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Well, I've been gone for a long time. I thought that when I'm in the mood to create a new post, it would be about my birthday celebration and Atiqah's birthday celebration, and my results and everything that happened in between while I was not posting. But unfortunately, this post is another one along the line of death. A week and a few days ago I believe, I woke up to this news of a missing plane. MH370 a plane from KL to Beijing which departed around midnight, was suddenly left without a trace. I've never invested myself in this issue. Maybe for a few days, yes, but as time passed, I didn't have any hope because I wasn't involved at all. But a few hours ago, the statement was released that it has in fact has crashed and they are somewhere in the sea of the Indian Ocean. It didn't really hit me till I saw an Instagram picture of how deep the sea in. One thing about me, I may be an aquarian but water is my biggest fear. And I started imag...

There's always that day in the month when you are experiencing your lowest point, people have to put you down even further.

Well, I'm supposed to post about my birthday. I still remember what happened but it's just that to put it in words, it's quite a challenge for me. But I'll do all that later. Let's talk about today. It's the 3rd of March. It's my parents' 35th anniversary! Unfortunately, it's also the day I get my results for the second time. Deeeeeeep in my heart and soul, I know what my results will be like. But I'm really hoping that it wouldn't be that way? Like a strange miracle will happen and my results won't be that bad as I think it would. Hmmmmmm.

I don't know what song to quote today cos I haven't been listening to any for the past few days. SO ANYWAY... It's the one week countdown to 9 FEBRUARY! Hehehehehe. I mean, in my opinion, turning 20 is a huge thing! The celebration should be bigger than turning 21. It's like living for 2 decades, and you've reached that pre-adulthood. I mean, cos for some reason 21 is the real adult age and only then you can be responsible for things. Hmm, I don't know if that's a good thing or not. On one hand, I'm so pissed that I can't authorise the collection of certain stuff and I have to depend on other older people. On the other, (well this mostly talks about the law so yeah...skip) Back to the countdown, I was thinking I should probably countdown the top 20 something of my life. Then I couldn't decide on what should I rank. The most exciting things? The biggest achievements (like as if I have 20 of them...) ? Top 20 dreams? Or even ranki...

Hi, this is long overdue, just like everything that I actually have to do HA HA. Lately, I've been losing inspiration. Like I want to do something creative but I couldn't get anything out. For example, a blogskin. Doing a blogskin used to be a pretty big deal for me. Like I would want something that expresses me. And I think I've been having difficulty in expressing myself. Omg is it because I used to use all these emo stuff as an inspiration? Or something I'm obsessed with. And now, I'm just like *YAWNS* "Next!" kind of thing. Probably used up all the ideas I had and now everything seems a little cliché for me. Well, I kind of vowed to myself that I'll change this blogskin soon. HA WHO CARES! In other news, I really would like to own the rainbow Quran with translation! I've recently been helping my friends with the Muslim Society's projects. Well, wait there's a story to it! So I've decided to help out ...

So I don't know when, but I suddenly thought of watching all the story of Disney's Princesses. I've never actually watched any of them, except for Mulan, like not even Aladdin even though it's been on air so many times. Well, it started out with Frozen , which made me cry just 10 minutes into the movie! And then twice after, oh my, the movie is just so heart warming. And I never thought the actual villain in the movie was Prince Hans! I thought Kristoff was meant for Elsa until Anna met Christo and then I thought Anna would be with Kristoff and Elsa would get Hans but Elsa didn't have a prince or king but ahhhh just a wonderful story! So I thought I should go down the line of princesses.. Then I watched Brave . Hmm, Merida was alright, I got a review from my friends that out of the 3 latest Disney princess movies, Brave is the lowest. I supposed that is because of the fact that there's no Prince or any good looking male characters. I was just wa...

Sooooo, I had another interesting day of the year! In a summary, I feel like I had breakfast with Atq, lunch with Ami, tea break with DINAF and dinner with Nana. It's really awesome, like to end the day knowing you've interacted with most of your closest friends. And Ayah bought egg prata for breakfast at last! Had a yummy breakfast then pretty much chatted with Atq until Ahmad Zaki came. Took care of my baby till he sleeps, so happy to see him happy to see me HEHEH! Then Ami randomly asked me if I'm free for lunch, I was going out anyway so we met at Wendy's! Even though it was just for awhile, every minute was enjoyable! Talked about education and life and WHY MUST THEY KEEP BUILDING ON ANY EMPTY SPACES LIKE LET US BREATHE MAN PLEASE! Well, that was one bummer, I feel so...angry. Don't you ever feel constricted, crammed and somehow choke by all this buildings around Singapore? Anyway, after that we parted ways and then I met Mira to go for the ...