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My stomach hurts a lot when I sneeze. Darn napfa test.. My whole body hurts too much. I think it's due to lack of sleep too. :O I am currently so in love with phone. Especially in love with the screen. I think i've made the right choice for screen. i LOVE DAISO TOO! And I get jealous everytime I look at my juniors. I still can't get over the lack of opportunities for us. I think I want to be a footdrill instructor. Yet, I don't want to go for OTC. I don't want to suffer and get all scared for SJ anymore. I've had enough for 4 years already. Teehees. Oh well. Boy oh boy. I hate this. Well, now it's not about KSJ. It's about ending O's with a smile. :D

I'm not done with Chemistry. Neither am I done with Physics. I still have Geography to do. I still have Geography to study for. Ahhhh. Not again. Lol. And I'm still here? What the heck am I doing, seriously?

Hello blogger! I have amazing news! Lol I'm so blessed and appreciate that very much right now. So, now, gonna work hard till O's over and done with. Gonna get my distinctions baby! (:

Shittttttt! I;m so scared for later's PTM! Well, I've prepared my sorry speech. And "my fault" speech. But adults won't understand! Dangggggg it! I'm gonna die. So I better enjoy myself now. Bye bye~

Yesterday was fun! Okay, aside with the crappy Michael insident. Totally, " What the ..........?! " After looking for my awesome juniors all over the school, we finally met at Lot 1. Kinda weird huh? :S So next, we headed for BPP. SWENSENS! Off to a nice start. Lovely pizza and ice cream. Hate the price though, $25 gone into the stomach. But it's okay. For the love of my babies. :D Then we got into Daiso. Played with the cool stuff selling there. We bought a team pen. So then, the theme was decided! :D They have hats, I have the crown. :D Loves had to leave soon after.. So, today. Normal. I could have gotten my Motorola today. Sadly, Math had to ruin it. Stupid Math. I break up with it already. :P Aww no. I still love you Math. You're the only thing that gives me my As. Sadly, things have been rough lately. It's not going so well with Math. Got too jealous that I spent time with Geog and other subjects. Haizz. Lol. Okay, stop babbling now. I have 3 things due tomo...

There's a point of time in life. When you just don't know what to do? Then you ask, " What do I really want? " For now, there's a lot of things that I want. Somehow, it's contradicting. I want to be smart but I want to slack. I want drop to sub-Science but I want to stay in Pure Science. I want to do notes but I want to have more pens. ( Okay, no link.. ) There's really a lot of things that I want now. Yet, what do I really want? I confuse myself all the time. This and that. After all the evaluation. The pros and cons. The question is still the same. . . . . . . . What do I really want? I want to forget about the "imagination" but I want to keep it as memories. I want to stop this "addiction" but I want to take a peek at it. I want to stay as far away but I want to have a conversation. I want to be free but I want to make me happy.

DESPICABLE ME!!!!!! I still can't get over how cute is the movie! I think Jnh still can't get over that we weren't watching 3D. Lol. Watched it with SJS♥ yesterday after Adam Khoo. The "1 hour of motivation", as Basyirah said it, was poop. Irritating. Pay you for you to teach us new stuff. Not to scold us and talk about how important your slide is. Blablabla. Then went to Lot 1. Bought tickets and popcorn. Hahah, went in. The movie haven't even started and we already ate like 1/4 of the popcorn. . . . . . . . . ADORABLE! The movie is very adorable! Ahhhh. I love the last part, when the minions asked for a kiss. Sadly, it's not uploaded in Youtube. Photos! Okay. I want to get new lenses. New phone. Hopefully. My brother,... Alright, bye! :D

Today is bad. Everything was bad. I'm so oppressed, depressed, whatever.. Happy, happy, happy!

