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horrah horrah teachers' day is here!!!!!!!! gav mrs liow photo frame n mr soliman a party wit choc cakes[mmmmm] a lot of photos taken............a lot of ppl in skool! in 1 year to come.................i'll come back to saps to pay my teachers a visit! a lot of ppl we noe.............................................superbly crowded!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not much to say acep i wan t o ask u how giv my mother my exams papers for her to sign??????? my english was done so badly i wish i knew de full marks so i can tell my mothers ?/100 not 49.5/95!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................................... how i wish i dfun hav to sign my papers or even get back de papers so i tink now im banned from using internet so dis mayb my last tym using internet until i finish my psle den can use!!!!!!!!!! sure get beatings coz hav been staying back n MORE TUITIONS WIT MY BRO!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it!!!!!!!!

well here goes my startin days of unhappinness............. morning all was happy n i scored 86 for my mt......... den it started to b sad as i juz lose 1 mark from getting an A for maths!!!!!!!!!! my english................de one test which make me nearly fell into tears= 49 1/2 but i keep tellin myself dat dat mark is not a full one but juz a part of it after skool thought of watchin de scenery near afida's house n i invited jelina n her bros along to but dey brought de whole village to dat place den from dere it started dat i hav to break friendship wit jelina[i hope not] coz i hav to choose between her or shereen n rina so i chose shereen n rina i wen home. at home i was called by mdm madzidah askin me to call rina's house to see whether she reached home or not so wen i called, her mother was lyk a monster n my hand was shakin bcoz she was screamin through de phone n my hand is still shakin now!!! im juz hopin dat my frenship would not b broken as dis is p6[de last yr!!...

well one incident dat nvr should hav happen......... afida told rina wat de guy rina had fallen for said![he dun lyk her]!!!!!!!!! den bcoz of dis problem...........she cant cope anymore wit all her problems n started to bcum a bit crazie!she keep chanting to herself"im a b***h............im a f***kin b***h" so many tyms dat make us all irritated by her!!!!!!!man!!!!!!!!!i was nvr dat bad even though i got stress until i could not take it anymore, i still remain calm n act lyk i got no prob but her, she acted lyk it was bout life n death!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!den after skool, got hmt n i scored 49/60 for paper 2[yay] n we were aso released at 2:30 coz cikgu has sum place 2 go den i wen to de playground in goodview gardens den we had our talks dere!!!!!!!den day was normal although im thinkin of sleepin early but cant missed out to watch hikmah!!!!!!!!!!no more tapes!!!!!!!!!!got to watch if not hav to wait for so long till de encore come out again!!!!!!!!

todae nth was goin on so no story bcoz i was sleeping all de tym...

2dae after abg fairuz married den i go straight to WESTMALL to meet de idols n my frenz!!!!!!! on de way 2 abg fairuz wed....my slipper broke!!!!!![hahahahahaha]until hav to buy new one!!!!!!!!!!!den over dere i wanted to meet my frenz at kfc but den dey we not dere so i check de whole buildin n at last go back to kfc n den dey were dere!!!!!![omg] pusing nyer pusing nk take de perfect pic at last end up at 5th lvl n take does pic but still not clear!!!!!!!!!!!den saw ismail.wanted him to join us but he's gone so end up knowing dat he's wit zik n shafiq...................... wen back home n now chattin!!!!!!!!!shafiq is tokin to me at last!!!!!!!

well todae i wen to madrasah n it was fun coz at first we waited to 4 shereen n rina den we found out dat dey wen to de library!not allowing to go up so e waited for dem outside,so nutin to do go welcome ppl to our skool[haha] den normal,normal,normal got conference n didnt noe hariz was quite a blur king!!!!!!!![haha]keep tokin to shereen...........ask me whether he look lyk joakim so say a bit....................conference end yayayayayayay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!tmr gonna go out wit my frenz again to watch SI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so excited men!!!!!!!!!!

