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SS sucks! I only managed to pass the paper barely. I'm 3 marks away from passing combined humans. Shitty mood. Blablabla. When you're mad, eat chocolate and ice cream. Wooo!

I shall make it a post a day, whenever I could get online. Countdown: 27 more days. I realised that I really need to chiong for Sciences and Combined Humanities. Basically, it means that I need to chiong for all subjects! Lol. Shit. Why do I have this feeling that just bugs me. Darn. Must persevere. Who knows, my name could just be called during the result day. (: Hahah! Okay, crap. Bye!

Got back most papers today. Passed all except Combined Humanities. I think. Man oh man. I could almost die checking through the Math papers. So many careless mistakes! Stupid dumb ass. I'm left with Malay and SS paper. I hope I pass SS. (: Ahh, I'm so dead. Must stop all these nonsense. Ah, Firdaus Juma'at! Why are you one year younger? Hahah. Okay, lol. I should stop this. I can't post this on facebook ay. Hahaha! Btw, yesterday, while I was taking the train, Saw this group of half-ers going for raya. Irks. I think it's them, who I read about before in the papers. It's not that I can't accept them but I just believed that they could have chosen a different path. It's quite sad actually. Such handsome faces and turns out that they are not that straight. ): Whatever lah. O's is 27 days away! Raaaaandom.

I'm feeling so null right now. No idea why. My body feels tired but I just can close my eyes to sleep. I'm feeling dead bored and it's best that I do some mind map. Yet, I feel so restraint from touching my books. I feel like going out, hanging out. But it's already so late, which shopping mall is still open at this time? I don't know what's wrong with me. I need somebody to chat with. So badly. I miss my primary school friends. I'm hoping for end-of-year outing. Please oh please. I freaking love my malay class. Cause, even when they have their flaws, they are still the best. (:

I should be in school doing the video thing. But, look at the time! I'm too lazy to go and it will end soon anyway. Even though I feel bad..): Sorry, G. Anyway, yesterday HML girls raya was totally awesome! Even though because some people were half-an-hour late (LOL) We still managed and complete all the houses we planned to go! Well, it ended really late but great great! We even went to Ms Ratna's house and met the boys there. Lol. The girls were screaming when they found out the boys came. HAHAH! On the way to H's house, somebody dropped her money along the road. Should have video-ed it. LOL. Can stomp it. Hahahah! The last house was the most hilarious. TIRAMISU! & F kept disturbing A's mom. LOL. Hahah, what a great day. Gonna have another awesome day today! At last, NSNJRR will be united! :D {/edit!} Wooo! Raya ended at my house at 12.20am. Isn't it totally awesome? Hahah. I pity the boys that live so far though. Hahah, a lot of them turned up. The 6 of us fi...

Heyyyy! Alright, don't know why I'm here. Really felt like blogging but then I forgot what to blog about. Ahhh, hungry even though I ate my dinner and supper! ): Anyway, sister is away in Genting! Like unbelievable. Just because she's 21 and having school vacation. Thursday, Thursday. Can't wait! Friday too! Hopefully she remembers to tell me the details. (: Having Physics and Amath later. No school tomorrow(YAY!) Then having Chemistry on Thursday plus class video. Hopefully everything goes smoothly and won't end late. (: Ahh, whose line is really the best show ever. Will never fail to make me smileeeee! :D

I just saw Joel's countdown and wondered why he counted till 56 days when O's is 38 days away. Hmm, countdown to end of it? Hahah, that's cool. You know, when everyone is so worried about how soon it will be (And yes, it is coming very very soon!) You just think about the day of freedom. When your life of hardwork end for awhile. When you let your hair down and just break free. Wait for two months or less then the result is out. Everything is moving so quickly this year. I could still clearly recall last year's raya outing even though it has been like 10 months or something. I could still remember the night 2009 ended and everyone sent sms and wished each other like it just happened w days ago. The sigh of relieve but a tinge of sadness that 2009 left and 2010 arrived. Oh my, 2009. Even when we were breaking apart, we tried to hold on. Till it could not be helped. The times I spent alone during recess because I lost people I loved most. The days I cried in school becaus...

