Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, Oooh..

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you
But I know you won't be there

OOh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, by hurting you.

Somedays I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide, cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this
Oooh, Yeah..

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

OOh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, Oooh..

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much
That I've missed you since
You've been away.
Oooh, It's dangerous
so out of line...
to try and turn back time...

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself..
By hurting you...

........................

did something real bad today.
REAL BAD!

so why do i kept blaming on others?
when i know i was at fault.
why i put others in nuisance over my fault?
and why i keep on doing it over and over again even when i realise it?
why oh why oh why?!
why can't i just stop pointing fingers to others?
can't i get the control of myself?
i blame the world when everything's does not goes how i wanted.
i blame my family when i get shouts from mak.
i blame time when i cant do it on time.
i blame the teachers when i've got a big cross on my papers.
i blame my friends for not calling me anymore.
i blame every single thing when i know it's all my fault.
all my wants did everything wrong but instead i blame others.
why oh why oh why...
hurting myself by hurting you

SORRY if you have been offended by me.
large, big, small or tiny, please FORGIVE ME!

=))

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