so yesterday no bloggin coz study 4 science n had my ml xams n it was ez!!!den wqan to send shereen to de busstop meet my mom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!she wanted to go to her lectures.wen she getback home,she was so angry wit me n i was glad i was not being beaten by her!!!!!!! den todae had my science xam n it was hard!!!!!!!!!!!glad i finish de whole paper but i do nehow!well its better den getting an egg on ur paper coz hu noe i can get 1/2 4 dat question?????????????????n NG HONG SING WAS MOLESTED BY CHU CHU BENG !!!!!!!!!!den wen back home straight!!!!!!!!but b4 dat, de cik salleh gav us sum oranges n den ismail wanted to take his part of de oranges but it wen rolling down under a bus[hahahahahahaha]!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tmr got higher ml n i hope it will b as ez as de normal ml!!!!!!!

maths was quite hard!!!!!!but den i only left out 1 question!!!!!need to do 5* correction!!!!!!!!how could i 4get dat???man got to blog either tmr if not on de weekends i'll tell u bout my weekdays[bout xams!!!!!!!] bYEbYE

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! prelim has started wit de writin test oredi!!!!!!!!!man it was not so hard![hehe] den we[me shereen afida diyanah] wen 2 de westmall again! den de scene[well not really a scene but wat to say???] started from dere!!!!!! it was juz friday wen dey were very close but 2dae?man dey were lyk enemies from dey were born!!!!!!u should c dem!!!!!!!!it was lyk somebody ought to get a slap or sumtin!!!!!!!!!! dunno wen it started but i juz 1 it to stop even though it meant breakin de frenship!!!!!!!but den again no!no breakin frenship coz dat will coz a lot of misunderstanding[1st long word!!!!!!] between sumbodi n sumbodi,after six years!!!!!!!!!n noe wat? dey both had de longest frenship from nursery/k1/k2 till now n juz 2dae dat dey started showin their signs of hate!!!!! really im not lyin if im tellin u dat it was de worst war ever!!!!!!!!dey were very gd frenz[well mayb juz ok2] from last tym till now den dey wan to act emo wit each other well tell u de story another tym coz...

1 more dae 2 prelim exam!!!!!!! n i haven't study anytin yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so lazy lah!!!!!!!!! dun even noe how 2 study de gd way sia!!!!!! everytym i study, i fell asleep in de end 1!!!!!!!! YAY!!!todae im goin to escapethemepark/wildwildwet!!!!!!!!!oh yeah!!!!!!!! my mom didnt remember a bit bout my exam tmr!!!!!! singaporeans r so unfair!!!!!!!!!!!Mathilda n Rahimah n Gayle n Jay dun deserve to b out!!!!!!!!!! Joakim n Paul n Nurul N Jasmine should b out!!!!!!!!!!wth!!!!!!!!!hady n jon n mathilda was in bottom 3 last wk!!!!!!!n dey r de best singer!!!!!!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!

so todae i had my ml oral PSLE EXAM!!!!!!!!man it was hard!!!!!de examiner was starin at me even though i finished my sentence!!!!keep starin n starin till i hav 2 say 'dah'[finished]!!!!!!! den after skool, i went to westmall wit afida shereen rina diyanah n hidayah[extra] went to de library first den to de popular den window shoppin for bdae present den back home!!!!!todae i tink im goin 2 de alexander hospital to visit my grandma[yay]

well 2dae i had my PSLE ORAL EXAMINATION!!!!!!~phew~ it was easy. hope i dun get tooooooo much -ve comments but more +ve comments!!!!![hehe] den after dat wanted to wait 4 shereen n rina so me afida n diyanah go play catchin wit elisa yitin riduwan n ABANG ismail[haha]. but after sum tym afida wanted to pee so she stop playin n i stop playin too.den after waitin for so long for shereen n rina,afida couldn tahan anymore n went home.so i n diyanah went home but den we saw rina hu was waitin 4 shereen until she was asked by mdm liza y she was still dere so blah blah blah i n diyanah decided not to go home yet n decided to sent shereen n rina to de bustop.den we tok n tok n tok till 12.30 den me n diyanah went back home. reached home n wanted 2 chat...since dere shafiq, i chatted wit him. i said hi n he say yes wad u wan? n i was lyk whoa n he said nth ok so he made me super sad by saying dat but only a drop of tear would tell de story... tmr ml oral,sure do lousily lyk prelim sia.....[wel...

