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Homework is still waiting for me. Bahhs, Prelim 1B, I wish I could screw with you. If only there's no PTM anymore or sorts. Make us live in fear for what? We know our own pace. Time to chiong? I'm afraid so.

To whoever it may concern, namely a himbo.. I'm sorry if I have been "bullying" you since the camp. I didn't mean to. I'm just a shy person. I don't mean to ignore you. I don't mean to hurt you. But all of your "hmpphh" made me feel horrible. So I'm really sorry. So show me a smile-smiley face and not another sad-smiley face. Cos you're making me sad. That's evil, making a nice girl sad. Hahah. Okay, random post, couldn't sleep so decided to apologise publicly. :D I shall see you on 11 July. If you are coming. Speaking of which, I don't know what to comment about. This is freaking me out. D:

I had an awesome holiday in Jakarta! Met new friends (they are little cute kids), took on thrilling rides I thought I would never get on and shopped till I'm such a happy kid! Howeverrrrrrrr, I miss my friends! All my close primary school friends and secondary school friends :D I even dreamt of them every night I'm sleeping in the hotel. (hehes) Haaaiz. Oh well, I had an awesome time today with P2`10! I miss them so much. Too bad ZX didn't come. I couldn't bully him ): & Maam Sokting was being naughty. Lol. Made Huiling establish a scandal. Tsktsktsk. Lol. Okay, got to go. Tomorrow I'm gonna study with TSH! YAY! :D

I'm back from my 4 days camp! I'm still tired though. Getting back to sleep, back aching. However, it seems weird but true, that I MISS ANCO ALREADY! Day 1 of camp was the worst. I only remembered that trainees got punished and so did the NCOs. Don't remember much. Oh yeah, P2's MOI by KM and ST. KM was scary and creepy but very funny. J and I keep looking at each other, making those "Is he for real?" thoughts. Day 2 , got reprimanded. Went for lesson, came back and had lunch. Then we explored the school for places. Meeting for water game. They had their dinner and after that the water game! I was totally dry and got hit hard by a bucket! Like it was totally painful! ): Hahahah, darn Duckless. Then it was their Night activity. They say it's not scary! Hahah. Had a tiring time waiting to scare people backstage. Their answers to the questions were very entertaining. "Are you really scared right now? Yeah, extremely. " "Is SGT BK cute? Yeah/ma...

Show me my darn emails! Gosh, this is killing me. I want to see my emails and the hotmail page won't show it to me. ): I haven't pack for camp yet. I hope somebody will confirm with me if there's Math lesson tomorrow. If not, I come school so early for nothing. ): Anyway, tomorrow I have to meet the girls to pass them a box. I love my juniors too much. Hahah! Aww. I'm scared for tomorrow. Have to go to school first then to camp. Shucks, so heavy bring stuff to school. However, it's a relief since we can book in later. Teehee. Then to camp, I'm only scared of 2 people. I think I need to be scared of more. But for now, it's just 2. Gosh. They are real nightmares. *faints* Never mind, let's be strong! Don't do foolish stuff, Naj! Runny nose is killing me softly. I hope I don't get sick during the camp. That will be a double strike, just like last year. .... Okay, see you back on Sunday!

FAC is officially over for this year. It's kind of weird, I really love it. We all won something. Even though we didn't emerge as overall champion. We were still very happy. The biggest breakthrough after a very long time. We got our Home Nursing trophies, The boys won for TOC, We got the most improved corps. I'm not trying to brag. But, it's just that we got what we have wanted. What we really wanted. :D Sad, last year already. Need to give juniors a chance to experience now. Aww, bye bye FAC. I'm really going to miss you, very, very much! BEST IN HOME NURSING IS OURS ONCE MORE! *in your face* I love MUMMY RACHEL and MANAGER PEILING! :D

FAC IS TOMORROW! NA team, 1 out of 3. Going against Gan Eng and Hai Sing. Can we beat them? Yes! Yes! Yes! We can have a good fight this year. This is the last year already! Come on, bring on the trophies! :D *Stress level x 30*

Saw a rainbow after doing and about to do footdrill yesterday. St John moment, LOL. Then it fades and the sky cried. ): Oh well, there's always a GOLD pot at the end of the rainbow. :D

Wednesday - Physics SPA Thursday - Chemistry SPA Friday - Jurong Island Trip :D Saturday - Baby leaving me ): Sunday - FAC COMPETITION! / COUSIN WEDDING! I think it's because my baby is leaving me soon for 2 months. I've been feeling very down lately. I could just cry now. I spent the day in chalet last Sunday. It was awesome. BBQ, family gathering. My uncle asked if there's any donation. I brought it but I just don't feel like asking anymore. Losing face. Then my baby got injured due to a door. She was so adorable and said, "I can't play with doors," in Malay. I'm so going to miss her for 2 months. Then at night, played taitee with siblings till 2am. At least I won twice. Hahah. Even though I just got lucky. :D The next day, we went "shweming" Apparently, we came too early and had to wait for an hour before we could swim. Awesome time, played catching in the water! :D Carried her back, went to school. Back from school, slept for awhile. Then...