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I have been wanting to post. Then, well, nothing interesting to post about lately. However, I have been getting a lot of family time. Especially on the night SEZAIRI became the 3rd Singapore Idol! That was such a fun family night! It was Ayah's birthday. So brother came and he was a Sylvia fan. Then my mum was so pissed that my brother is not voting for Sezairi. Hahah, she kept going on and on. & my brother kept going on and on, making jokes on the little stuff. It was such a hilarious night. The next day, we went out with Aniyah @ Jurong Point. She danced and was happy. She also let me be her caretaker for that night! That was great, she was hiding behind me because she was scared. Hahah, she's finally opening up to me. :D Yesterday, we went to Causeway Point. Hmm, eating really takes a long time. I didn't get to shop because Mum was looking for her cream and Sis was getting new clothes. All I wanted was a bag and I didn't get it. ): Oh well, got it today. Shucks,

It's the 27th! It means two things. #1. Today is my dad's birthday! #2. 7 days left till school reopens! I need to remember my teachers' and classmates' names. Yeah, it has been a very busy holiday, I can possibly forget people names. &knowingly, I'm very very forgetful. Oh ya, school work. Darn it. 2010 is going to be great, alright. Cheers to the new year :D

PEACE! Sorry for neglecting you. Well, because my brother already knew this link and tell practically everybody in the house when there's a gathering, I feel cautious . Also because, nothing much has been happening to my life. It's oh-so- *yawn* everyday. I'll be at home, waking up late, watching dear tv, grow fatter and fatter, exploring the net and staying up to play games. It's the same everyday. Oh and when I go out, I fear of FAC . It's etched in my mind with every breath I take. My heart will be beating rapidly . I will feel like crying . Then I will walk like a crazy person , not sure of where to go. That's how big my fear for FAC is.

Heyyy~ Full day out yesterday! In the morning, had training. Oh I wish Ellika was here to make it a full training. I realised that I'm screwed. Then went to cousin's house. Changed and all. Took bus to Harbourfront. Reached, bought tickets :D So we boarded the bus. Hahah, super lost. Didn't know where to go, what to do. It was raining heavily and stopped. Walked to Pahlawan beach. Then decided to walk to Siloso beach. Great thing was, it stopped raining, just in time for us to have some fun with the sand. (: Got my feet buried. Got our jeans wet. Got our hands dirty. Got our photos taken. Got the fun on beach I wanted (: We went to walk all the way to Imbiah after that. LOL! We could have taken a bus but didn't know where to. So we walked like we were hiking in Sentosa. 3rd longest walk. We were too tired after that so decided to head home. Hahah, I don't know how to end this post. So shall end it with photos ! :D I want to go Sentosa again :DD Sweet dream or beauti

Heyyyy! Watched NEW MOON today with Nurul and sec 2 girls. The movie is alright. I love the part when almost everyone in the theater went " Woahhh.. " when Jacob Black pulled out his shirt. It was the funniest moment. Oh, and also the abrupt ending. Didn't thought it will be that abrupt. Hahah! I think I had too many popcorn. I'm feeling sleepy from too much sweet. Gosh.

Reading seniors' post about the camp. Listening to the songs on the blog. Sighs, can I not get this feeling everytime? Can next year not come? Can this year be repeated without the virus? We could have done so much more. If only fate let us. Haizz, next year is the year already. Can't play anymore. So gonna miss out a lot. Oh well. I'm looking forward to meet my parents today! Though the house is in a mess. & Wednesday too! Can't wait! I'm so excited and scared(?) , I don't feel like sleeping. I don't feel like it but I know after posting this, I'll shut down this lappy and rest on the bed. I will then close my eyes and fall asleep. Hahah. Okay, bye nudgeable!

There's nothing to do online! Should start on homework but ... Okay, bye! WHEE PARENTS COMING BACK TOMORROW! This girl is cute!

HELLO! Just back from BATAM ! It was awesome! Though we had some money problem. Hahah, wrong conversion of money and we spent more that $50 on clothes only. Then I nagged at my sister because she didn't listen to me. What a great feeling! Batam was really warm. Uncle said the beaches were far away. So we only shop, eat, home, eat, sleep, watch tv . HAHAH! It seemed to be the same like Singapore life. Also, there's A&W ! Something I love about Indonesia and Malaysia. Why oh why Singapore close down A&W? It's be super awesome if there's A&W in Singapore. A&W rocks! :D Okay, sick. Caught flu there. It was actually from camp. However, Batam is to be blame for flu. Seriously, it's from camp. You know, sleeping on the cold floor. Oh, and this trip has been so PEINGUIN-Y . I took the Penguin ferry, I watched a movie of penguin love, I saw a giant penguin poster and I took the Penguin ferry. Plus, while I was looking at the sea... If I was to make my own ch

Maam tagged these photos. Hahah! I got so sad from the last post that I forgot about the fun times. Love the first picture. LOL! We were supposed to do pull-up. :D I was sad just now. Then again, why be sad and depressed right? I bet my parents are fine right now. 4 more days! I can't wait to hug them again! Oh, I cut my hair. (I realise that I actually can bun it..) My head feel so light!!!! :D Thanks for tagging (:

