Have been thinking since today CF. Mak &ayah was like, you should have join Kidol. Hahas. I feel like I want to, but wouldn't that be paiseh? You think you got the voice but people don't think like you? Hahas. Then I started singing all the way, eventhough my voice sucks! But nobody cares in the house of mine. Everyone sings here. Nice not nice? Just let it be heh. Then I thought about 1C. Wouldn't it be cool if we have our own music video? Lol. A little bit of this &a little bit of that comes a CRAPPY music video. Hahas. 1C stands for many things huh? I didn't really adore the letter 'C' until I came to 1C. Easy to make friends &before you realise it, we all start to send tags&comments&chats ending with something meaning i love you. &suddenly, I don't want to get separated with almost all of them. I'm scared of losing friends. I already kind of lose my primary school friends. But maybe, I'm too busy? What crap am I talking ab
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CHAOTIC DAY!! Hahas. Cultural Fiesta today. Hyper please! Hahas. SO let me tell you the whole thing okay. NVM. Nobody's reading anyway. Hahas. So I slept while doing my work yesterday. Basy, Rani &me conferenced before I get to dreamland. So long like 45 minutes! All I said was "Ah. Yea. Okay. Erm." Hahas. Only woke up at 5.20am. Panicked &so I was late. At least everything was quite alright. Chaotic. But we are always CHAOTIC. I was sweating so hard and kept on shouting. Panicked lahh duh. Scared if there weren't enough costumes. &those latecomers. It was really a pressurising. &so we were done and head to the parade square. HYPERACTIVE!! Okay, I wasn't so hyper. But I tried to be. Hahas. Kesian Amirah kene ejek. Folkdance with 1E first. Okay lahh. WanYi, Anisah &me were singing that TankoBushi song. Ahioiyoi! Hahas. Next was 1D. I didn't really paid attention. Because I was trying to calm my girlfriends &myself down. It was so scary.
NCC day today. SJ better lahh. Hahas! Erm..Today wasn't much. Art was quite fun because we get to draw! Lame lahh! No inspiration to draw for name! Recess had to show MsChen our costume. She say good or something? PRESSURE!! Tomorrow is the big day and we're not ready. Tomorrow have to reach school early. So there was only like 10min of recess. Hungry today! Chomped down my food. Hotness lahh today. &my girls, I think they're sick! Hahas. LessonsLessons. Assembly was totally a bore! Only released at 1.30. -_-! Tired! Need to do costume. What's rani&basy's home number?? Oh yeah. Got basy's. Rani's?? Later lahh. Bye!
Back to school was FUNFUNFUN! Well, I miss my Chaotic Chocs very much!! &I love MsNatasha! Hahas. Wait! Before studies, let's talk about SJ training & that important day. THE DAY BEFORE SJ DAY: So we had our trainings. Great improvement in SecOne Cadets! Yeah, no more "fun" game. Now the SecTwo Cadets have to play it. But we all have to do (22-10+5)pumpings. Gosh I hate that! By the time I got home, it was very tiring that I slept till 3am. Quickly finish homeworks and do my uniform. All the way till 5+ SJ DAY There were no bus. Had to take MRT. ARGH! Late so I was sweating like mad! Then we had to fall in. Waterbreak and he was there. PAISEH XI But I acted like he wasn't. Tried not to look at. OMG I did something wrong, Cut in a squad. GUILTY! Then we had to stand there for the whole assembly. My legs were aching. Stayed strong(chey XP). At last we get to sit but we had to carry our heavy bags by hand. The whole day we wore our uniform. P.E. time! Took our he
Back To School TODAY! ARGHness. Homeworks not done. DIEDIEDIE! Okay, so let's start from the morning. It was tiring. Got used to waking up at 9am. Hahas. Bathed all. Did my hair. Hate my fringe! Took 188 with AMIRAH!! She said Anisah asked to wait for her. But then Anisah never came so we went to school. Had to sit in the CF position and guess what? Anisah already lined-up. GRR! NVM. Enjoy first. Partnered Anisah. YAY! Free show. But we also have to perform and it was so confusing. The song ended earlier than us. But at least we were the "GOOD" ones. Hahas. As if! Then BLABLABLA. Went to class. Something's wrong! Ms Chen's name is missing! AUWW! She won't be our form teacher anymore. Only Ms Yeo. GRR!! Why did 1H teachers go away and steal ours?! Then MsNat came in. COOL! She's our History teacher. Love her. First impression to the top. History won't be boring after all!! RECESS. Ghost story by Fairuz. Went back to class. MsTang was late. Okay lahh. &q
