ytd went to sembawang? fire station. sorry for my STML. so fun. had to cover up a small room before the gas enter. so panicky lahh. especially my dear sec two-s. lol. and we get to smell the smoke which i didnt smell because i breathed through my mouth all the time in the room. and then played with the fire extinguisher. i held it wrongly and ms ratna said "below SAYANG". i was like eerrr. ate macs with nurul. so hungry lahh. went around lot one alone. i dont care walking alone. went home rested for awhile then went to abg nawi's house at jurong west. so NICE!!! the best place to camwhore. but too bad i didnt bring my cam. and i imagined staying there. looking at the people playing basketball. that would so rock! my brother even created a gym room! gotta be so cool staying there. must buy a basketball. hehes. as if! mum and dad went home first. i waited for aniyah to go to sleep. which she eventually did at 10. went home with abg iwan. so scary sey! imagine riding motor in a dark jungle-like place. i thought i heard something like a frog croaking right at my ears. almost wanted to scream. there was nothing and so i wanted my brother to go faster. SCARY!

went out with sher today. we went to JP. had to rush back to school only for a donation CARD!!! should have taken tomorrow. had to part with sher~ and then i saw afida waiting for a bus. at last~! took the card and went home with shirin. and i saw JELINA!!! yayness! i miss her so much! almost felt like hugging her but maintain, her family is there. hahas. must be my lucky day today. i met my SAPS bestfriend. but i still havent see RINA NOORFAZLINA. when's the perfect day to meet everybody together? still waiting for that day~


she looked out of the window and thought to herself. is this the way she wants everything to be? or should she work on it to get it perfect? should she take the old yellow road? or the new green road? she was on her own right then.

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