There's a reason why I don't tell my plans to anyone till it happens. I kinda planned this week for me. It is my birthday week after all. I wanted to post a 10 years vs now on my birthday, I wanted to try something new, I wanted to get a solo staycation where I could watch 2D1N all day, sleep as much, do whatever I wanted. Out of all that, I only got 1 of it done. I don't even have the feels. So on my birthday had my final presentation for my bridging course. Spent the whole day finishing my report. And my brain was so consumed by how busy I was, I didn't even get to enjoy the day. I'm still thankful tho for wonderful principal and colleagues. My family, especially my sister for wanting to make it special for me. My 61 geng who gave wonderful gifts. In 2024, the year I turned 30. The same thing happened. I planned for a solo trip to Seoul. Oh well, I still got all things done. Well, most of it. I got to see Nayoung on the eve of my birthday, I got to...
And so after 365 days, we've finally reached the eve of the new year. Before I wrap up the year, let's reminisce on the past few days of Dec. So I've really and truly enjoyed my post As. Hahaha. Well, as soon as the December started, I was off for a 3 days DAY camp. Then, I had my prom at the the same place, wearing the same thing, and the only difference was the company I was with. LOL. The next day, I went out with my S13 clique before they all got busy. (no photo :[ ) Plus, ZPN. And you already knew that. So the week after, I went to Krabi for my holiday! It was so freaking awesome! Loved the service there and all of them were so polite to us! Snorkeling, caving, boat being towed, riding the elephant. I love Krabi seriously! And I will never forget this, but I was chased by a two dogs! The stupid thing was, I ran. And that's why the dogs chased me and I almost got bitten. Shouting "HELP ME PLEASE HELP ME PLEASE~~~!" Nasib ta...
I just want to post this before it's over. Turning 26 is crazy. Suddenly I feel old, all those memories of the past are useless, all those achievements last year were worthless. Birthday didn't feel so good anymore. It's like I'm just accepting the face that I'm a little older than I was before. And like, I don't know, unmotivated towards life. Sometimes I wonder if it's because of the things that happened last year or it's just a burn out stage where I'm taking a break before charging full speed ahead. Maybe it's because my student life is ending and my real adult life is fast approaching and I haven't really gotten all the things I thought I would do before going to the working world. Maybe I'm just scared that I have reached the peak and there's no more check points after this? I know this is untrue but man, I wish I felt differently. But don't get me wrong. I'm still very much contented and thankful and...
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