BRRR! AKKKKS! SCHOOL REOPENS TOMORROW! 3HOMEWORKS OF MS TANG NOT DONE YET! DIEDIEDIE! Okay, so let make this post quick but long! Whatever lahh Najihah! Yesterday was superbly fun! Gonna miss Christine & Zhe Him! Yesterday there was POP. Have to come at 7. But I came later. &we had to change. ShenYangSIR & AiSuanMAAM checked our uniforms all until I don't know when because we weren't allowed to wear watches. LAST REHEARSAL! OUCH MY FOOT! &so it started. 1.There was promotion thingy. Copral to Sergeant. Sergeant to Staff Sergeant. >StandingAtTheBack< 2.Now there was the uniform parade or something. The were marching &it was so cool! Then MrKong went around to look at the uniforms on those sec4&sec3. 3. IT'S THE HURTING PART AGAIN! YAY! Kiddingme? Just had to sedia, senang diri, take pledge &stand there while the sun makes my boots hot. At least it wasn't as long as I expected. &I was standing on the second column, first row! I hate f
Oh hello world. Nobody read my blog anyway. Whatever, NAJIHAH! So today was normal. Nothing special. Went to library at BPP. Visited Aniyah who's cuter than ever &started talking YAAA. She's sick!! Pity her. She's a baby lahh please. SICK=PAIN! Especially for baby. OH NO! POP tomorrow. I'm totally not ready. My leg will hurt!! Especially if you have to stand real still. Crazy lahh. Going to have BBQ I think. If Shirin's going, then I'll go. D-UH! If not I would be lonely. With people I don't really interact with. I'm not the sociable type you know. I only talk if I know somebody well like my classmates &all those people. Because I'm REALLY LAME if you don't know me. I'd be lame if you know me too, sometimes. CRAPPINESS IS STARTING! Anyways, school will be back in just two days!! GOODNESS!! HOMEWORKS! Almost done. YAYS! At least lahh. Huhuhu. 12AM! NO WONDER YOU'RE NOT GROWING ANY TALLER LAHH NAJIHAH! &THOSE EYEBAGS TOO LAHH SA
Heys. URGHS! Homeworks not done yet! &missing almost everybody in school loads. &my primary friends+school. Have been thinking about my whole life lately. When I was a kid and all that. It's just that my sibling are making me feel invisible. REALLY! But I have been through that when I was younger. My siblings would play around, &when I come around, they stop playing saying because I was there. Hurt me alright. &I was given hurtful names. Although usually I'll get my way because I used my crying method, I still didn't get the love I wanted. It's like that feeling, EVERYONE HATES YOU. Often I thought they were jealous because I get all the love. How wrong were they. When I was small, I even thought of running away. I even packed(but asked for mak's help)! Crazy huh? I wish I was the OLDEST like Amirah. An ONLY CHILD like Hafizah. Or a MIDDLE child like Shirin. Okay, maybe the oldest is the best. I hate being the youngest. SERIOUS! Enough about that. I
HELLO! UHHS! These past two days have been a very tiring one!! REAL TIRING! You can ask shirin. Okay so let's start with yesterday. Came late for folkdance practice. Anyway, shirin and me didn't even practice because we were rushing for KSJ. But at least I saw people I misses! =)) So CUTE! Hahas. But some still weren't there. I mean people I miss lahh. Not the class. They were a total wreck! It was less than half who came. WHATEVER LAHH! Then had to change. So complicated! If no boots have to were quater-u, which we don't even know what it meant. But it was our first time. And so we had to do footdrill. So superbly tiring! Haven't even eat yet. Had to be still. &keep doing things over &over again!! At least Staff was the commander ¬ Sir ShenYang. Staff let us joke around at least. My leg was so painful because my toes were squished! I LOVE KELUAR BARIS! I mean the timing. TURN, CHECK-CHECK, LEFT RIGHT LEFT! Hahas. Ended at 6PM when we were supposed t
HELLOS! Today was FUN! Okay lahh. Well, made CUPCAKES! For Shereen. Started around 9.45 and ended at 12.30!!! Suppose to meet them at 12! Asked Sher to come to my house. She tasted a cupcake. I don't know if it tasted okay. But to me it was. Well it's the thought that counts. Hahas. And it was my first time doing it alone. Usually have my sister beside me. But now I'm doing it alone. YAYS! Then we took the MRT from Gombak to Jurong. & so we saw two guys waiting for Sher. Hahas. Compared height for a minute. Then we raced. First up was Riduwan, Hilmi and Shereen. Rid got 3rd. Hilmi got 2nd while Sher got 1st. Just like the way they sat. Then I raced with Sher. She got first and I got second! I suck at this racing thingy :S Then we all raced. We sat like this, Rid-Hilmi-Me-Shereen. &so were our rankings, 1st-2nd-3rd-4th. Sher who were first became last. KESIAN! Then we took neoprints. Boys are so NO FUN! Asked them to take neoprint with us, they don't want to!
