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Hello~ So it's been such a longggggggggg time since I've blogged. Okay since I'm still positive now let me blog! Okay let's start, Well, have been busy this week. Have a performance coming up next week. I have exactly 7 days to be ready and get the props ready. It's okay, I can do it, we all can do it! Today's classes were helpful. I felt motivated after all the classes, especially GP. Mrs Richards is amazing. I mean apart that at times she can be annoying, like really annoying, hahah, The way she teach us, saying her thought process out loud and all, just makes me feel like I've understood GP. Well, whether I really could understand and apply it is a totally different question but yeah. She really enlightens me. (: Chemistry and Math was not bad too a lesson for today. Went through the papers and Mrs Aw gave her "How prepared are you" speech again. She looked more approachable but duh, she still is as scary as ever. And as for Math, I realised tha...

Yes, I've been gone for quite awhile. My life have been busy. School for every single day of the weekdays and catching up on sleep or some work during the weekends. Hmm. My dad just told me that he will send me to the university in Malaysia if I can't make it to the local uni. Hmm, I know it's a back up plan but he just indirectly told me that he don't have faith in me. And to send me to the university in Malaysia? If only he knows that I attained a D for my H1 Malay. Hmmm. Living in a lie every single day ever since I got back my results. Well, I thought I got over the fact that I got a D. I thought wrong. I'm still not okay with it. And my mum constantly complaining that I spend too much time on Malay isn't making it any better either. Sigh, this is what you get when you get too complacent. Serve me right. So now I have to live in a misery. I hope I have the strength to push myself to study. I really need to pass if I want to conti...

Sometimes, just at any random moment, I wish you knew. Because, right now, to keep it away from you, just kills me. And I wish you could read my mind, just as I wish I could read yours. It truly hurts more to know you feel hurt. And I wish I could be the one to take it away. To make you feel happier. But it's all just a dream. A dream that is secretly kept in this non-existent pocket. A dream that could be crushed easily at any moment. A dream that's never coming true.

); My booboo is getting worse. The pus keeps oozing out all of the sudden when the wound is about to dry. Not that it's hurting, it's just disturbing. And not to forget, disgusting. :P Haizz. So I'm supposed to be working now but I realised that I can't prioritise. I just want to complete my Thursday homework and I haven't even touch the homework I need to hand in tomorrow. Like what psycho mind is that right? Hahah. Hahahaaaaaaizzzz. I'm trying so much to deny. But I know I can't lie to myself. Don't start please. Don't start. Absence. Okay Naj, shut up. I'm back to crazy again. :/

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii! So yesterday had been very hectic. First off with MLEP dry run. Then had a short drama training. Ate lunch, sponsored by Cikgu who ordered a whole lot of chicken from KFC! Had our last drama workshop after that. Most of us came late cos we got lost in the bus. HAHAH! Selenge to the max moment! And drama workshop was fun as usual! I'm so going to miss the workshop. It's the only place where I became a different person than what I usually am in school. All my drama mama moment. I don't think I can do it in school, even during the mcs drama training. Hmm, what a great experience. And I got so tired from yesterday that I slept as soon as I reach home which was about 9.30pm and woke up at 9 plus am and slept again till 3pm. Hahahaaa! Tired to the max lah. And ouch. My booboo hurts. I can't really bend my right knee because it has this stinging pain to it. And I realise that it's always my right knee which will get hurt. When ...

HEYYO! What another awesome day is today! Well, started off with school as per normal. There was such a tension during Chemistry. Got back our test papers and hmm, results were bad. Sigh, need my parent's signature, WHYYYYY! Then it was tiring Physics lesson and after that, free for dance~! Oh yes, while walking down the stairs with my Physics gang, Lava, upon seeing Mr Ng, stopped dead in her tracks like literally! Ever since that awkward lecture with him, she just got 'traumatic' when it's him. LOL. Prepared the stuff for dance so kept going back and forth with Mira. Hahah! So here's the story of how clumsy I am. I forgot to take the guys' pants and at that point of time, the keys were not with me. Since Serlee too need another size of the costume which was in the cupboard, I had to find Lian who was holding on to the key. I walked fast to the cafe area and fortunately I found her. So I ran towards to her but she ended up walking away from ...

HELLO! It has been such an awesome day today! Until a few minutes ago when a new news came by. How awesome is my teacher. HEART PAIN TO THE MAX SIOL! Okay, let's forget about that. Moving on~ TODAY HAS BEEN SO FUN! Start off with the practical. Ah, the sweet smell of ester which wasn't really nice but yet, yeah. And the sweet, sickly smell of hmm, what was that....but it smelled like green apple. So fruity! Hehs. Had a great 1 hour break after that. Did tongue twisters and played some "Know yourself" game created by Hanz. Lessons after that. SKIP TO PE~ Played touch rugby! Hahahahahaha! It was so damn fun and funny! At the end of the game, I got the ball but then I had no one to pass it to so I was like "Why got nobody stand behind me one!" LOL! It was a sudden instinct to just shout that. After that had drama practice. Aww, I suddenly miss Mustaqim. Hahah, he was so fun to be around. :) " Boleh tak boleh? " ...