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Heyyo! Blogging all the way from school. People would think I'm doing pw now. HAHAH. K, whatever. Sigh, what's wrong with today? It feels so different. Today. Ever since morning I already knew. Is it because everyone havimg the "Monday Blues" in school? I don't know. Something is just so very wrong. Have been trying to figure this our from 8am today. Well, yeah, a big fail. Oh yeah, have been waiting for Lava from just now. Now she's backkkkk! Woots, I can home now. :D K bye.

Hey blog. I've abandoned you for so long, I'm sorry. I've been having a bad weekend nights. I just don't know why. Everything seems wrong. Must be due to such a great Friday I had. I felt so happy, nothing was wrong. Walked to Lot 1 with the lovable dancers, Laughing and going crazy under the rain. Hmm, Chem is stressing me out. I don't want another s or even a u for promo. I don't want to get retain. I don't want my parents to know I've failed everything for mye. I know it was my fault. And I'm trying so hard to do better. With a start like this, I'm just depressed. Well, I'll be fine. (:

Hello! Today was quite a boring Sunday. Well, it was sure a fun and amazing night though! (: Bro is back from Africa so the babies were here. So were my other brother and sis-in-law. And Aqilah was so freaking adorable tonight! With all the crying because she wanted some food! :D And I think I'm pretty tired now. Physically and mentally. Hahah, not because of any studying to do. Well, because, because, because, I couldn't stop thinking about you. ): Sometimes, I hate being me. I hate feeling all so emoish. I hate the fact that I get hurt so easily. I hate that I'm fragile. I hate that I feel insecure easily. When others asked me if I like anybody now, I just reluctantly say no. I want to deny the possibility of me liking you. It's just a stupid crush. Nothing but a crush. Get over it, Naj. (: I love talking to myself on twitter. And on blogger. So random. Okay, have fun partaypartay people. (:

What's so fake about you? Hmm, let me see. The fact that after I scolded you, you act like you want to tidy up the place. What are you trying to do? Steal some love away? Eff off okay. You got your own father. Omgosh, you're so good at tidying up. Omgosh, you're so good at acting too. And go far away from me lah. You just want to be screamed at again right? HAHAH! You're just too funny. Seriously, tell me what are you trying to do. Don't have to pretend please. Just want my mum to go "oh, good girl" and my dad to say it too right? And what's up with you trying to get my dad's attention so much? Want to be one of his daughters too? Pfft, you father is still here. He got shitload of stuff that he still owes my mum and still, we have to take care of you? Seriously, I'm wondering why my parents willingly took care of you. And after everything, your father still take us for granted. And what did I hear that day? Your father "jokingly" say ...

Hello my sayang blog! Hahahah! I feel like I'm being one of those irritating fake people I usually hate tonight. Well, I know I am. Guess why? Because I'm so thankful for todayyyy! Went to the Singapore F1 Drift Race today with my siblings! It was so bloody awesome! The atmosphere, the experience. The best part? I got to sit beside Fandi Ahmad for a photo with him and Aide Iskandar! SO AWESOME! For the first time okay, I meet local artiste and took a photo! I mean, I may have met some others before but they were mostly snobbish type..or I just couldn't take a photo with them. Then we went to eat at Tanjong Pagar Railway station till I'm like so full. Next, Marina Barrage to play water. And I really played till I got wet and stinky.. And now, I think I'm falling sick. ): Oh yes, got a meeting today and tomorrow. Sianz. I'm only looking forward to tease somebody who got himself a new post! MY PARTNER BAYBEHHH! Hahahah! I'm pretty sure he will be cursing all th...

Hello! College Day is finally over. I think our final dance was the best dance we've done so far(though I made a mistake!) ! I'm so gonna miss my random geng for awhile since we won't meet for practices. I really hope there's gonna be more dance after MYE. *wishing* Yesterday had a drama "fight" with a certain drama king. HAHAHAH! We fought because I didn't want to run with him in our costumes. LOL! Oh no, it's LOOOL. :D Then he broke our friendship off. ): HAHAHAH! Dramaaaaaa. Oooh, and Mira and I created a handshake plus ankle bonus! :D Practised it in front of Cotton On! HAHAHAH! LIKE WE ARE JUST SO CUTE OR WHATTT! Okay, so back to today. Oh yeah, McD! We ordered then before college day, they came like 2 hours late. -.- Everyone was like in no mood because there was no food. HEHEH. Okay, so after we ate and all, went to MI! Awang Belanga with YH's students baybeh! Asked Mira to come along also. Shaf followed too :D . . . Okay, that's it. I...

Hmm, it's been a long while. Many things happened, things that made me feel happy or unhappy, angry or frustrated. Such things. ):