Finally Can Be More Than Just A Dream

I'm seriously itching to reopen my twitter account just because I want to be able to share how I feel at an instance.
When I'm having a lot of feelings that need me to let it out, it's usually because I think I'm in love.

No.
I'm not in love.
But I may have fallen for someone (and just like a few weeks ago, I was liking somebody else because he suddenly appeared in dream twice).
I mean like what kind of a girl am I right now jezzzzz!

And all these signs, all this falling just makes me impatient.
Like is he the one or is it him?
Haizz.
Another day, another dream wasted on you.




Anyway, I've been gone for awhile now.
A lot has happened, believe me!

Firstly, I turned 20 and had a very memorable celebrations with Pissy, Ami and DAHINAF!
And I'm really thankful for all of them, and my family who were all present to celebrate my birthday with me, the wishes from my friends and everything.

Then I went to Seoul around April with my sister and Kak Shahira!
I haven't even post the photos yet but I don't think I will go into details for now.
I really loved it there!
Cold air every single day, the fun rides, the travelling around in subways and more.

Moving on,

Recently, a few days ago in fact, I was in Phuket!
It was my first trip with Ahmad Zaki and boy, he definitely made the trip wonderful(plus other things too)!
Well, haven't post the pictures too but more on that later.

And I just had a Gold Inc reunion 2 days ago!
Finally went out with my Pissycats after a longgg time!! :3
Even though we were tired and wore our raya outfits, still glad to spend time with them!

Then a few days ago, I went trekking with DAHINAF!
Haris was sick on that day unfortunately so he couldn't join us.
Really I laughed so much because we had a month belated and one day advance birthday celebration for Aizat and Iffa and we made them walk around Vivo blindfolded!
And after that I was so tired that I slept as soon as I got home, immediately, without changing or what, not even removing my tudung.
HAHAHA


And that's it!
To better things in life.

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