Live your life, ♥

Hi, I realised I left this blog to rot. And suddenly I looked back at photos on my Instagram and I realised, while I keep updating my other social media platform(and yes I reopened my twitter hahaha cos I couldn't help it plus now there's snapchat), this is the one place I should share my life story. Not that I have an interesting life but maybe just I should share any celebration of life right here. Because precious photos, we may lose it along the way so by placing it here, at least I'd know where to find it. So, here it is, born on the 25th of Aug, my very own sister's first newborn, NAYYIRAH AMIRA!!!!! It's amazing how Allah put so much strength in a mother. To have a mother to carry another weight for nine months, and when it's time, make her withstand the pain of contractions, then having her to push a body out from a small hole which then will tear to a bigger one to make way for the small body to exit, and lastly to stitch everything ba...

I've had several drafts between my last post and this. I don't know why, it's been difficult to do a write-up of the yesterdays. It used to be so easy and simple to express my thoughts, but I guess now that there are more things to think about, these unexplainable feelings, the sensitivity of the topic, the truth and what's not. It's the mid of Syawal but truth be told, I really miss Ramadhan already. I miss those peaceful nights, and I miss those mornings after. Though knowingly what was done in Ramadhan could be and should be continued after, it's different. Nothing is the same. I just hope we could pull this through. It's just been very challenging for us, one after another. I just miss everything being the way it was supposed to be. There were no fear, no hurt, no tears, there was just a lot of love. I miss knowing everything will be fine. I miss everything. I just hope everything will stay the same. But it's just a hope and you'...

Alhamdulillah, I'm still breathing. And I really miss blogging. Talking about my life to nobody because it's the best place for me to express my feelings. Well, I'll be back to post soon. Like 10am soon I guess. That is if I don't go back to sleep hahaha. Miss the soldier. What soldier. HAHAHAHA in my own dreams. Ok bye.

3am thoughts. Well after a long time, this special post is made specifically for the show #GLEE. Every story has an ending, and after a 6 year run, that's where Glee ends. Though I haven't been watching the whole of season 6, I have to admit, I'm pretty devastated and I feel like I've lost something in my life. Maybe to a non-gleek, Glee is just a show. Maybe it's the music that made it different. But to a Glee fan, it's not just a show. It's something that changed us. Well for me, Glee taught me to have the confidence in myself, to aim higher (though it's not showing ha ha) but Glee made me believe in myself more. Also, thanks to Glee, I got to know of these talents and aspire to somehow be like them one day. Especially Darren Criss 😍 If it wasn't for Glee, we all wouldn't get to know Darren and I wouldn't get to know Starkids plus Darren's songwriting talent is just A+++++! It's really nice to know that Darren got ...

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!! HAHAHA, sounded too excited there. Anyway yayyyy, a year older! Not wiser, hmm, strange. Alhamdulillah, I've reached this age. It's a bitter sweet feeling to know that I'm old and experienced how fast time flies. Hahaha, that didn't make sense but you know, it's like I still can remember what it was like in 2003(9 years old), when I first gave goodies to my Malay class to let them know that it's my birthday (and then getting to know that Firdaus have the same birthday as me! :0) and now I'm already 21. Well, I could go on forever with that topic of that OMG look at that face you look like my next mistake... HAHAH I meant the topic of oh my goodness how time flies, but still I'm really thankful. Thankful for the beautiful friends I'm surrounded with, thankful for everything I've been given and especially thankful for a family that always have their (big fat) baby protected. My parents have always given me wha...