I don't know what to blog about today. Oh yeah, I'm out of ideas for what to buy for people. So better give hints when your birthday is approaching. (: Ahhh, I feel so crappy now. It's like I want to do something I really like but I don't like what I'm doing. You know, that kind of feeling. You want but you don't want. Yeah, moodswing. Ah, everything so shit right now. Should go and find something else to do. Sorry bloggie..):

Taking a long break before getting back to Physics. Suddenly I feel so scared again. What if I fail again this time round? What if I get a score of 30 or even worse, 36 and more. Killing myself here man. Need need to pass Physics. I wanted to meet her today but I changed my mind. I feel so god damn guilty. It's the shitty feeling inside that just burn me bit by bit. That feeling of fear. I hate that feeling.

The first three days of Raya was totally awesome. Especially the first two days. Specifically the first day. Lol. I'm waiting for Thursday to come. Then finally, some kind of end of prelims. Heheh. My gosh, should stop being so complacent. Must go and revise Math now. Shiiiet. Where's my compass? Hahah, totally random. I should really see her tomorrow. Oh yeah, why both jalan raya on 24th? I want to plan for HML jalan raya but Malay class having one too. Seemed that most are going and I want to go too. Can have shift? But mass jalan raya can never end in 8 hours. It will take the whole day to complete one jalan ray or it won't be satisfying. Seriously. I really want to meet my Malay class. At least they come to my house or something. I really want to meet them, omg. Okay, thinkthinkthink!

Cleaning up the house! Well, was cleaning then sister asked me to check the net and here I am. Can't get out, too lazy to clean already. Hahah! Okay, I shal say STOP! to this. Shall watch one video and go! :D Ahh, so many work to do. Still haven't study! ): Prelims lehhh, csnnot fail again. Must score as well I will in Os. Lol. Shucks lah. So many things to do in such a short time! Anyway, buka is almost here! (: Hungry hungry baby. Dah siapkan sms raya belum? Woots!

I think I just had my worst nightmare ever. At first, I dreamt that my arwah nyai wanted to leave us for old folks home Like she packed her bags and all in a travelling bag. I was fine with it, because I thought I would trick her into staying. Suddenly the story changed and it was actually ayah who wanted to leave us. He said he was going to work and was contemplating whether he should come home first. Then, in my dream. I held onto his bag and cried. Oh no, a real nightmare indeed. Anyway. I think I got my heart beating again. LOL. Roshon Fegan! My gosh, his dimples are so damn cute. Irrisistible. I can watch It's On music video over and over again. Haaaaaaaa.

Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me, and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be. Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we meet, and you see me waiting for you on the corner of the street. And I'm not moving. I used to love these words. I still do. Saying the lines slowly cause it's more meaningful. Ahh, old times. Back to study mood. Holiday is over for me. Time for notes, studies, tys, prelims. All the best for N's! Jiayou! Jiayou! :D

Hi. I miss my NC1 kiddos. I kind of think somebody keeps trying to break us apart. First, took away Azimah. Now, Tian En is gone. Hoh Shi Ying, the only that's left. Come girl, gonna beat them both and get those trophies! NC1 gonna be the best. Show them how strong we NC1 is! No matter what happens, we will always be the best. We are not called NC 1 for no reason. (: I wish I could have back Azimah and Tian En in NC1. Just like NC1'09. Well, it's okay. Still will see NA'11. Gonna defeat them again. Hehes. Okay, interrogation by aunt cause mummy's away. Hahah. *faints*

I'm so tired that I'm currently blogging while lying down. Seriously, I'm beat. One more week left till raya. Then it's the prelims. 3 weeks after that, O level starts. Jiayou people who are sitting for N's. All the best! May you get great results and say hello to being the senior of the seniors in the school. :D Physics, Math, Chem. Everybody can't wait till O's is over and done with. Hahah, set up a campfire! :)

The more I'm trying to stop, the more obsessed I get. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! My juniors miss me too much! :D Aiyayayayai! Gifts, gifts! I haven't do my gifts! ): Yay, 4 more pages. Then I will finally be done! Hopefully.