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Hey! It has been a tiring but super awesome weekend! Went for the Teater Artistik Workshop! Haaaaaaaa, I'm loving it so much! Not once did I regret joining this workshop~ :D

Hello. I'm tired. I think I'm emotionally tired. No, don't get me wrong. I'm not stressed up by the work I have to. I like doing it and that is not what's making me tired. Neither is it about the my academics that's making me emotionally tired. It's just. Hmm, it's coming to the end of the month. So my heart is a little weak during the end of the month. I get angry or frustrated so easily by such minor things that too minute. And this side of me, is getting to my nerves. Hahah, I know it doesn't make sense. Well, I just this side of me you know. The super emotionally disturbed kind. Always not happy with certain stuff. Oh my. I hate this moodswing~~~~~ 1 minute, I get so angry and frustrated for nothing, after that I would feel sad and hurt and then the guilty gets in. OMGOSHWHATSWRONGWITHME! Sigh, I just I could be there for her when times are happy, sad or bad. Not knowing the real story but just knowing that she...

Hi. It's 2am and I can't sleep. Well, it's not my bedtime yet. And I have to reach school early tomorrow. Dieeeee~ I just hope I can reach school on time later, I meant, and then we can settle the mlep stuff. Hahahah! It has been on my mind for the whole day! I woke up to messages for mlep meeting, got another message to check out something planned and then this whole complication started. LOL! And just when I thought I was done with it, another problem came up and everyone is just so confused. I think a big part of it is my fault. Ooops, sorry. :/ Just hope I can have the permission to clear all these up. You see, this mlep thing is on my mind 24/7. Even when I was supposed to pack my bag, I ended up sitting at the study table and planning of ways to make it less messy. Hahahah! I've become somewhat obsessed with this within a day! But hey, at least I get to know what type of a person am I now. Hmm. Okay, I think I've made myself feel tired enough...

“One of the most difficult things to think about in lie is one’s regrets. Something will happen to you, and you will do the wrong thing, and for years afterward you will wish you done something different.” “The way sadness works is one of the strangest riddles of the world.” “When someone is crying, of course, the noble thing to do is to comfort them. But if someone is trying to hide their tears, it may also be noble to pretend you do not notice them.” “...you know that a good, long session of weeping can often make you feel better, even if your circumstances have not changed one bit.” “Strange as it may seem, I still hope for the best, even though the best, like an interesting piece of mail, so rarely arrives, and even when it does it can be lost so easily.” “Arguing with somebody is never pleasant, but sometimes it is useful and necessary to do so.” “Friends can make you feel that the world is smaller and less sneaky than it really is, because you know people...

Hello! It's been a tiring week since I was gone~ I don't know why. I don't really do much academically nor physically. So why do I feel like I've been tortured every single day this week. Hahah. First of all, CNY is done! I've enjoyed every bit preparing for it. Making myself so useful. Hahah. Plus, the broom is doing its job bit by bit. Well, everything takes time right ;) And I still need to thank LAVA who helped us do the make up and all. She had to miss the class party because of this. ): I initially thought she didn't have to but there wasn't enough time to make up all of us. :/ Hmm. So up next, it would be the MLEP project. I'm so excited for it! :D Too bad we can't join in all the fun D: So I guess, I hope they would enjoy the orientation itself! Hmm, what else. Oh yeah, I went to Mustaffa Centre today! Mum asked me to go to the cosmetics section and OMGOSH~ Make-up palettes were just calling out to me. I ...

So I said I was going to come back yesterday but I didn't! Well, because I was so tired after the open house, review test, PE and the stay back with Atq, Hanz and Lava! I came home to play with Aniyah, who was so damn beautiful when she came yesterday, and then go to sleep when she went home. Damn, I'm still tired. :( I didn't even have to attend all the lessons for the first week. And I'm already so tired when I'm back for lessons. How can this be?! Haizz. I didn't knew J2 life would be this hectic. I never thought they would be blasting us with all these workload at only the first week. Ohmygosh~! Haizz. I feel so stuck in between. And I really don't know what to do to make you feel better. And I love the 6 of you so much as one that I can't stand to see this come to an end because of complications like these. ): Why is our clique so complicated? I feel like I'm trapped in a web and I'm looking for a broom...

