is so unlike me! Must have been like one of those HEROES, except that my power is darn useless :P Now I'm starting to talk crap.
Seriously don't have the mood. Have been this way since school, Chemistry period. I NEED AMIRAH AND ATIQAH ! Other than that, I MISS SHEREEN AND AFIDA ! Today, we had a new collar clip. Supplied by me, invented by Atq and Ami just adore it. Only available in YELLOW , PINK and GREEN :D More colours will be made available @.@ This thing is just crapp, IGNORE! Also had our first house meeting. Wanted to do the cheering at first, but nobody wanted to accompany me ): In the end, we just sat there. Our House Captain is IZMMMMM! He was forced by Cikgu though. Of course, he wasn't happy to do it. Just look at his face, you can surely tell. Then after Maths, I just went _________. I didn't know what was wrong. I just don't have the mood. Started drawing on my hand. Je ne vous ai pas vus pour le jour entier. Il m'a juste rendu inanimé. Je devine, j'ai besoin de vous. Je vous ai manqués depuis hier. After school, I was almost back to myself. "When you look me in
Term 1 results out. I failed ENGLISH . Passed LITERATURE by 0.5. Others are quite all right. Felt insulted. I really do. At least I improved in my MALAY and not have it flunked or something. I may not be strong in both languages, what do expect? I might as well start speaking ALIEN right? Just say what you want to and hurt me! I'm fine. Just say it, don't have to make it complicated. It will still get to the same point in the end. LANGUAGES! WHY ARE THEY MY WORST SUBJECTS?! I want to go Double Humans. It's what I desire. I want to study it, not you. So why go on pushing to the very edge? So why start bragging about my other siblings? 5 years ago may be different! Why can't I just get what I want?! But it's still dependant on my Science result. 70% and I will take on Double Science. If not, Double Humans. Nope, I can't even dream of Triple Science. Stop telling me stories about siblings! Yeah, They are smarter than me. They are more hardworking. So I am differe
Woke up at 6am today, despite sleeping at 8.30pm yesterday :X Took 188, macam biasa lahh.. Walked to school and visited the toilet :D Hahaha, lagi, macam biasa lahh... HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR ATIQAH BINTE ROSLI! The older she gets, that's how s-l-o-w she will be (: Be happy okay! Jangan emo-emo, tak best. Will always remember her stupid jokes, dirty yellow and 18 Okay, fine, yellow is not dirty . I don't want SOMEBODY to get upset again~ Lols. First 3 periods were ART. Sat with the 3As, 2Js and F. If this were subjects, I failed 3 ): No, no, up there was being lame :D Drew a stupid mascot. Which looked like LALA in the Teletubbies! Still have to research about GLOBAL WARMING D: Next was recess. As usual, disturbed FYY again. &Shirin too! Quite normal? Then it was Malay. Cikgu keliru dengan timetable... One whole period for ourselves. Shirin was crying in her laughter! LMAO! The class was looking at her @.@ Told Atq and Fai about Man & Lan . They still don't get it.
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WOOOOOOOOTS! Back to school was great okay! I'm sure this will be long, if it hurts, take a break &COME BACK! Okay, start from the beginning :D Woke up and still felt sleepy. Rested for awhile and bathed. Then went down, didn't miss Monday bus okay! Hahahaha. In the bus, talked, as usual. &that's why I love Amirah. I can just say any crap and she will laugh. Then I will laugh with her. See? She brightens my day! Reached school. Things that fear her and entertain me. To the toilet! Early in the morning, I see 2 smiles! Passed RABASYINIRAH their 2 days early, 1 month late/early present. Sorry ahh, cheapskate. Hahah. Better appreciate! Bukan senang nak cari pair for pink and yellow :D Back to class. Only that I've forgotten who is my seating partner. One week was great without her . AHHHHHHHS! Got back our papers. Biology - 18.5 / 30 Physics - 15.5 / 25 DnT - 26.5 / 40 Art - 74 / 100 Literature - 19 / 40 Maths - 35 / 50 HISTORY - 26 / 30 For Languages, not
Today woke up at 7.30am. Nope, there's no Madrasah. But I had to go to Maulidul Rasul instead with Mak. @ EXPO Quite boring. &Somebody fainted! Sadly, I didn't attend to that person D: After that, went home. At first, thought of Bugis. Then thought of Jurong Point. In the end, HOME! I want Brother to marry her, please?! What happens if Idris goes NS? Kakak will be so lonely..
