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Heyyyy! So my journey in MCS drama finally has come to an end with the performance of the 2 months long "Minah & Linah - Kisah Subar Laut dan Subar Darat" held at Siglap South CC last Thursday. Well, had a birthday celebration in the morning break for Charmaine, Hanzalah and Jeannette. Fruit cake yums! :D After that was a half an hour practical lesson for Hanz and me. Then it was rush hour for us to the bus. Well, on the way back to the cupboard, the keys slipped off my hand and slid across and into a drain . T.T What a timing! Called Mr Kwok for help, hahaha, but the drain was stuck. Had to go without the keys and off to Siglap South CC. Hopefully they've retrieved the keys for us. If not, aiyayai~ So practised my lines with my "daughters" till we reached the place. Checked the props, costumes, lunch. Went shopping with Liana and Cikgu. Hahaha, irritating much. Back from lunch, had full dry run. Vocals and all. Next was make up! Had to be old so Abang Syuk ...

Hey, life pretty much sucks right now. Just because of a game of truth. I hurt a friend. And I don't even know if we're okay. So we're on awkward terms. More awkward, cold treatment. I wish I could take it back. But what else can I do. At that moment, I feel like I should just let you know everything. Bad idea, Naj. ): So got scolded during GP. Well, I was the spark to her anger because she thought I was sleeping. So she slammed her laptop and all, saying we're all lazy. Saying that I don't even care about GP, that I always sleep in her class. When she always assuming that I'm sleepy. But did felt guilty too. When my mind was supposed to be on GP, my mind was wandering off. Thinking about this friendship. And I cried in school. Thinking about everything that was happening. The fear of losing a friend completely. Hoping that I could talk to you. Hoping that we could be normal again. I'm just hoping. I know you're not looking...

Hey, it's Saturday night so I'm home alone~ Suppose to be studying but I'm just too tired. Good ah Naj, keep up with this. So had dance today. Cheography is still on-going and yeah, I just hope that we could make Cikgu Azmi proud. Our dance, I believe is not up to the standard that people should pay to watch us. Hmm. JIAYOU MCS! WE CAN DO THIS! After dance, went to lunch with the usuals. It was much much quieter without Iffa. HAHAHA! We could just imagine how she would react at certain moment. LOL! Then played true or dare round 2. Did food dares and played a round table truth. Main question: 5 things you want to do It was tough to come up with 5. And it got me thinking, what are 5 things I want to before I reach 27? 1. Get a rich husband (because I want to be a housewife and have kids by 27 like my sister-in-law) 2. Be in a career that I enjoy doing 3. Have a fairytale like wedding 4. Travel around to Europe or somewhere far with my family 5....

Every bad morning will end up great. Well, it works the opposite way too. On days I thought it would be good, I'll feel so hurt in the end. Well, I know what's the reason for me feeling so down at the end of the day. But yeah. Hope that it will end soon BUT ANYWAY... I PASSED MY FREAKING 2.4KM RUN TODAY! Well, finally after 9 years of doing NAPFA, well, I finally passed the run! Thanks to Jean who was running beside me, well, we paced each other. But oh my gosh, the feeling of passing this component finally has made the day such an awesome one! Felt especially proud of myself. Hahah, cos I walked quickly at the half 5th and 6th round. Then I sprinted and passed Jean who was running at the normal pace and was like "Come on Jean, sprint!" Andddddddd, I passed my NAPFA at 16.4+ min! Hehehehehehehe. Even though that's still an E grade, IMMAHAPPYGIRL94! Wut up, woots woots! Okay stop it. Hahaha. Besides that, it's SITI NURBASYIRAH AZHAR...