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HOLLLAAAAAAAAA! I've been wanting to post something for thise whole week but just couldn't find the time. Well, mostly because I end up sleeping or rushing through my homework. OR... WATCHING BTR! LOGAN HENDERSON~ Okay, I'm in love. So I promised my teacher that I will give her a draft PI to mark. And I have to do a Malay essay with 6 points. Plus Chemistry tutorial. ARGHHHH! Oh yeah, something interesting today. I went to Popular. HAHAH! Then some people wanted to borrow my card. Like zzzz lah. Atq asked me to ask for 50 cents charge. LOL! But eventually, the auntie gave me $2! HAHAHAH! And to think we wanted to ask for 50 cents charge! Heheheheheh! Tomorrow is Friday. PE/- I'm not looking forward to tomorrow, surprisingly. SHEEEESH!

Hello! I'm actually very emo now. At least I'm not crying today! That's awesome. Crying 3 days consecutively is horrible. After every cry, I would wonder if people think I'm such an emotional person. Well, the first day I cried was due to some people forcing me to do something I couldn't. Like how can you change me on the spot right? =.= The next two days, I cried because of SYF. We got silver. Yay! Still, I felt so guilty. I acted so stupidly. I should have just gone out of that curtain. I stupidly shifted curtains and went out at the wrong timing. I'm that stupid. My mistake was that obvious. I'm blaming myself for us not getting a gold. People have such high expectations on us. They're expecting a gold from us. And what did I do? I screw it up for them. Sorry MCS. If it wasn't for me, gold could still be ours. :/ I think this week had been the most miserable week for me. I'm just so sad and tired everyday. Well, syf really brought me down. I f...

Hello! Currently, I'm in the school library. Completed my assignment that -.- will go through later. Utter crap, I'm telling you! Hahah, I don't understand a single thing please. I'm supposed to be doing work but I'm so tired. Physically and mentally tired. SYF is coming in exactly 6 days. I hope we can get GOLD(with honour) :D The very last school to perform. How nerve-wrecking and pressurizing it is for us O.O Oh, it's so cold in here. Hopefully I can complete PI by tomorrow. It's scary to hear they got mostly Bs and Cs from the seniors. Most of my kairos friends are sad with their Cs. Well, it's full of shit really to spend most of your time working on your PW and ending up with a C. Hopefully, that won't happen to me and my group. I want A! Hahah, I have a wish. Some wish that I will never ever tell until I've succeeded and completed this course of life. (: This post is full of hopes. And I'm hungry now.. Haven't eaten cos I forgot to...

I hate it everytime a new month starts. I also hate it everytime the month is close to the end. It just makes me emo all the time. Every single thing can affect me. Like I'm so fragile during that period of time. Every single thing will go process thoroughly in my mind. Processing the evil thoughts of it. Then, I feel so down. All I want to do is to cry. Like now.