same lyk wat i always say "skool was normal" but its always de ending isn't normal coz we ate chocolate[courtesy of Riduwan] dunno y he gave [a] mayb its lyk a bdae present coz yesterday was her bdae. den ismail got a letter from bibi[fareez sis] which says she love him dearly but den,dere's a part which i saw dat make everybodi laughed which is[drumroll] bibi wanted to ryte dulu[last time] but she wrote a 'b' which turned out to b bulu[hairs] [hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha] it was so damn funny!!!!!!so from now on...we malay gurlz of p6 will start to call ismail 'abang' ismail till he get super irritated wit it den we stop!!!!![haha]until any guys get a letter saying a girl luv him dearly,we will call wat the girl has stated to call dat guy[lyk 'abang' ismail] hope i get gd result 4 dis PSLE oral n dun fold my arms[urhg] n hope u guys hu's reading dis will do too!

well 2dae was another one of my fun daes[haha] skool was normal but after skool wasnt so normal as we didnt hav our girlz tok bcoz afida n me stayed back. first thought wan to practise 4 oral but den after sum tym... afida,diyanah n me go watch de teachers' day concert practise HAHA the performances r so funny especially de last one!!!!! u should hav seen dem!!!!!! der dancing r v.g but dats not funny! wats funny is dat dey dance until der shoes fall out!!!!!! ofcoz wen u read its not funny coz got no movie lah! but if u see de performance...u 2o wolud laugh lyk crazie[ok lah.......not dat crazy but juz hehe or haha lyk dat lah]

well 2dae was a tiring dae 4 me go to skool until 4.30 den go back home!!!!!! den go back home do hw!!!!!!! den long tym nvr c cuzin cum!!!!!!![still shorter den me!!!][HAHA] so do hw in room!!!!!! den fell asleep!!!!!![missed HIKMAH!!!!!!OMG] still wake-up till now!!!!!! juz to blog!!!!!![HAHA] [not funny]

wow!!!! yesterday was a super fun day!!!!! i went to afida's bdae party at around 2pm wit shereen n rina n diyanah den we was outta dere at 4 plus!we get a kiss a de cheek by afida's mom i was still wantin to hav fun and so i followed rina to her house! it was fun coz we had real gurlz tok n acted lyk we always do dat sia!!!!!!! we 1st had a tru or dare game so here's wat i remember: Diyanah-say i luv u 2 ridzwan Shereen-say i luv u 2 riduan Me-say i luv u 2 'urhg' zekro!!!!! dun it sound lyk sicko?wateva!hopefully noboody remembers bout it!!!!!! den we stop playin dat game n tok bout our crushes!!!!!! got a lot of gd,funny n shockin news!!!!!! too bad afida missed de fun wit us! hehs,no wonder rina is so hepi now! its bcoz of a boy hu she's crushin bout! can believe a guy really can change a gurl's life!!!!!! but den thinkin of it, i hav gone through all dat 2!!!!! long to short i've been cryin 4 or bout my crush!!!!! well, a man can really,really chang...

hailamak!!!!! todae my couzin's baby passed away in her womb! de baby is so cute dat i cried when i see his[Muhammad Khairul Wazif] face! omg!!!!! i tink u too would cry seeing his cute nose!!!! his juz 8 mth old!he passed away by the stranglin of de cord of de [pusat]! if i hav his pic i would show it but sadly no! well actually he passed away on de 6th aug[my bro's wed] but officially died on 9th aug[s'pore bdae]

yay!!!!! todae is national dae!!!!! n no skool 4 todae n tmr!!!!! so happy but all shows r juz not attractin me! huff! but im glad i got internet connection sey. if not i would hav bn bored to death!

so 2dae all skool celebrate national dae... got dance competition all dat... hmmm... my class dun wanna join so I cant feel lyk how I feel de other tyms... so result 4 p6 class 1st:6-2[home] 2nd:6-3[tekka rap] 3rd:6-4[reach out for de skies] haiz.....2o bad 6-5 was disqualified coz they was said to b copying de 6-4... but wen i see their dance it was so different from 6-4 lor

2da3 im superbly tired by my bro's wed! hav 2 giv out de thank u gif n never get a rest until 4:30!!!!!!! wan 2 rest a bit den sum kpos , extras dunno i've been walkin de whole day go ask me do dat do dis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mayb u won noe how i feel until u try!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how i wish no need 2 go 2 skool tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!