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HMPF! Won't be seeing Aniyah today. Ayah LAZY! But NVM. It is Father's day right? Didn't do anything special today for Ayah. Don't get me WRONG! It's not that I don't care about Ayah. I DO! But he don't like presents. Even when kakak&me think of treating him, he end up paying the bills. I don't know. He is just not that present guy. &WHAT'S WRONG WITH FRIENDSTER? My profile keeps on disappearing! Have to do it AGAIN&AGAIN! Arghs! Not going to this time. HMPF! BYEBYE! TAGGIES!=) `E-rAh! = Takpetakpe. Miss you giganticly loads too!!=))
GRR! Aniyah didn't come afterall. Celebrating FATHER'S DAY maybe? NVM. Maybe I'll get to visit her later. I think. OHMYGOSH! Homeworks not done yet! ERGHS! Bored lahh. YAY! Tomorrow going out to celebrate Sher's BDAY. So excited. Meeting up with others too. Should ask Jelina but she have to bring her brother. Rina, I don't know. I think Diyanah is coming. Afida should be back. Will she come? Going Jurong Entertainment. Who knows who will I bump to? &What will my clumsiness do? Nervous+Excitement = ???! TAG REPLIES! aishah<3 = HELLO! Thx for dropping by. =)) ILU!!
HELLO! Bored. Nobody's tagging I can see. I mean, nothing to reply. ANYWAYS- Open house at AbgFaizal's new house. By the time we reached there, it was packed! Like totally can't get in. But we can still. WHAT TALKING ME?! Anyway, I thought Aniyah wouldn't be coming but SHE CAME!! So excited to the max lahh. But I still hate her bald hair! It's so sharp when I lie her head on my hand. Carry her a bit and then just talked with Nat, Millia and Naufal. &Millia has a doll which look almost alike with Aniyah! SO WEIRD! Wanted to say funny but that is not suitable for this situation. &YAY! Aniyah is coming tomorrow! SO GREAT! At last, Madrasah is on vacation. I mean holiday. But only for two weeks. At least there's a holiday for us. ON SUNDAY. Used to think I pity my sis who is busy everyday. Schools on weekdays, StJohn on Sat and Madrasah on Sun. &now I have to pity myself! Busy every single day too for the same reasons. Shouldn't have chosen StJohn. W
Group A// Hairi, Arshad, Hussein, Sabarina, Kuryati, Maiya\\ Best voice I think it's Hairi and Maiya. Sabarina's voice is quite okay too. Kuryati have that actress looks. Arshad is good looking. Hussein, I don't know. He just don't attract my attention maybe? Anyway, I don't watch group A that much. To think of it, I really don't watch group A! Just saw this video and I can judge them. LOL! Group B// Roslan, Kasreeal, Aliff, Hanah, Sarinah, Shakillah\\ I love Roslan's voice! And Hanah's too! I don't like, more like hate, Kasreeal and Sarinah. Aliff is cute. Shakillah's voice is powerful I think. That's what the judges said. EYEERSS! My father supports Kasreeal!! NVM lahh. END OF ANUGERAH TALK I was on youtube(like duh!) and just decided to search on Qabil Khusry Qabil Igam. What do you know? Someone uploaded the whole movie. .......... Just want to Behind The Scenes Part2 and Lenggang Kangkong Scene++. Play all the videos. It goes like how I
OMG! That movie is like popping up into my mind every single times. I don't know how I cannot forget that movie. But that movie just somehow scares me. I know it's just a stupid movie. Not even real. But the ending is just TOO SAD! Everybody ends up dying DEAD! Maybe a night sleep would help me forget about that movie. Not a nap! Had a nap but I still remember about that movie, EVEN MORE! Haizz. GTG now. As you can see it's 1.36am in the MORNING. Byes!! `E-rah! = AMIRAH ROCKS MORE!! IM&LY!! [ syirah ] = sorry lahh!! Jangan marah ehks.!
