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Hello! Well, I said that I didn't want to post anything till raya or anything but hey, today is really a SPECIAL DAY! Although I still have PQ, AQ, and many other things to do and despite Mr Dennis Yeo's talk today about sacrifice, I definitely have to blog about today! Number 1 being that I got a new niece! Her name is Nur Qaisarah Alisha Well, I haven't met her yet(I hope I will soon!) because I had my long-awaited MCS FAREWELL ~!!!!! It started out a bit late because some of us had listening compre(which I had to stone/sleep for half-an-hour before in the room before the paper actually starts) And yes it was UH-MAZIIIIIING! With all those announcements, fasten your seat belts all, so cute! And I like the games and I love the group I was put in! SHUFFLERS~❤ Especially the dance dare~~ Hahahah. Although I could say it was a bit fail ahahahahah, like we couldn't have this continuous strikes but it's alright! They also had these sweet notes for...

I've been wanting to blog for a long time ever since my last post but I just don't know how to start. Hence, the intro. Haaaaaah. Something is definitely bothering me. You know, those days when I really want to tell the web how I feel but I just can't put it in real words? Well, maybe I could but I just don't want to? Why wouldn't I want to if it's bothering me so much? Haizz, what are all these questions? I don't even know what I'm blabbering about. Maybe just the thought of.. Haizz never mind. A level is 16 weeks away. I guess I better start focussing now and forget about the real future. Much of irony into it but sigh it's okay. If I get good results that will put me through the university, I will get a good future. And now, just lead life as per normal. It's the last lap of the race. Nobody's waiting for you. Everyone is on their own. And I'm looking through the uni courses available. Hmm...

I have a confession..... Don't you just miss that? Primary school days when we were just brave enough to tell the people we adore how we feel about them? Hahaha. Something that's non-existent in this age. Hmm. Anyway, sexuality education yesterday was great. I totally didn't expect that. I thought that it would be the normal ABC things that they will usually remind us of. However, yesterday's class was a little different because finally, they chose to teach us something that we all have thoughts about: Finding the 'one' The instructors that my class got was a romantic couple that didn't expose their identity as a married couple until the closing with a touching story that made the girls cry. It was totally like awwwwwwwwwwww moment when he was saying that "I chose to tell the truth despite the risk of losing her..." and then he goes "...why not let her share..." and he took his wife which was the woman instructo...

Salam Nisfu Syaaban to all Muslims out there :) And it's raining tonight ;) Alhamdulillah! Anyway, today has been awesome! I mean apart from the horrendous paper in the morning... The after-mye affair was unforgettable! Well, today is my "love" birthday. Hahahaha. I mean Lav. No, I mean L? Hahahah, kidding it's Lavaneswari! So actually had a slight glitch because Lava actually went to the Cafe so Hanz and Jean couldn't take the cake. Hahaha. Thank goodness for Nazira and Visha who could lure her away! And so the class successfully smashed Lava's face with whipped cream. Hahahah epic moment, was wondering if Lava was on her way here and they already smashed her face! So in the end she smelled like batter, milk with flour. Yummy! Hahaha, I'm not joking. She reminded me of the times when I'm baking something. Hmmmm. It was a good class gathering. :) And so, since we were already done with MYE, we didn't know what to do. ...

I have so many dreams, I don't know why I'm just afraid to go after it. Maybe I'm afraid of rejections? Yes, I am afraid of rejections. I could give you the world but you can only get them if you want to take it from my hand. I think I'll be the only to get what I'm saying but it doesn't matter lah cos no one's reading anyway... Just hope you can feel what I felt too. That I really meant it when I say I miss you. I miss life with you, bestie. Why did we ever had to grow up and go our own ways. Anyway, Happy belated birthday! I just hope I could get all these gifts to you (: Love you, XOXO

4:30-4:55 THIS Have been watching Darren Criss' Starkid Productions on Youtube for the past few days. It started with A Very Potter Musical then to A Very Potter Sequel and I've just watched Me and My Dick . Well, it's an adult theatre production so the language could be quite crude. I mean, it's theatre and you have be open minded with this kind of things. Hmm, I wish I was allowed to be in that line. It's nothing about being popular or well liked to be a part of a theatre production. It's more about how it makes me feel happy and satisfied. I mean, whenever a celebrity just says " I'm doing this for all my fans out there " and a normal person's reaction would be just like whattttttttever . Yet, watching this theatre production, shows like Glee, it very much reminded me of being a part of Minah & Linah. Well, it's a long and tedious process but the outcome of it, fulfilment. There's a sense of joy being able to per...

Hey Ho~ I'm currently addicted to Junior Doctor's "Uh Oh"! You must watch the video, notice the cute drummer please! I've been replaying that for days. Oh gosh! Hahah. And now I'm sick. Down with cough and flu after "Khazanah & Warisan" Yeah, "Khazanah & Warisan", my last ever project in MCS. Seriously, seriously, the last one ever. Hehs. So it was on Tuesday, we only had 4 days to rehearse. Which, I only came for 1 day because I had to balik kampung on Saturday. :D So, it was the shortest time ever for a performance for a respectable crowd~ "Kita punya pilihan, memilih jalan sendiri..." So I went to Malacca because my cousin got married! Aww, she's a wife already. Not too long ago, we used to little and play around kampung like little kids do. How time flies~ Oh yes, slept at King's Hotel with sister-in-laws, fully paid by big brother! Played with the babies~ They were so adorable! Then had my Malay paper on Mon...