As usual, I'll talk about today. KSJ training. FAC cases and FD. Was a mother who got hyperventilation after seeing her daughter choke. Gahhs, boring can? All I have to do was to become frantic and start breathing in deeply. I hate beoming the conscious one. Then the teams will just start asking for names and numbers. First was Amelia's team. Had to go to recovery position. Ouchhh, I thought I dislocated my right hand. Then it was YanYing's team. Shirin didn't know what to do. They seriously need Aisyah. Hahah. Next was the 'solid' team, Christine's. Had to use that smelly thing, assuming that it was a paper bag. Gahhhs! *Drop dead* I don't think anybody can survive if they really used that as a paper bag. Hahahaha. Last team was SokTing's. Beatrice and SzeHim attended to me. Hahahaha. SzeHim can't seem to stop talking crap. Always would talk about a 2-year-old being too old. Lols. Then after, we had FD. Slow march and Hormat. Ended before 1pm. :
It's a butterfly. It's dead D: Went to MLD today. It's the last formal practice I think. Next practices are dead meat. All will get shouting if they don't do well. I'm scared if they drop back to bronze. We used to be a bronze streak for four years. Glad enough, our last year in SAPS, we finally raised above the bar a little. So sad, can't go for the real SYF. It's on the 7th April. School day and Aniyah's birthday! See how special that day is to me :D Enjoy the photos! Then home. Played till I was bored. Slept, sorry May! Woke up and went to KakIna's house. AQIL IHSAN Akmal was sleeping, sadly. Natasha told us more about her parents. So Kak Ina teaches at Yuhua Primary ehhs?
STEP UP 2! Class outing was indeed successful. 13 came :D I say I'll enjoy it with more than 10 ;) So this was what exactly that happened. I went to SAPS in the morning. Zikri came too. Gosh! I'm almost his height! Yays! Ayah is pissed off.. Then went home to change. Reached Interchange at 12pm. Waited for Amirah who took three trains to reach. Not literally, just that, oh never mind. Then we went to level 5. Nobody was there. Talked and talked and saw the couple. Then a few minutes later, Fahim appeared out of nowhere (",) Then Anisah came. SMSed cam betul jerrr orang tu.. Bought the tickets first since we were sure how many came &also because, I was afraid if things don't go well or anything. $8 x 13 = Do your Maths people.. &104, forked out form the four of us first. Then we became loan sharks. Wesley, WanYi, Jamie, Shazlin, Albin, Jannah, Aishah. Bought our foods and went into the theater, got into the wrong section at first. Lols! &STEP UP 2 IS DARN HO
I don't want to care anymore. I try not to care anymore. Whoever coming tomorrow, I hope you enjoy. I can't promise anything. I hope, too, that this won't be like the last outing. At least more than 10 is good. I will enjoy myself tomorrow, hopefully I will. This outing will not be taken seriously, but if June's party I'm trying to plan don't work, even if the party goes on, I will still sit at one corner and cry. Ahhhs, trying to relax myself. But if will still not stop me from thinking that I'm a failure. I failed to bring the class together. I failed to get a sucessful outing. &this was the second. I'm such a failure in being a welfare com. I know you may say welfare com is nothing. But it means a lot to me. It shows how much trust you can count on me. First was last year's party. I think it was because of last minute planning. Therefore, it became a disaster. I can't believe one year of friendship is being thrown down into the drain. Isn&
I don't know what's wrong with me nowadays. I just feel like crying but I don't know what's the reason. Certain things read just make me sad. Too curious? Not satisfied? I just don't get myself! How I wish the world just go along with what I desire. How I wish there's no lies, secrets or anything there is to ruin any relationships. How I wish, but it won't come true. Thank you very much to those who have always been a listening ear. Sometimes, I wish I could be one of them, but I never really get to be it, for that, I'm truly sorry. My mind is still wondering. Why? What? Who? All the things I read, are they true? &I'm beginning to hate holidays. Some says that holidays were given for us to relax. That's a lie. Holidays are given to make you realize the truth. &behind the truth, it will only lead to tortures of the heart. Like a puzzle, pieces of it are given But it's given bit by bit. Excruciating! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I'M GOING OUTTA
Went to SAPS just now. Yay! The security guard let me in! Talked with Aini. Tomorrow going again. As an extra only. Lols. I'm just so jealous of them! I want to dance with the clique. Cikgu said I should join this youth thingy. Can earn money! But I don't know, I'm so not that type. &then the blood oozed out..