Back from camp! Finally, the time I was looking forward to. End of camp, no more of meetings and practising of dance or anything! It's kind of weird how I'm feeling sad right now. I guess, I know I will miss everything a lot. First day was alright, I guess. I can't remember much now. I only remembered the lessons. The field cooking. Oh yes, the games by Sec 2s and Amazing Race. The ZPN, how scared I was feeling backstage. I wasn't so scared to perform, just terrified of the camp that was about to happen. ZPN was awesome, although we wasted the food since we had to perform. I love the singing part, the performers just joyfully sing and dance. It was a relieve-stress moment. Then, Bunk check was awful. Sleeping too, it was freezing. & a firedrill at 2.30am. Yet, I was glad that it was just one drill. I thought it would be a triage. Second day, don't remember too. Oh, POC. Actually, we came up with something for the senior. However, due to some lack of communica

THIS IS WHY YOU'RE AWESOME! Okay. Camp is coming, not ready for it. Look on the bright side, it will be a fruitful one. :D FAC, got my team already. Now, the hard part is studying for it. Doing case and stuff. I feel so awkward going as No. 1. Last year, I don't have to say much. This year, I must go blablabla. Anyway, yesterday went out with family. Without W..That's sad for him. Aniyah is adorable! I shall upload next time. Won't be uploading after camp. YAY! AFTER CAMP=FREE! I'm looking forward to it!

I spent 3 hours to get this back. Hooray! :D

One click and you could list everything. Good thing I found a way to get the links. YAY ME! :D

I shall blog since I still have the energy. Well, actually I want to sleep already. Oh, never mind. Well, today was counting day. Never seen that much money in my life. Well, I did last year. Yet, this year, there's more. Especially from Boon Lay. Reached thousand. I know, it only makes you wish that the money was yours to own. Well, money's not all good too. The counting was back-aching. And it's partially stressful because you will get side-tracked and lost count. Or when you stacked everything nicely, a hard thump on the table and gone. Lol. I love the part when everyone was like laughing. Won't delete that picture. I feel guilty though. It was supposed to be cadets only. Tsk. Tsk. Tsk. Apparently, I transferred stuff and totally lost all the SJ photos in phone. What a loser right? Lost Shirin's photo, Outing photos. Sucker. Well, I hope I could find it somewhere. Anyway, after that, went to Army Market. Then trained. We were having a dilemma, to go or not to go.

LOVE THIS! Shall change skin tomorrow. :D

HELLO! I have been busy with school lately, thus the lack of updates. So last Wednesday was SJAB Flag Day! It was such a long tiring day that I even could imagine those people donating just by shutting my eyes for a few seconds. My group was sent to Clementi. Good business in the morning as the "competitors" came later than us. Oh, highlight of the day: Mr Cai waved but didn't donate to me. What an awesome senior! LOL. 2 hours of begging before we went for brunch. It felt so awesome that all of us managed to fill the tins half-full before brunch. Until after brunch that competitors snatched our spots, making us slack a little while. We decided to move away later. Well, Clementi had been great for the first 2 hours but had to do what we had to do. Had a difficult moment of choosing the right place to go. Went to Tiong Bahru after that. I SHALL NOT elaborate further. PFFT! Next, had a long time picking a place. In the end, HELLO SEMBAWANG! The greatest news was, there we

Who was out yesterday?! OMG! I need to know!!! Lol. Anyway, what's with all this tags from juniors? :P Hahah, crazy for Flag Day... Will blog more later, now, I have to get ready for a meeting. So lazy. ):

Hey, was up from 6.30am and cleaned the room till 8.15am. Found lots of treasures and missing stuff. However, not manual. ): Oh, the MP4 is working but computer's not getting any signal. What's wrong???! Oh, and I think I broke something :O Tomorrow is Flag Day. Support Clementi! (:

After I woke up just now, I just can't stop thinking of the upcoming camp. How our days are numbered, getting into the tougher camp then previous years. It's all building up the fear in me. How stressful. Probably, this is because how SSY would be saying stuff like, "Joel will lead you to HELL!" It's just like ANCO. How it scares me but managed to go through it. Although, the high temperature thing helped me a lot. However, I just don't think that I can get 1 day through this camp. Just awhile ago, I kept thinking of the camp. Butterflies in the stomach, heart pumping fast, difficulty in breathing. &that's just the thought of camp. The real deal itself? Gosh, next week is the last Saturday, Sunday and Monday. )': Oh, and for some weird reasons, I get frustrated easily nowadays. I will just grunt in anger and feel like not caring anymore. Then I will have this guilty feeling. Like why get angry right? Okay, clearly, something's wrong with me.

Last part of the dance left. Tomorrow, shall end it all (: Oh, M & C were very sweet. Really, not many guys will do that. Whaaa, Shirin took home the sweet paper. Hahah.

I guess life is really different now. I used to be blogging every single day. Especially during the holiday. Now? I don't even know when my holiday starts. Don't feel the holiday vibes yet. I've been so busy, I will feel too lazy to update my blog most of the times. School's finally " over ". My job as a cadet and commander still stays though. We have the upcoming dance , camp prep and the most importantly, FAC ! Oh, at least these have advantages. I don't feel any sadness or emo-ey stuff . Just tired. Which is wayyyyyyyyyyy better. Yay! I shall end this post here with a last note. MY NIECE IS THE MOST ADORABLE KID EVER!

Never had so much fun with my siblings before.

Can't imagine what will happen later. The last time she left me, I cried till I vomited. That was 12 years ago. Now, I'm 15. Should be more okay, huh? Gosh, I'm more worried than ever. 1 month without them.