i was awaken in the morning by my sister to watch this dvd titled "Qabil Khushri Qabil Igam" . so touching and made me cry like i dont know what lahh. but it was soooo sad!! it was a malay + hindustan movie. and i thought in every hindustani movie, the hero never dies and there's a happy ending. not this one. the hero dies in the end and so it's a very sad ending. tears was flowing my eyes lahh. and even when i tried to watch it again, those funny part make me sad knowing the ending would end in tragedies. and it's still making me want to cry now. anyways, i'm still trying to do my homework especially english. you get the letter-writing? i dont! somebody help!! history is not done and i lost a consent form for sjab. doomness! arghs! shouldnt be sitting here now. got to start on english. no idea to start on my essay. what dilemma should my story be in?? ARGHS! TAG REPLIES! 'E-rah! = Didn't get lost all right. Thx! ILU!! Rani = No lahh! You dont't
aniyah came yesterday and guess what? SHE'S BALD!!! sleep lahh my baby.. aniyah and tok ayah sleeping... her eyes is SO ROUND! look so cute when she blinked... watching shrek 2 on channel5.. OMG! so cute lahh!!! aniyah and tok ayah!! they look quite alike hehs? her sleeping position looks familiar... hmm... like her tok ayah maybe?? so weird nowadays hehs? her maternal grandfather, we're calling him TOK LU. her paternal grandfather, we call him TOK AYAH. tok ayah is okay but TOK LU is so weird. LOL. "tok gua okay. tok lu amacam?" you know those gangsters... so today huh? met up with some chocs. i though we were starting to work on it but it was just cracking our brains on the costumes. sorry if i've asked you people to come down for nothing. went with hafizah. scary lahh!! there's an indian guy who kept staring whom freaked me out. i was glad hafizah came! ate breakfast and everyone was there already. except for anisah. lol. we were having some kind of a sm
goodness! i dont know if i should call it a bad dream or not. maybe i should. actually there's two different dreams. the first dream is just about me in i don't know where that sells MYUK pencilcase. im not sure but i think it's on offer from this time to this time. so i was looking for a nice pencilcase like chaos. i was running here and there. finally i've made my choice then the dream ended there. second was about cultural fiesta. but it was at night. so it was going to be our turn soon. we all got ready but farah didnt bring her tie. so she borrowed mine. and so i got no tie and then i saw a tie and so i took it. and then i saw hii and he said better return that tie because it's his. but then i accidently cut the tie. and then i got ready. but our class had started before me. so it's like im left out with my father, waiting for the computer to shut fully. WEIRDNESS!! it's so like outtaplace!! computer? ayah? TIE? and worst, HII??!! goodness!! really weir
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face You told me how proud you were but I walked away If only I knew what I know today Ooh, Oooh.. I would hold you in my arms I would take the pain away Thank you for all you've done Forgive all your mistakes There's nothing I wouldn't do To hear your voice again Sometimes I want to call you But I know you won't be there OOh, I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself, by hurting you. Somedays I feel broke inside but I won't admit Sometimes I just want to hide, cause it's you I miss And it's so hard to say goodbye When it comes to this Oooh, Yeah.. Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am? There's nothing I wouldn't do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes And see you looking back OOh, I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hur
READ THIS chocs! costume making would be on 11 JUNE 2007 . meet at 9.30am at Limbang MACS near school. from there we would have our breakfast then we'll go to BLOCK 545 (dont ask me where..) start our work... we'll be finish probably around 1pm or let's hope earlier... done! those going are aishah, amirah? , anisah, basyirah? , hafizah, rani.