Third post! Takde orang kisah lah deyy! Anyway, I'm back from the clinic. "Ahhh. I'm getting sick!" I think it was the bacteria in the clinic or something. I felt a little light-headed. You know, that fever feeling. Kept going " OUCH! " &clutching my fist. I was said to have infections. I don't know. Must be from the camp. Now I have to take antibiotics! &If this thing don't heal, I have to visit a specialist. Mak said that the specialist would just use a pair of scissors and cut it! &Then the blood would just flow out! EUWWWWW! Going to SAPS tomorrow. &Geylang. Lmao. Oh yays!
OMA! Didn't realised that it was already passed midnight. Guess I was just too bored. Ahhhs, nothing exciting happened. Nothing to share in the blog. Boring. My life is boring. &Later have to meet the doctor. Let see what's wrong with me. &&yeah. I fell in love with Rossa's song. She rocks! &&&Mandai United! *Melts* Hero is cute! Lmao.
I'm duper bored &for some apparent reason that I don't know, my left hand is shivering. Weird huh? Gosh! I'm so bored. Missing 2C and still wodering of a way to spread the class outing news. I'm so freaking scared for next week. I think, I'm having second thoughts. On the contrary, it may not be a bad thing. Just a few messages and I'm done! But it's freaking scary. Seriously! D: HOLIDAY PLAN! Monday - Visit doctor ): Tuesday - *home(?)* Wednesday - Kechorables Outing(?) Thursday - Class Outing! Friday - *home(?)* Saturday - KSJ Training Sunday - Ultimate nightmare D:
Training today. I was a 41.125km Marathon runner! *faints* Dislocated my right shoulder and had graze wound ): Hahah. You can go deaf if you're Rachel's casualty. Shouted at the ear and I was pushing my head away from her, Gahhs! &Jannah came for training! But she joined the Sec1s. Hahah. So lonely.. After changed to full-u, was attacked by K-Production; Technical team. 2C-ians were wearing class t-shirt. Lol. BNCO course was ok. Pretty boring, kept yawning a few times. Shirin is still the course I/C! Not sure if there's BNCO next week. Should be a yes = full-u!