I guess that it has been a really long time since I last did official post. And it's great to know that when I want to blog, the server is down . So I'm using NOTEPAD! to blog. Lol. So, what's up? Hmm, actually, nothing much. Seriously. It's been normal everyday. Maybe, next week will be more interesting. Oh, camp meeting was fun. Even though, it was a bit too silent but with Edmund around, I couldn't stop laughing by his actions. Especially when I don't know whether he's giving sacarstic comment or not. Hahah. &the part when he was creating the skit storyline, he laughed with himself. One crazy guy. Lol. Lessons were great too. Just Math and more Math. However, since I love Math, I was fine with the fact that he had to take up our free time! Yeah, really fine. :D More Math = More homework. I've also been having unstable nights. At times, I will sleep at 12am. Sometime, I sleep at 9pm. Just yesterday, I slept at 5pm ( OMG!! ) Hahah. Too much of stre

I'm lazy to blog. Woohoo! Done (:

Heyy! I'm feeling bored now. Even though I can do a lot of stuff. I just don't feel like doing anything that I know I have to. Like for example, memorising phrases for Tuesday. Or study the history of Khalifah for tomorrow. Well, maybe later. I love to procrastinate don't I? Okay, shall answer that question myself, YES! Madrasah exam is here, O Lvl is coming really soon, The audition date is coming after that, then the most terrifying camp. Gosh, stressful enough? Hahah, I guess not. There's more to come. I'm sure that there's more to come. Oooh, love typing out. It's seems fun and make me feel like a professional. LOL. I know I'm lame with jokes.. Oh yeah, what do you do when you forgot who you added in facebook and end up meeting that person? AWKWARD!

SEMALAM SUNGGUH MENYERONOKKAN! It was very fun yesterday! Went to Pulau Ubin. Met up with NS at 6.40am. Saw Nabil on the way. Hahah! Okay shall skip because the content is boring. Hehehs. In the boat, nauseating. Changed group when reached Pulau Ubin. Yay! So I was with NSHTS . :D Firstly, we learned about KAMPUNG . Then we played congkak and five stones. Guys get to play gasing (spinning top), not fair. Lol. Then we went out of the house. Saw a dead lizard. Get to be barefooted on cold muddy ground! Then we played, I don't know what it's called. We use the rice sack to pull a person seating on it and race! Girls won at least 2nd or 3rd place! Next, we went to play Tapak Kuda . We use the coconut shells to walk. It looks easy but definitely hard to do. Seriously, no kidding. After that, shooting range! The olden Malay version. &I aimed a the first shot! Lol. Only once in a lifetime. :D We had a relay after that. It's funny how we girls won when it was tryouts. We lose

Yay! Tomorrow will be a fun day, hopefully. Going to Pulau Ubin, bringing back memories from ANCO camp. LOL. I will be able to escape for a day. Everything has been hectic. There's just so many things to do. I have my O's, exams, catching up on studies for next year. Besides that, I have major stuff for SJAB. There's FAC to take care of, ATC to be worried of and the ZPL performance to plan for. Have to complete everything before this year ends. Sighs. I'm really afraid for camp. My heart will pump faster everytime I think of it. I can just imagine the threats and punishment we will get. I'm very sure that the discipline will be very tight. I'm just scared that I will not be able to cope with it. You know, the physical stuff. Fall in by 2 minutes. Changing parade. Pumping position, down! Furthermore, we have to discipline the junior cadets or we will get more tortured. Stressful. 1 more month left before the real thing. I'm not looking forward to it, surprisi

Esok adalah hari yang aku nantikan selama seminggu ini. Mereka akan mengumumkan kumpulan untuk pertandingan tahun hadapan. Semakin aku fikirkan tentangnya, semakin cepat jantungku berdenyut. My language is getting worse! I have forgotten all the basic translation from English to Malay. How can I score for O's? I'm trying to hit A2. I think I can get A2. Hopefully. After today's PTM, I'm more determined to make things right next year. No more playing a fool. I shall get the 15 points I once got. Yeahhh, I want to change my life next year. This year has been the "YEAR OF GREAT LOSS" for me. Next year, I want to be happy and satisfied. Yeah, happy and satisfied. (:

I shall start typing in Malay. Aku berasa sungguh seronok dan tenang pada waktu rehat pertama. Temanku sedang mengeluarkan bunyi-bunyi yang kelakar. Lalu aku terlihat gelagat seseorang itu yang berdiri di belakang temanku. Aku tertawa kuat, tidak dapat menahan perasaan geli hati. Amat aneh, seperti orang itu tahu akan percakapan kami. Pada waktu pulang pula, langit mula mendung. Lama-kelamaan, hujan gerimis turun ke bumi. Tanpa sengaja, aku mula menyanyikan sebaris dari lagu berjudul "Thunder". Dengan itu, hujan lebat mula membasahi tubuhku dan tubuh teman-temanku. Kami terpaksa berlari apabila berada di persimpangan yang tidak berteduh. Walaupun kami basah kuyup, ia amat menyeronokkan. Bilakah lagi akan aku dapat merasai sebegitu? *CLAPCLAP* Lol, self-appraisal. Okay, I'm tired now. This week is going to be over soon. I'm booked to the maximum. Next week, I will have the same routine too. Next next week too. & the week after, my parents will fly away. Gosh, I'

Malay intensive on. Arts Fest, noooooooooooooooooo!