kak ina is finally married to abg nasrun aka acunz. woke up early. around 7.30am. that's not early lahh! but if it's holiday, i call that early! anyways, bathed. took bus to bukit gombak mrt. took mrt to city hall. kept smsing people for this tues. walked to registry of marriage(ROM). had to walk uphill!! hmpf!! and mak kept complaining! the bride came late. got LOST! hehes. kesian pengantin kene marah dengan bapak nyer... im so bad! then took photos and more photos. kak ina nangis!! so funny when you're in that scene. the kadi so funny lahh. when the ceremony ended, took more photos and more photos. then went to abg acunz's house. ate and went to kak aisah's house. nice yeah! somehow similar to kak wik's house. ermm, super HOT!! watched her wedding video. so cool! played with akmal who just cant stop talking! went home then. fell asleep with everybody else except for kak aisah the driver, akmal and wak maya. my leg's ached. nat had to sit on top of me okays
SHE'S BACK!! so relieved! have been crying non-stop. yeah, im the cry baby. so WHAT? to amirah... 1. log into ur cbox account. 2. open http://www.mazeguy.net/smilies.html in a new window. 3. back to your cbox, press on smilies, leaave it there. 4. go back to http://www.mazeguy.net/smilies.html and choose your smilies. they should give you url for the smilies you want. and choose URL from the dropdown menu. 5. copy that url and patse it on the cbox page where it put http://___ 6. click save when you're done. 7. FINISH! -seven easy steps! and SHOUTOUT to chocolates! on 12 JUNE , there would be costume making. Date: 12 JUNE 2007 Time: 11am - 2pm?? Venue: blk 525? not sure yet DressCode: informal, home clothes confirm going are rani, basyirah, aishah , anisah and of course ME! probably need about 5 more? but if it's a cant nevermind. trying to invite my ashf an . amirah, shirin, hafizah and fairuz. that should be enough i think. okay gtg now. oooh. 12.37! gotta wake up early t
three tiring days in the row. supposed to start on homeworks today! but then mak asked me to follow her for tupperwares. okay, let's restart the whole thing. cutted my hair in the morning. sis cut for me. she was complaining that my hair was too thick to be cutted. but she did cut it anyway. but then i was unhappy with the way it looks. even mak dont like it. she said it looks like a *what* teeth. so i editted it by myself and i love it! but i think i want to edit it shorter. omg! think my hair is like blogskin? edit it any time i want? anyways. went to bukit gombak MRT. saw adi. went to ang mo kio. and i love the interchange! airconditioned. phew! and yayness. double decker bus! love it. sat at the top front. love that place because the view is so nice! oops. wrong stop! one more stop!! had to walk uphill. hmmpppfff X{ then mak talked with her friends abt the tupperwares. went here and there. at last we went home, carrying middle-weighted tupperwares in a big plastic bag. tired l
what a day! totally bushed by ytd and today. ytd was busy from morning till night! went to madrasah in the morning. okay lahh. we were supposed to clean the class but all heck care. we are so bad. dismissed and went to boonlay. thought of buying somethings. but i dont know. fickled-minded. thought is it worth buying. but then i didnt buy it. then took 193. first time lahh. got lost as per normal. *BEWARE. i get lost everytime!* called bro and all that and realised that i was in the wrong estate! it's another part of the road. i knew that but i didnt know how to get out of the estate. wasted almost 1h? seriously! so got to the house. ate and drank. aniyah was sleeping. auww, so cute. was thinking about the day. DRATS! have to share aniyah. then the ceremony began. ohk lahh. normal. with a few people losing their way with the prayer like my brother and cousin. and sometimes me too. then talked with cousins and all. went to playground. IDRIS is BACK ! good for my sister lahh. she was
TLLM. slideshow. have to delete it so posting the slideshow here. at the same time, showing our works! the background wasnt black. it has our whole work picture. our scripts~ ................ hmm..look busy. what are they doing?? ouhh...signboards. i remembered we had to do and redo until we got it right. print and printing~ and some times later... consider it break time. so while hafizah and shirin enjoys playing the computer games, jayne and me chat. practically chat about anything. but mostly about 1C. ~gosh I miss TLLM period. going to hafizah's house. having loads of fun there. haizz. anyways. now i can delete that slideshow~ should i even delete it? i dont know
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today was so fun! accidently saw amirah at the interchange in the morning. she was waiting for shirin. waited with her but she was late so took the bus wthout her. saw some people getting ready for the SYF showcase. yiling so chio lahh! and shirin was late. and she came and start telling us DISGUSTING things! totally disgusting. start with the batik making. luq won this one(OMG). it was hard okay. anyways sitting at the table was amirah, shirin, hafizah, hafizah, najiha and me. nope, didnt mean the same hafizah. SHIRIN! so nice! pro lahh all in straight lines. teabreak. ate and went to toilet. drama. had to intro with actions. mine was really lame and stupid lahh. then have to do some kind of emotion. when it was sad emotion, rani rocks lahh. maintain jerr. then had to act. extra part only lahh. but heck cares~ lunch break and solat jumaat. ate chicken rice and yeah, loiter around. went to toilet and just play games. then talked about ghost stories. back. poetry time. diva melayu sey~!