First things first, I found a brand new love. :D Yet, I'm still unsure. I mean, none of my family members own those brand. They only have Nokia and Samsung. Plus 1 Motorola too. Haizz, so complicated. Alright, next up is the English new band. I'm not in Ms Lee's class anymore. You know what they always say, appreciate what you have before it's gone. I kind of miss her. The humour in class. Oh, I was just getting started to have an optimistic mindset. And I'm not in her class anymore. ): Now, results? Spain won and it's heartbreaking for Holland. The match was really long. Nil-nil, only scored at the last 5 minutes or something. Lol. ( Macam Jnh, hahah! Macam paham jer.. ) I failed Combined Humanities. It's alright, surprising enough, I only 4 marks away to passing for Geography. SS on the other hand, pfffffft! A Math is disappointing. Doing the corrections is even worse. I realised I could have done a lot better if only I wasn't careless. You know that f...

I wanted to watch WLIIA? but caught up with Happy Tree Friends instead. How sadist can the cartoonist be? I don't know how people find it funny. Lol, weird. Okay bye. Will edit update later or something. :D ]edit;[ RETAKE CLASS PHOTO! It will never look perfect. ): I bet 4/5 people in the world will catch the World Cup today. I'm rooting for Germany. Then go against Netherlands and win the World Cup 2010. I really hope Germany wins. (Even though I don't watch soccer, lol.) & I've prepared for the match too. Hahah, things that will keep us awake in case it gets as boring as other matches.. (:

I found her old blog. Read the old posts. She used to have my name in almost every post. I used to have hers too. Guess time changed. Emo mood. Or what we used to say, mo-e. Hehs I wonder how it all started. Well, I knew very well how it started. How it ended. If I had just one more day I would tell you how much that I've missed you Since you've been away Oh, it's dangerous It's so out of line To try and turn back time I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself By hurting you The stupidest thing I would have done is to let this come an end. Letting a presence ruin our whole friendship. In good terms now, but it's awkward to bring it back to great. It's just is.

Watched ECLIPSE today! Met up with cousins. I was the late one. So went up to the movie theater and they weren't there. Then rushed down to Mac and looked around. Weren't there either. Lol. And guess what? They were outside. =.= Hahah! Buat penat aku je... Then waited at Mac till the movie's about to start. Movie started... Can't believe Eclipse is quite funny. Especially the Edward vs Jacob part. &, need I say more about Jacob Black? :D & the Riley cast ((: After the movie, had to rush to meet Zikri and Jelina . Studied :D Not much, but still studied :D Then went home. Watched 2 episodes of Spongebob. LOL. Okay. Tomorrow is the last paper! :D Then, back to lessons! D:

I was so WRONG! Camp was fun after all! Even though when I came, we just ate, prayed and slept. Hahah. It's the feeling, made me feel happy. Release from everything. :D Then went to Jamiyah's Darul Ma'wa Charity. Saw Mum's friend as the MC. He was hilarious! =D Watched Kebayarobik, Dikir Barat, Sanskrit(?), Adha and Aliff Aziz. (: Fun fun. Then I slept. :S Tomorrow going to watch Eclipse! Then maybe studying. Hope it happens! I can't wait :D I can't sleep~~ Blablabla. I shall go watch my favourite show ever. :D

I don't want to go for that camp! This is so awkward. Fine fine fine. ):

3am now. I'm so tired. I want to sleep but I want to play computer. No school tomorrow, no training! :D Wow, this ain't fair. 3 against 1. Oh, whatever. My eyes rule at rolling 270°! :D

It's 3pm and the rain is still as heavy as ever. Will there be a Cultural Fiesta tonight? Thinking about it, I'm feeling lazy to go. But nonetheless, it's the last year. Would lose out if I'm skipping it. & hey, I'm so loving this blogskin. Won't be another month till I find it be a bore and plain grey. Then I find a new love of blogskin. (: Ahh, another thing, what to wear? That orange shirt? I don't want to. ):

I'm left with MCQs! My prelim 1B is unofficially over and done with. Today, worst paper of the Prelims. I just screwed with Prelim 1. It's alright, still have Prelim 2 and then the Os! Gotta start working on Chemistry and Geography! YAY! I don't have school today. Although, there's Cultural Fiesta Night. Can't wait, hope I won't feel a waste. Well, Today just seemed to have the great movies I want to watch. What a nice day date, July 2. :D I'm so looking forward to NC1 and a movie outing. Better make it happen girls! Sterling Knight! :)