I've been very lazy to post stories. Hahah. Yesterday was quite horrible for me. The event wasn't carry out well. I was sleepy during lunch. I went home, left my keys at home and nobody was home. I went to bro's house, he wasn't home. I went to my other bro's house, at least Aniyah was home. Okay, happy ending in the end. My parents got their wish. They are going to leave me, my always-come-home-late sister and my either-home-sleeping-or-not-at-all brother alone. So, should I be sad or not? Sighhhs. My sister is going to have her exams during that period. I'm going to be so lonely. I guess I am sad.

I wish my brother didn't lock this computer. I NEED TO DOWNLOAD SOFTWARES FOR PROJECT!!!! Not making life any easier without these softwares. Audacity and Photoscape! I MISS YOUUUUUUU! Haiz. Why am I not asleep? School tomorrow, freaking results will be out. I'm scared for everything. What if my story comes to life? Okay, shouldn't think about that.. Oh well, went Little India today. Tiring but interesting. I's hard to find a place for the games. But we managed to find it in the end (: Blablabla, I should go get ready for tomorrow. Stuffs are happening tomorrow. Results, meeting, maybe presentation. Hopefully, nothing screws up. Hopefully, everybody will attend the meeting. GRRS!

I suddenly miss my cousins. How we lost each other. & today I keep thinking about the past. How last year's November-December was the most depressing time of last year. I think it's because of the adverse effect from the book I read. :/

Hello! I'm bored. Seriously. My life is full of boredom . Gosh. Gonna move things tomorrow. Then, hopefully, my sister and I will get a room in this house. ((((: Should I play games ? LOL. I'm just feeling super bored. I don't feel like sleeping yet. Feels like the holiday started . Hahah. Oh gosh, I don't care, need to have meeting. Even though I'm feeling lazy to have a meeting on Tuesday, sucks much. Have to rush everything. Get everything ready before next Saturday. Hope somebody understand why he was chosen by us to be the chairman. I'm tired, really. Okay, bye. Takecare! I badly want a new MP3. Ipod Nano looks pretty (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NURUL AIN! ( It's the girl at the centre top. ) Yesterday was awesome! Thanks for finding my ez-link card girls! Had such a great time being "tour-guide" for a day! Lol. If they didn't ask the station for my lost cards, I wouldn't get to enjoy the day. Just as they went home and I thought the fun was over, sister called and said that she's out at JP. YAY! Love Aniyah! Love my siblings! Love my parents! Love my friends! Oh and LOVE KSJ! Happy Deepavali, Nurul! Hahah. HAPPY DIWALI EVERYONE! Oh, they are awesome too! Made my last Friday. Fridays had been awesome to the max. Even when we wasted 3 hours. LOL. Okay, bye!

Hello! 1 paper down! I fear that my story will come to live. Just hope the ending won't happen to me. Hehehs. Anyway, while I was thinking of the peribahasa during paper 2, I thought of this song, KUCH KUCH HOTA HAI I have no idea why. Then I just write some random peribahasa. Cikgu gave us Sec 4 peribahasa when it's our SEC 3 HML PAPER! What's wrong with him? Leave sec 4 peribahasa till next year lah. Even Malay 'O' also can anyhow guess. Pissed me off, gosh! Okay, bye. There's Math IP tomorrow. Crap much lah. .... Kevin Jonas is awesome! Why most people don't like him? He has great guitar skills and his voice is better than Joe's or Nick's :D Listen to this:

I was looking through Raya photos. ( when I'm supposed to study... ) Then saw that picture up there. ^^^ Gosh, I miss those times back in 1998-2002. We were so close back then. Playing like nobody's business and cry here and there. I remembered having our own ' band '. Recorder, keyboards and drum. Lovely times Anyway, today's CHILDREN'S DAY! Sometime about the error made me forget how to spell children. Besides that, it's Mak's 53th BIRTHDAY! 2007's photo I know she don't read this blog. I hope she don't . Awesome brownie provided by KakWiyah ! ......... SIDE|TRACK I felt the earthquake today. Gosh, that's the feeling? I was slowly trying to figure out a Physics question. Then I felt like my chair was tapped by the person behind. Turned around and wonder how I could feel like that when Jane's leg was far away from my chair. Then Hafizah turned around, thinking I called her. LOL! Watched the news, gosh! What a scary situation! .......

Hello. Was having a motivation to study. Even brought everything out so I could arrange it. Well, me being me, I do stuff so slowly. Now I'm tired. I haven't do much. Just Maths. Gosh, Math. 24/7 must think about Math, do Math and only Math. How can people not go crazy? Math is taking over our lives! Well, for 3D at least. I wish brother was my Math teacher. At least, he won't be this crazy. . . . . . . . . . . I'm so in love with Stop And Erase by SELENA! Awesome song. Okay, I've made a big mess. Shall go and clean it up. Hope next Friday works. Hope YISS students can join us. Both of them are booked on that day. ): Okay, MT this Friday for all sec school? I think, or most at least. All the best. Semoga Berjaya! PERIBAHASAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

YAY! I've managed to complete the skin ! How exciting! I'm gonna wipe that smile Off your know it all face Laugh while you can Yeah live it up #Testing$ Comment yeah (:

Hi! I'm really bored right now. Trying hard to ask myself to complete my homework. My brain says HOMEWORK! but my heart says NO! Wait.. I think it's the other way round. Everytime I start working, my brain goes to sleep. How convenient the way my body works. =.= Oh, school is back tomorrow. Sad isn't it? Gosh, especially it's Tuesday. 3D's boring day to me. There's no Humans classes but just Science and Language. But, good thing is, MR KAT WILL BE BACK! I think. Not sure whether it's good or bad. Still, yay! :D Okay, I have language and Math work to do. Haven't studied Science and for Formula test tomorrow. Enough to say, I wasted my whole long weekend. Gosh. I can't wait for November to come. Then, finally, free for a month. Before I'll be back in a busy situation, getting ready to sit for O's. Changed my mind. I can't wait to go JC. Hopefully, I can enter JC and study there. =]

Hello! I'm feeling restless right now. I'm supposed to do homework and study but don't feel like it =| My lips are burning. No idea why. Gosh, EOY starts this Friday! All the best people! Especially the O's and N's. :D

Hello! It has been 6 days? Hahah. 6 days of Raya, 6 days of school, 6 days of work! Phew, I'm tired, even after I sleep. So Raya this year has been really awesome. Got to visit many houses. Sadly, two people couldn't join in the fun. D: Then Aniyah will be running around. How adorable she is! Oh, and I also started to salam my brothers. Weird, I don't know why I do that. Hehs. Well, last Wednesday, went out with cousins. Played at Emmie's house area. So fun! We went to the field near her house, played with firecrackers. Took lots of syiok sendiri photos. Even made lame videos. LOL. I wanted to upload it but, paiseh ! Hahah! Oh well, never mind. Shall upload it anyway. We They tried to made rockets but were unsuccessful. {In Malay only} #1 #2 #3 #4 Hehes. Okay, let's talk about school. Yay! Total defence video was successfully done. However, I don't have the original copy now. ): Lessons has been pretty bo-ring. I don't recall anything about Chemistry, Phy

First and foremost, SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN! It's official, hahah, takbir bergema menanda raya tiba. Uncle was pestering us to turn on the radio to ensure it's Raya. L-O-L. Today Yesterday, nothing much. Oh yes, training. I was weak today, seriously. My head had this awful constrict feeling. &something had to happen everytime I was doing something. Not a good day at all. The day before, I had so much fun after school! Since it was Ami's birthday, Atq and I decided to give her the gift only at the end of the day. So we don't know when was the right time to give. Waited for Atq to complete her workbook. Then they both we to pigeon hole. When they were back, decided to give it to her. I know I was being lame :P She saw the present but we didn't give it to her. So she acted all engrossed teaching Regine Maths. Atq & I quickly left the class and hid. Hahah! In the end, after so long, she finally got her present. Hahah! Long awaited present. Then

TGIF! YAY! WE'RE GETTING CLOSER TO SUNDAY. Oh, I hate Physics. ): HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIRAH!

Hello! I think 5 days off computer? Or somehow. Woah still! Hahah. Been trying to complete homework that was due yesterday or due tomorrow. I don't know how I spent the September break. It seems like I didn't manage to complete half of the homework given. Pfft. Okay, start countdown, 4 MORE DAYS! Yes, Hari Raya. I'm either feeling it or feeling scared. Hehes. Now that 2009 has been pretty bad year with 2 death, a whole lot of problem with social relationship of family and friends, and a full load of stress upon us to do well, not forgetting missing certain events that we always look forward to, I wonder why I always thought this year would be great? I heard from the radio, 9 somehow give the idea of power. Where's the power in the world? Only pigs unleashed their powers and brought upon evil threats to this world? Then they bring our world crashing down with the outbreak of H1N1, causing certain people to get stressed out, or even lead to death. Now H1N1 is such a big

Hello! Yay! I'm excited to spend today with cousins. Doing Math and later, intend to take photos. Then they invited me to watch 9 with them! Woah, 090909 and I'm watching 9 . Atq reminded me that today is my favorite day. Other than the prelim I'm having later... I'm looking forward to the rest of it (:

It was like a dreaming marathon in just 1 hour. First, I dreamed that Jnh was driving supposedly my bro's "car" with Nurul in the front seat while RT and me were at the back. I think we were supposed to go some concert but I wasn't dressed for it. So Jnh dropped off with Nurul, RT drove. I remembered asking her to drive me to my house but she said no. Hahah. Next thing I knew, she asked me to lock the car. At first the radio was still on (probably because the radio was really on while I slept.) and I tried to turn it off but I couldn't. Then I looked at the back seat and there were 2 old guys who were in the car. I asked them to get out but they wouldn't so I shouted for help twice. When they finally got out, I shut the doors and press a key on the remote. It only made the doors unlocked itself. So I tried to press another button and the car locked itself. Hahah. Then we went into this room, saw S. Amazing, he came into my dreams. Lol. Forgot what happened aft

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRIN ZAHRA! Cheyy, can register for NRIC this Friday already huh? :D Hahah. Okay, I haven't been updating for a long time. New news, well, not so new actually, my name is not Najihah in Math class! I am ....... KHADIJAH! So had Teachers' Day celebration. The matches were quite boring. However, I love the performances! Hahah, it was awesome. Then went to library to do 'project'. Home and slept from much happiness. LOL. Next day, no school. Went out for awhile and came back to meet Aniyah! Gosh, she's so adorable. She prayed with my parents and drew with them. She drew her parents and herself. Today, back to school. Rushed to MRT because I thought I was going to be late. Passed the void deck, a couple of teens in uniform were making out. =.= Seriously, what the ____________. Then saw 3A, caught up with them. Yay! What happened next?... Malay, MsV took us. Cikgu had to focus on the 4NA students. So yay. LOL. The rest were pretty much the same as other

Heyyy! Let's talk about BCLS course @ HQ. CPR and choking. The baby dummy is super cute! So it was Kranji + Maris Stella + Officers. Hahah! Then had exam. Was exhausted due to practical. Had theory after that. After we were all done, played murderer. It was so enjoyable. Girls were playing with CK and YZ. They didn't know how to play at first, so hilarious. Sometime after, we used ez-link cards to play. YZ was cheating. Hahah! Then the boys would have this staring look to catch the murderer. LOL! Changed game after a while. Played guessing game. LOL. Never played for a long time... Hahah.

