Live your life, ♥

Hello~ So it's been such a longggggggggg time since I've blogged. Okay since I'm still positive now let me blog! Okay let's start, Well, have been busy this week. Have a performance coming up next week. I have exactly 7 days to be ready and get the props ready. It's okay, I can do it, we all can do it! Today's classes were helpful. I felt motivated after all the classes, especially GP. Mrs Richards is amazing. I mean apart that at times she can be annoying, like really annoying, hahah, The way she teach us, saying her thought process out loud and all, just makes me feel like I've understood GP. Well, whether I really could understand and apply it is a totally different question but yeah. She really enlightens me. (: Chemistry and Math was not bad too a lesson for today. Went through the papers and Mrs Aw gave her "How prepared are you" speech again. She looked more approachable but duh, she still is as scary as ever. And as for Math, I realised tha...

Yes, I've been gone for quite awhile. My life have been busy. School for every single day of the weekdays and catching up on sleep or some work during the weekends. Hmm. My dad just told me that he will send me to the university in Malaysia if I can't make it to the local uni. Hmm, I know it's a back up plan but he just indirectly told me that he don't have faith in me. And to send me to the university in Malaysia? If only he knows that I attained a D for my H1 Malay. Hmmm. Living in a lie every single day ever since I got back my results. Well, I thought I got over the fact that I got a D. I thought wrong. I'm still not okay with it. And my mum constantly complaining that I spend too much time on Malay isn't making it any better either. Sigh, this is what you get when you get too complacent. Serve me right. So now I have to live in a misery. I hope I have the strength to push myself to study. I really need to pass if I want to conti...