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So it's passed 12 already, making it 23rd of September.... Well, wanted to post about the 22nd of September actualy on the 22nd but well yeah, time just don't permit. So anyway, I really had an awesome up-and-down day on the 22nd! Okay, here's a full story~! (It's gonna be long and well yeah, I may include explicit details but I'm not bragging or anything, I'm just really glad I've survived and everything turned out successfully :D) (Plus, I want to remember every single detail cos it's just too awesome!) It started on a Friday, 21st when I had my last prelim paper on that day. So since out of the 7 of us, only Firzanah wasn't in school, it was a perfect chance to plan for the big day. Of course, with the help of the excited Hanz who wasn't even attending the picnic, we made a few decisions and eventually went home at 12 noon even though we all ended at 9am. Then apparently, just my luck, I felt lethargic and had the symptoms of fal...

So, first of all, I would like to wish this special girl, who goes by the name of AMIRAH MOHAMED YAMIN, a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! So it's like 6 years eh since I first got to know you! Hahaha, I tell you, if never be cute and ask for my number(aiseh sounds wrong but true story), I would never get to know how wonderful you are really and it's awesome to have a friend like you! So, on this very special day of yours (I know it's ending soon but hey, you turn 18 in a day but you stay 18 for a year!), do be happy and have a great time. May you have a blessed and blissful 18th year ahead and do enjoy it will you can cos babe we only got less than 2 years before we get and feel old :( Oh, but you can't be sad cos it's a happy day so don't be sad okay. Hope to see you soon! :D ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ So if I wrote first of all, I must have more than one point to this post right? Oh right, I don't hehehe. Okay, prelims suck and I'm not rea...

Hello. Firstly, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all muslims out there. Sorry this post came a bit late. Had been busy with the raya outings and serving guests and yeah, school is still on for another week before the September break and then prelims. Ahh, stress. Must really get it right this time. C for GP (though I think it's impossible, at least a D?), C for Physics or even a B, pass my Chemistry for the first time ever or else I'm screwed and will fail my Chem A's, get a good passing grade for Mathematics after so long and get a B or A for Malay and Literature. 2 weeks left to get all this in my head and finally prove to myself that I still have hope to get somewhere in life. My dad had it planned out for me. If I can't get into NUS, I shall try NTU and if not, hello Malaysia Uni for me. HAHAHAhahahah. No please, I don't want to be away from my family. Even though I'm getting to the big 2 soon, I mean reaching 20, I still fe...

Hello! Well, I said that I didn't want to post anything till raya or anything but hey, today is really a SPECIAL DAY! Although I still have PQ, AQ, and many other things to do and despite Mr Dennis Yeo's talk today about sacrifice, I definitely have to blog about today! Number 1 being that I got a new niece! Her name is Nur Qaisarah Alisha Well, I haven't met her yet(I hope I will soon!) because I had my long-awaited MCS FAREWELL ~!!!!! It started out a bit late because some of us had listening compre(which I had to stone/sleep for half-an-hour before in the room before the paper actually starts) And yes it was UH-MAZIIIIIING! With all those announcements, fasten your seat belts all, so cute! And I like the games and I love the group I was put in! SHUFFLERS~❤ Especially the dance dare~~ Hahahah. Although I could say it was a bit fail ahahahahah, like we couldn't have this continuous strikes but it's alright! They also had these sweet notes for...

I've been wanting to blog for a long time ever since my last post but I just don't know how to start. Hence, the intro. Haaaaaah. Something is definitely bothering me. You know, those days when I really want to tell the web how I feel but I just can't put it in real words? Well, maybe I could but I just don't want to? Why wouldn't I want to if it's bothering me so much? Haizz, what are all these questions? I don't even know what I'm blabbering about. Maybe just the thought of.. Haizz never mind. A level is 16 weeks away. I guess I better start focussing now and forget about the real future. Much of irony into it but sigh it's okay. If I get good results that will put me through the university, I will get a good future. And now, just lead life as per normal. It's the last lap of the race. Nobody's waiting for you. Everyone is on their own. And I'm looking through the uni courses available. Hmm...

I have a confession..... Don't you just miss that? Primary school days when we were just brave enough to tell the people we adore how we feel about them? Hahaha. Something that's non-existent in this age. Hmm. Anyway, sexuality education yesterday was great. I totally didn't expect that. I thought that it would be the normal ABC things that they will usually remind us of. However, yesterday's class was a little different because finally, they chose to teach us something that we all have thoughts about: Finding the 'one' The instructors that my class got was a romantic couple that didn't expose their identity as a married couple until the closing with a touching story that made the girls cry. It was totally like awwwwwwwwwwww moment when he was saying that "I chose to tell the truth despite the risk of losing her..." and then he goes "...why not let her share..." and he took his wife which was the woman instructo...

Salam Nisfu Syaaban to all Muslims out there :) And it's raining tonight ;) Alhamdulillah! Anyway, today has been awesome! I mean apart from the horrendous paper in the morning... The after-mye affair was unforgettable! Well, today is my "love" birthday. Hahahaha. I mean Lav. No, I mean L? Hahahah, kidding it's Lavaneswari! So actually had a slight glitch because Lava actually went to the Cafe so Hanz and Jean couldn't take the cake. Hahaha. Thank goodness for Nazira and Visha who could lure her away! And so the class successfully smashed Lava's face with whipped cream. Hahahah epic moment, was wondering if Lava was on her way here and they already smashed her face! So in the end she smelled like batter, milk with flour. Yummy! Hahaha, I'm not joking. She reminded me of the times when I'm baking something. Hmmmm. It was a good class gathering. :) And so, since we were already done with MYE, we didn't know what to do. ...