I was reading Syasya's blog. Teared me up. Hari Raya won't be that fun anymore. It's all silence and no photograph.

HELLO! I know nobody's tagging and it's pathetic that I'm typing and reading my blog over and over again. Well, so be it. :D Gotten back my results. ((: Others would say I've improved, I would say that this is because I've studied. Hahah. Especially for Geography, I wouldn't have passed if I had not done " The Love Of My Current Geography Life " For Chemistry, I'm quite proud of it. Even though I didn't have enough sleep the day before because Aniyah was around, crying, I got my first B4! Physics, didn't study for it, serve me right. Okay, enough about results. Yesterday's Chemistry IP was the best. Talkedtalked with Jnh. Then was a few minutes late for IP. Lol. MrK was being so sarcastic yesterday, couldn't stop laughing. 3Fguy: I don't like MrT, actually, I like you. (*Class laughed at the gay-ish remark*) QH: He blushing! KL: MrK, why your face so red? MrK: My face is not red, it's not acidic. LOL Today had Chem Lab. It w

It's 4am and I feel so tired, I want to sleep again. Yet, I have to do some documents because I'm a caring senior, I realised that I need to attempt to complete at least 1 paragraph, And, I need to get ready for school. GAHHHS! I hate heavy raining morning. My shoes will be in squishy-squashy mode later. ): &ARGHS! Why oh why oh why? Go away from my dreams lah! Okay, shall continue to work. Don't hurt yourself anymore. This is not the way to go.

YAY! COMMON TEST IS OVER! So now, I'm only left with end-of-year and O's. This week had been interesting! Wait, let me reminisce. Tuesday, ML Paper 1 and Social Studies paper. ML was disaster, I had no idea. Social Studies on the other hand, I'm quite happy about it. Wednesday, English Paper and AMath Paper. English, it was okay, I guess. AMath was alright, doable. Then at night, Kakak brought home ANIYAH!!! Oh, she was so hyper! She was okay, until time to sleep. She asked for Ibu . She eventually slept but woke up at 3 in morning and cried. Then she slept at 4am and I went to school. Thursday, Chemistry Paper and EMath Paper. Chemistry, a little saddening but alright. EMath, more saddening, stupid mistakes. Went home straight to Aniyah! She slept, woke up at 2pm. How cute and awesome she is. *Shall upload photos later* I missed her yesterday night. ): Cik indu anya! So today, Physics and Geography paper. Physics, horibble, horrible. Geography, I hope I did okay! Okay, I s

ALL THE BEST FOR COMMON TEST! Tomorrow is super sucky. I hope I can remember all the points. :D

Oh common test is coming in 2 more days! Isn't it great that 3D have Monday lesson? Every subject is on Monday! (Well, except for MTL.) Wow, I guess next week will zoom very fast. Then it's a bit of relaxing before hitting the results. After results will be sad-sad or happy-happy. Next, it's back to studying again~ It's just one big cycle huh? LOL. Anyway, I can't get why people say blogger sucks. I'm having no problem with blogger. Unless blogger tries to prove me wrong. Then blogger starts to lag my computer or delete stuff. Hahah, then it will so suck to the core. Yet, I owe it to you blogger. (: Wow, blogger almost showed me error. Hehehs. Thanks blogger! :D

I forgot to do this an hour ago. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURAFIDA ZAKARIAH! Gosh, I can't help reminiscing about the old times. We all grew up so fast. Hahah, and she used to be the one to scold us. Pinch us and knowing all the makcik in town. Hahah. I so miss NSN. Plus anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOH SHI YING! I wanted to wish her earlier last Friday. Guess I forgot. Oops.

Today was the best PE day. That moment finally came. My wish came true. Yay!

HELLO! Yeah, common test is coming soon. So is fasting month. Yay! :D So anyway, I stayed back till 6.30pm yesterday. Hahah, accompanied Jannah after my Physics. Oh yeah, Physics class. "Hello friends~" Then the boys were going " Woah, we're friends now.. " Lol. So for today.. I failed Geography test badly. Then studied more about Coastal protection. Guys talked about hotels. Then learnt about mangroves. Z talked about how she will bring us out aft EOY. Hahah. Then she gave out MsYeo's belated gift for some of us. The guys talked about giving them presents too. Z: I'll give you on Children day M: Walao, why never give on Youth day? Z: You're all still my babies, children. Q: Then I'll give you on Granparents' day lah! *LOL* Okay, it's much funnier when they said it out. Went home after lunch with Nurul and Shirin. Then saw this lady. I though she was lost. Then she approached me and said, " Be careful, I saw a man did that thing(flas

WHEEEEE! Okay, nothing. I just whee-ed for nothing. Hahah. Today went to Johore with family. Did facial. Okay, scariest moment ever. I should watch less scary movies. I was imagining stuff they do to us while our eyes were closed. What's more, I was having flu. It was hard for me to breathe with my nose. Ouch, facial was really painful. I even cried because the pain was unbearable. It's like they were poking needles so deep into my veins. Ouch. Oh yeah, I was really pissed off too. See, like right now. Haaaaaah. Bye.

