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Please click on response and say hi people. My blog feels like it's dying. ): Teachers' day celebration was quite plain today. It was seriously not fun. Should have gone back and meet the primary school malay cliques. But oh well, end of year still awaits. :D What's funny now? I'm missing my NC1 babies so much. I want to go out with them again. ):

Yesterday was the POP. What a sad day. Our parade went alright. Despite the very short time we had, we still managed to pull through it. Hahah! The throw beret was a disaster though. LOL! Games were great. Was so enthusiastic with Group 5! Oh yes, the sec 2s forgot to put me in the groups! ): Lol. Jeremy and TianEn gave me a big splash. Hahah, love me too much. (: Presentation was emotional. Cried during TianEn's speech. I felt so proud of her. New CSM. (: Then, the new teams. After that, finished homework. Home. Had family picnic at airport. Sent Mak and bro off. ): What a not-so-wonderful-but-good day.

I always held back. The evil thoughts are all in my mind, waiting to be exposed. I know, these are all tests from Allah. Yet, at times, I just couldn't take it anymore. The more I try to keep it in, the more I feel like breaking. Now she's going away and I have to be with her. What's the difference? Even when we fight in front of her, she don't try to resolve it. Leave me to fall, in defeat. Both of them, ignore the scene. Make me feel invisible, foolish of even trying. I always wonder why they never try to ask when they see me breaking down. They don't even put in an effort to show that they care. Bulls. I gotta get myself cheered up again now.

I'm bored. Trying to clear up my homework now. Yeah, 2am in the morning. So what? *Pink's song plays* Why do we have to do summary. It's a waste of time! Seriously, people write good facts and the you have to go cut it short. Just being disrespectful. :P Physics, I love you lah. But you're wrecking my brain hard. Evil. Talking crap in the morning. Hahah. Eh hello. Bull. Okay, bye.

Firstly, what's with the Hari Raya show today? It's just the tenth day of Ramadhan. Anyway, Hady Mirza looks good and reminds me of somebody. (: Secondly, today's breakfast was AWESOMEEEE! Basyirah was just so hilarious and add up with the presence of the HML gang. Love love love it! :D Despite being full, we all had a great laugh. Such a de-stress moment after all the weeks of full pressure. Hopefully next week will be even better. [: By the way, I had my English oral yesterday. It was not as tense as I thought it would be. With Qinhe and Shaufy in my group, things was just so funny. Full of craps, LOL. *right leg, left leg* Technology and books. :) I wanted to type about something. Somehow, I already forgot about it. ): Hahah, whatever lah. This week had been great. Okay, not quite. But still, fun times a trillion. :D Plus, what's with this soccer guy craze? Hahah! I whole day people talked about him. He must be having all the weird signs like crazyy.

Hello bestfriend! Life has been fine. Full of ups and downs. Disappointment every single day. It will never end as long as O level is around the corner. *lightning strikes* Nice weather but a little too dangerous. It had been a warm day before this. Weather can change so quickly! Okay. Gonna go now to rest and wake up later to face TYS. ):

I'm just posting because I'm feeling bored. Having tuition later plus a meeting. I don't feel like leaving house today. ): Life has been normal. Just too tiring at times. You have this and that to do. Mock test and more mock test. Welcome to the "another milestone after 10 years of education" life. I miss my primary school. Hopefully the end of year outing works out just fine. (: Hungryy. I'm gonna eat. Hahah. :D

Breeks. Aniyah is back. She slept over. I had fun with cousins. I love my life!

Today marks the 2 month since that day. It's not a swell day today. Starting off with, "2 months of what?" 2 months ever since that day. The day I broke down into tears and coudn't stop crying. It was my last chance. That's why I couldn't let the thought go. The possibility of it. People say, it just wasn't meant to be. I try to keep that in mind but I couldn't. I tried so hard but in the end, it was all useless. That was my second chance that I didn't get to grasp. My chances are gone. . The parade today was fine. Something in me tingled as I watched my juniors marched before me. How I can't be there for them always anymore. How they marched in so nicely, making me feel proud of them. How, my moment of being there are gone. Over. It's time to let go of everything. Everything that just wasn't meant to be. So to the juniors, appreciate what is given to you now. Much as it takes up all the time you have, you shouldn't think that it...

Monday blues came today. Seriously. I was more sleepy in every lesson. Often shutting the eyes slowly so that I won't get caught. What's wrong with today? My fasting was almost unbearable today. Unlike any other days... I bet it's because my brain used too much energy. =z= Oh yeah, somebody's bf threw paperball at cow which accidentally got caught at my neck area spot on. Wow. Hahah, my ear was in minimal pain. "I don't play these childish games," said cow. LOL. Okay, funny moments. Tomorrow is my Physics spa 3 along with section 2 %eography test. T.T I still haven't hand in math. Tired, tired. Shall nap now. Go away will you and stop thinking you can flirt with anybody. No, you are not popular. Don't think you can be like them. Bye :D