Live your life, ♥

Going to the hospital soon. Trying to control my cough. Trying to stay awake. I'm so tired. Okay, bye.

I was bored so I went to facebook. I was sad so I went to you. I wanted to find happiness so I went to youtube. The question is, will it work? Blaaa. I was bored so I went there. Then it got me sad. Stupid choice again and again. ): No. Shall laugh! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! Anyway, going to the positive side. Open house was tiring! Yet, I had fun, especially coming to the end of it. Polyshrink(?) I'm so going to find you. Then after slacking for awhile, went to Lot 1 with Jannah. Hahah, she recommended me so many movies to watch! Next, went back to school for K Productions Drama. Hilarious! Matt was so cute in the first part. Then I knew why Sham agreed to play that role. Hahahah, the Sham I know. Dell was so cute! "I want 3 kids! I want a boy, confirm cute macam bapak dier!" LOL! Farah's mother role. Hahah, she do that all the time. Naomi and Richard. Hahah. Ridz's "mati dalam iman" and "Babyyyyy!" SUPER FUNNY! Okay. Tomorrow is my last madra...

Picnic? I'm not sure about that. Though, it may work? Yet, it's the guys. Well, picnic and all this are kind of girls stuff. Guys are looking for more action, opportunity to show off their talents. I'm so going crazy in one night. I don't know what to do. Why can't guys do the planning? Well, girls always follow whatever guys plan. Guys complain when girls plan it stupid or lame. 2 more weeks to settle this. No Jannah, why did you leave me againnnnn? Hahah. I'm not excited for Pahang already. Hahah, okay, I'm lying. Shit lah. Can go study now, don't want to study now. Yay, drama tomorrow. Bebual random. :D

YAY! I'm loving this image so much! HOHOHOHO! No, Christmas is not here yet. I'm just very happy. Happy post! Do comment! :D

Hey blog. I wish I could just tell the world what I'm really bothered with right now. Yet, I'm such a coward to just run and let people know. I'm such a fake. I can't stand that about me. Well, I think I am. I'm losing my senses. I don't know anything anymore. I should go to a library and borrow a romance teenage novel tomorrow. Go drown myself with sadness. Make myself more depress. At least, I can think that I'm not the only one depressed. Cos the characters in the books feel depressed too. Well, every book needs a climax don't they. I'm sure they do. I don't know where to begin to make a website. I've forgotten how I started with it. No passion, no inspiration. I'm doomed. Thanks O's. Oh well, parents who wants to make their children nursery compulsory for all.. Just give your child some life first. You can save up the money for their upcoming education years. It's going to be a crazy ride, especially for their time. Everything...

I wanted to take up the job because I know I had the passion for it. It took me 1 whole month to finish a draft which others were still not approved. I looked at it again and I felt disappointment. It was ugly, not what he ever wanted. Then O Level came by when my marks dropped like a bomb from the sky. I couldn't be on the computer and just have to work with it. I couldn't touch it for a full 3 months or so. And now that I could touch it again, my passion is gone. Great. I lose everything I have.

Life sucks now. My nose, my throat, me. All sucks. I want that baby seal from my dream. I want to talk to somebody now. I want to go out and just walk around. I want to go and create new blogskins. I want to design a tshirt. I want to write a poem. I'm lying. The truth is, I just want you.