I'm very bored now. I'm having flu. My throat feels dry. Sucks much. ): Oh well, shall play games then. Hahah. Kay, bye! Woohoo! Tomorrow is a school holiday. Too bad, must do revision.

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! Come on, have some Singapore spirit yeah? I have interest in this year's parade. I found out that mum have been involved in the parade for 4 times. Amazing. Even dancing. (Hahah!) Kay, gonna watch the parade. Well, I'm here cause this part is not so interesting. As in, it's the real parade-y and not performance. Hahah. Kay, bye!

HEYS! I'm currently listening to Singapore songs. WHERE I BELONG! Favorite song of all time (: Hahah, Singapore spirit. Anyway, yesterday was the celebration. Merely okay, most of it was kind of boring. I brought straws to turn it into a heart. Then a few got to know and took some from me. Especially KangLong, he just took a handful of it. ( Then he came and look at the hearts and say, "So nice," LOL! ) Some classes were so enthusiastic for class decoration and decorated their class lovely. My class theme was ERP. Hahah, how cute. Then took photos. Upload later, Card reader is not working ): Let's reach out for the skies... With wings we soar up high... Anyway, after that, had lunch with Blossom and Bubbles. Hard time looking for a place. The place was packed! So we went to Food Culture. Saw Nurul's sister and Alif. Then we went to the library and Aries and lastly home. I watched a scene of Nasib Do Re Mi and fell asleep. Lol. After I woke up, went to neighbour&#

I read Syasya's blog. She talked about NDP. Then I just realised something. NEXT YEAR I CANNOT JOIN NDP PARADE! The biggest probability, cause I may have POP-ed by then. ): I don't want to POP till I graduate. I don't feel like POP-ing next year by July. I still want to join SJ Day Parade. I still want to join NDP in school. I still want to be a part of KSJ. Sad. ): Anyway, having Geography test tomorrow. Before that I will have an Elementary Math test. After that, I will have Australian Maths Competition. 3 kind of tests to take tomorrow. Well, actually, Mr Kat wanted Chemistry Test too. LOL. If he did that, everyone will MIA tomorrow. (: OLD PHOTOS.

WOW! It's not 12am yet! Hahah. Okay, I'm actually tired. I feel like sleeping, again . I don't know why, I feel like sleeping from Chemistry onwards today. I'm left with... - 3 Amath work. - 1 Emath work. - Chemistry QA worksheet - English betrayal essay! I'm trying to research for an essay. Hahah! Oh, Maths is killing me. Sometimes it's very easy or superbly hard. It hurts my head and makes me feel like giving up. However, I need to pass a B for Amath, this time round. I don't like that C. It's ugly. On the other hand, let's talk about Malay. I don't think I can get A for O'Level. I hope B3 would be the lowest. I'm scared that I would get a C. Again, C is ugly. I need to find my mole concept worksheets. Or I can forget about aiming for a B. It will either stay a C or drop to D. D is much uglier. Enough about that. I can't just talk. I need to study. Common test is coming in 2 weeks time. No, less than 2 weeks. Ohhh! Lol, I was tagged

I thought yesterday I could go training after so long. Then I could finally get one rank up. Well, if I got it lah. But a tragic incident happened. When I came home, cousin called, she said that my aunt was rushed to the hospital. I thought she was going to be fine. So I took a nap. Waking up to hear mum's voice, receiving a phone call from uncle. Said she passed away. It was really shocking and very fast. Mum cried. Well, that is her sister, her best friend. I cried too, still shocked from the news. Hoping I was still in my nap, and that was just a nightmare. So at night, was really thinking what should I do. Should I go for training and leave early or should I follow my parents and sister. The body was to be sent to Tampines, so far away. I was afraid that I would miss anything important. Therefore, I chose to skip training. So read their blogs. Confirmed, yesterday was the promotion ceremony for Sec3s. Can't wait to hear the training stories tomorrow. Awwwww, man, I really w

Woo! Today, I got angry in class just because of the clock. Unappreciative people. Especially orang bangku! All they know is to complain and complain. Then, the next thing is to show off. Whatever lah okay. Never appreciative. Didn't have mood for Geography because of those bloody idiots. Then after school, during IP. " Eh, walao! Who change the clock, just give us Grandfather's Clock better right. Grandfather kau ah datang jadi jam dinding! Complaint it was too small. Then complaint because it's too shiny. You give me your money and I will buy the perfect clock for the class. Some orang bangku you are. I'm beginning to hate you so much.

Hello. I have loads of Math to do plus some other homework. Gosh, I hate it. Everytime I come home, all I think about is counting the homework I'm left with. Which would be the maximum number most of the times. Great that tomorrow's English period is reading period. Meaning, no work for English during weekends. On the other hand, there will be 2 Chemistry assignment. Of course, there will be Math homework and Physics too. Malay, unpredictable. AHHHH! Test this Friday. Gosh, have to study the idioms. Oh man, I don't know when will I start my revision. Just today, as I looked at my Science test papers, I was demoralised. I either failed or just passed. It's really depressing. When oh when will I start working hard? When can I stop procrastinating? This is so ironic. Hahah. Okay, shall stop procrastinating. This post is full of craps. Bye!