Angan dekat atau Jangan datang kepadaku lagi Aku semakin tersiksa Karena tak memilikimu Ku coba jalani hari Dengan mengganti dirimu Tapi hatiku selalu Berpihak lagi padamu Mengapa semua ini Terjadi kepadaku Korus: Tuhan maafkan diri ini Yang tak pernah bisa Menjauh dari angan tentangnya Namun apalah daya ini Bila ternyata sesungguhnya Aku terlalu cinta dia
Class T-shirt! Love it! All these time, it's something I've been waiting for! Today was not like usual. I was late! On the last day of term one, had to serve detention ): DnT was easy. Except the drawing part. Getting a new Maths teacher. Awwww! Just see who I prefer later.. Recess was normal too. As usual, walked around with Ami. Saw Z.E and of course, his fan . Wasn't paying attention during Malay. Cikgu kept asking me to shut up and listen. Lols, didn't even say Atq's name. Hmpf! I was the only one to blame D: Combined with Band 2 for English. Played Taboo. Lols. Then it was assembly. Gross pictures of caned butts. Went for detention. 1 hour of my time wasted. 1 hour of boredom and just thinking of craps. Took class t-shirt and went home. Didn't went to SAPS. Freaking sad. I want to meet them! Sister got back her A Level result. Congrats! Can't wait for class outing and kechorables outing!
Today was great despite that I will may fail formal letter and SEQ. Put things to the positive side shall we? Lmao. Walking to school was great. Ami and I started talking about ghost stories . Hahahah, all the childhood memories. &right after that, we went to the toilet. Before, we were talking about toilet being the scariest place in the house. &now, POOF ! It still is! Toilets are definitely better with light! Absolutely better P: Recess was a whole lot of fun! Laughed and kept laughing. Other than the the trembles, I think it was pretty ok . It was, wasn't it? ): Gahhs! Cikgu is so killing me. I regretted not choosing the dialogue instead. It was so much easier! But my thoughts will be biased. So I rather not. &took the risk of doing formal letter instead, when I don't even understand what is the question about. &yeah, so is MsFazlin . Gonna be dead! I totally crapped at SEQ! I don't even know what I was writing. Gonna be dead! Gonna be dead! Gonna be d
HAPPY 29TH ANNIVERSARY TO PARENTS; FATIMAH & AHMAD I think I would want to celebrate it next year. When it becomes the 30th and I'm turning 15. Yeahh, then we should celebrate! Lols. Today, I didn't miss my bus. Phewwww! Because I don't think I want to ride alone. Anyway, today was ok. Quite great, maybe. Whole lot of laughter during class. Anyway, I'm finally done with 1C`07 video. Some chocolates' pictures are not in. Sorry!
Well, should be studying now. Like gahhs, CT starts on Tuesday! But I'm duper bored. &I'm waiting for the video to be saved. Can you imagine? I still have 93 more MINUTES to go! But hopefully, the video will turn out alright. Yeah, and not distorted or somewhat. Ouch! My hand hurts. I'm having bisul and I can put my left hand near my body or the fluid would just spurt out, WITH BLOOD! I don't know how many plasters have I used. &My right knee hurts too. Some kind of contused wound although you can't see it. Only I can feel it. &this happened right before my first PD. How great! I can't kneel properly. I can't stand straight properly. I need to put my left hand akimbo so less blood/fluid would spurt out. I don't know how many shirts these fluids and blood have attacked. &I don't know what was this post meant to be initially. I miss NUR SHEREEN BINTE IBRAHIM! and NURAFIDA BINTE ZAKARIAH!
On 29 February 2008 , my cousin give birth to a baby boy, leap baby ! Well, I'm still not sure what's his name and I still don't know how he looks like, but yeah, I got a new cousin nephew! 1 March 2007 is my first public duty! Went out of the house at 5.45am! Duper early but was not the earliest, sadly. &I fell down! Slipped and fell just before PD! Anyway, it's the road run at Chinese Garden. Pretty boring if you ask me, well, nobody was injured and only saw the lower secs running. Nope, upper sec couldn't run due to the weather. So we waited about 1 hour for the upper secs, &they told us, we can head back to the shelter, the running is off. Our CAA is GOLD! Then debrief(?) and changed with Mariz. After that, we still saw the SJABs doing Idk what. Lols. Walked with Mariz to the MRT station. We were like lost sheep trying to look for the MRT. Hahah, " just follow the crowd " Ami said. I can hear, but I couldn't see. After we finally reached t