So Day 1 of PJC's Open House is done! And I was so happy with the performance! I felt so motivated by the support we got! I mean when it was the performance time, everyone just crowd around us to watch our dance. And to hear the applause, it felt amazing. To know that some people wanted to watch us so badly was also another motivation. So we danced twice just to meet the high demand, cheyy! Hahah, kidding lah. We were actually quite bored and since all of us were still in our costumes, for the fun of it, JUST DANCE, GONNA BE OKAY, TUTIDIDU, JUST DANCE~~~~~ And then we did the mass dance and it was so so fun! :D Alright, gonna pause here because I want to watch Embun di Tengah Hari. Second last episode baybeh. Will be back, tomorrow! :P

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYY! It has been the second day of school of JC2 life and honestly, I'm tired. But I don't think it's because of the lesson but more because of what's after that. OPEN HOUSE IS TOMORROW! So we have been preparing for it for a month now. Well, I know there's still the CNY performance but yeah, this is it! Hahah. It's 11.37pm already. Why am I acting like there's no school tomorrow? Cos I don't have to attend lessons tomorrow! Heheh. Free for the first 2 periods and then I get to escape the rest. :P Yeah. Okay. I have to do some GP research actually. And apparently I just watched a guy testing the taser (the electric gun?) on himself and passed out for the rest of the video. Is that just plain stupid or what?! Seriously. -.- Anyway, I'm supposed to do some research but I'm not. And I have to complete my Chemistry work again. I have to read a novel for Thursday. Hmm. Pretty much have to stay strong this w...

Dumdadadum! SCHOOL REOPENS TOMORROW! Sian. Tons of homework not yet completed. And guess what? Every Monday is a full blast subject day! Except for Physics, I have Chem tutorial, Malay tutorial, Math tutorial AND lecture, GP tutorial AND lecture and of course, PE is like the cherry to icing! Hmph. I'm so scared for tomorrow. I must at least complete my Chemistry and do parts of Math in order to survive. BUT. My GC is spoilt so I can't really do Math without it. What a shame, what a shame. Haizz. I've been doing Chemistry for the past days and hours. So I guess I'll do GP because I want to be ready for GP if anything happens. I don't know. I have a feeling I won't be getting the same GP teacher. But I'm at least certain that all the others will stay the same. Oh my gosh! Who will be my PE teacher?! SHITTTTTTTT~! Ahhh, just watched Wizards of Waverly Place. Can't believe it has already ended. Thou...

Hello hello hello~ Well, I removed my tagboard again because it was redundant. Hahah. Seriously. -.- So anyway, my legs are aching, well, my thighs actually, because of dance! It has been a whole week of no dancing and suddenly you have that one day to get back to it, just have to keep pushing yourself, you know. Hahah. I feel like I have abused my legs constantly for 2 days now. Okay, maybe I abused it too much on the 3rd Jan itself. Had dance in the morning, then went to meet my 3 babies in the afternoon. Played bowling and pool! Awesome girls, I had a great time with them. Other than feeling old when I'm with them, I also felt happy that I finally get to meet them again after months of not seeing them! :D My awesome babies! Well, they all used to be mine. LOL. Hmm, ET wants to go PJC, just like her brother! I think that would be so awesome if she does! Hmmm. Thinking about this, I don't actually feel ready to welcome the new J1s. Hehs. But I'm...

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Hey! It's 3am in the morning of 1st January 2012! How you doing yo? HAHAHA! Crazy. I just posted a few hours ago and I'm posting again. But it doesn't count as a day because it's like posting after a year. Crazy talk. It's 3am in the morning, do remember that! Okay, I told myself I'm going to start touching my homework again. But yeah, apparently, I told myself too that I will touch the laptop for the last time. Hmm. I'm thinking of just touching the laptop every Sunday. Hmm, but I guess that will only happen after 9th of Jan, when school starts. Heheh. Sigh, can't wait for new episodes of PLL and GLEE! PLL will end in March and I will be anticipating every single episode every week, you bet I will. (: Okay. I want to say I want to shut down this laptop and get to work but I believe that I will shut down this laptop and go to sleep. I really want to sleep but I know I will end up staying up till 4 with the tv on and my eyes just not wanting to sleep beca...