Blogging from school. IT lesson. Haven't started yet so took this opprtunity to blog. LOL. Okay, I'm bored. Lesson gonna start soon. Doing some Nigerian music, I think. Yay, I love today. Though I didn't have lunch with PPG. Had lunch with Stellar. Sorry BLOSSOM & BUBBLES! Mr Chong? Need to do assignment. Quiz. Hahah. No, hang. Shucks.

Yay! Spent yesterday completing most of my homework. Yes, that meant Maths ! So now I'm left with Malay, a few of Chemistry and 1 more question of Geography. Maybe later I will study for Social Studies, if I feel like it. Hahah. Currently, playing Facebook games. Hahah, I'm super bored. Listening to Demi's new songs. She's really awesome. Just like Taylor Swift. Okay, being totally random. I want to change the skin. Make it brighter, no more black. However, black is beauty and I love it. It can suits any colour and it will turn out perfect. Ohno, I'm getting this evil feeling. Yes, evil feeling that will make me depress. Hate this feeling. Okay, shall play games to cheer myself up. Or should I do Ex 10.4 so Ekko won't be disturbed? Hahah. Okay, randomness. I'm stressed! People still owes money. When will I pay the teachers? Gosh, this is the reason I have no mood with 3D most of the times. ): On the other hand, I still owe Halima her present. I owe Athirah a

Have I abandoned you? I'm so sorry. Life has been boring lately. There's nothing to talk about. Everyday is just school, then homework on Maths and lunch with 3F, hang out with Syaf. That's it. Plus, yesterday Malay class was quite quiet. Lol. Kay, off to Demi. (:

I don't have mood now. Today was Listening comprehension. Listened to " Putuskan Sahaja Pacarmu " and Taufik's ft Hady " Kepadanya ". Also this one rock song. LOL. Class was funny today. Especially Physics, amazingly. Hahah, JingPeng started with the recess. Then QinHe continued with all the craps. Okay. Bye (:

I had so many weird dreams today. Bad signs. Coming back to school tomorrow. Felt like I missed a lot today. . Shall complete homework so I can sleep tonight. (:

I feel much better today. Still a bit of headache. So I will come to school tomorrow even though I'm on MC. Sheesh. ): Yesterday morning was horrible. I felt really hungry but my throat don't feel like eating. Then my head was going BOOMBOOMPOW! Just like You spin my head right round, right round... Hahah. So forced myself to walk even though I felt nauseous. Held Mak's hand for support. Went to CCK Poly since BB Poly is renovating or something. Then took temperature and I had to go to the "EMERGENCY CORNER" Lots of teens with fever too. Anyway, I was better by night so attended the 100 days ceremony. Semua kecoh H1N1. What the ____. Played with Aniyah. Lol. Arif and Aniyah almost kissed each other. Kakak stopped them before they did. Hahah. Okay, don't feel like doing homework. Feeling tired, going to sleep later. Lol. Shall do cousin's quiz first.. Ever stead with a guy you had never meet? Nope What are you waiting for? The medication to make me drowsy.

Look up ^. The number of people absent/not feeling well from 3D. The last time I checked, my temperature was 39.7 degrees. Though, after doing that tepid sponging and placing cold stuff at the 6 areas I remembered, I think I'm fine now. I still feel lethargic though. Plus, I didn't have much appetite. Thought I wanted to vomit but I burped instead. Too many burps today. Also, yesterday went out with cousin. She's having fever too. This fever season is scary. Too many people having fever today. Though, they are well or something, it's still scary. Imagine. Okay, stop it. Ah, I'm hungry. I don't feel like eating. Darn. ): PS// The whole group of Malay boys + Jonathan was absent today. I think stomach flu? What the heck is that, anyway?

I had a superb time with cousins and nieces at Jurong Point. Finding the views there extremely great, most of it. Especially the one in the library. LOL. I know, they know. Plus, we really did study. (: Madr after a month was fine. Was partially listening and partially looking at phone contents. Going Penisular with Anisah was awesome. I couldn't believe I stepped in that place (: HAHAH. I realised that Citylink mall is actually not a mall at all. Was walking till we reach Suntec City and still saw nothing. ): So walked back and just ate at Macs. Hehehs. I had a lovely time with Aniyah and sister on Sunday. Played hide-and-seek with very obvious place to hide. Aniyah with her roars and evil laughter. :D Today, thought that Physics going too fast. For Chemistry, QinHe complaint about MRK teaching 3C and we needed more teachers due to our high MSG. Lol, he got what he wanted. 3 teachers sat in after. So we had 4 teachers in the class. Hahah. IT was fun too. Only that I forgot my pass

{// edit} GETTING DEPRESSED AGAIN! Cousins shall make my day better(: {// edit} Before I slept yesterday, I was looking at class photos. Of course, 1C and 2C photos. Laughed at the changes. Sec 1, all of us were innocent looking. Suddenly, sec 2 comes and all of us had different hairstyles and body length. Hahah. I wished we were all in a class this year. So I can see how they changed. But gosh, I should stop wishing. Nothing will happen. 2008 was the best year of friendship for me. I'm guessing 2009 is the downfall. Oh, I don't have to guess anymore. It's all proven. I even knew last year that this would happen. I just didn't want to say it. And everytime I open the school diary, I see it. Back when it was 170309. I miss it a lot. But oh, times change. It's all different now.